Chapter 469 Depressive Version of "Under the Sea"
For depression, general encouragement is of little use, and seemingly encouraging encouragement hits their hearts like frost.
Some people say that depression is the loss of one of the three souls and seven souls, while others say that the final result of depression is death.
The external manifestation of depression is due to continued decline in heart strength, resulting in the loss of the ability to secrete dopamine.
Depressed in mood, slow in thinking, and depressed, they have the urge to die all the time.
And when this happens to them, they know nothing about depression or don't pay attention to it, which promotes the worsening of depression.
Xu Nuo looked at the girl with a calm face and felt a headache coming on. Now it was difficult to deal with it.
If you are someone else who can't think about it, songs like "Daoxiang" and "Invisible Wings" are good medicine for healing.
The girl looked at Xu Nuo and suddenly smiled: "You can't help me, right."
As if asking Xu Nuo, but also asking herself, she walked out of the railing again He took a step forward and was about to jump down.
Xunuo said: "I know about depression, and I also understand it. I may understand it better than you think."
As expected, the girl stopped and shook her head: "No, you don't "Understood."
"I understand." Xu Nuo interrupted her unceremoniously.
For patients with depression, you cannot follow her ideas, otherwise she will lead her into a ditch.
The girl still wanted to speak, Xu Nuo waved her hand, and said in a lecturing tone: "Your ability to resist setbacks is too poor. Look at who is next door. Look at us when we were young, you just lived too smoothly. If I throw you into society for a few years, you will definitely not have so many problems.”
The onlookers were in an uproar.
“Holy shit, can this be said?”
“People are already suffering from depression, aren’t you adding fuel to the fire?”
“This is You want to kill me!”
The girl’s face changed and she smiled sadly.
Xu Nuo quickly waved her hand: "Don't get me wrong, I'm imitating what others said to you. Now you should know that I understand depression, right?"
The girl was stunned for a moment, with a flash of pain in her eyes: "Yeah."
The audience breathed a sigh of relief at the same time.
It’s so scary.
Xu Nuo continued: "They will definitely say that you are so old and you are not a child, so why don't you worry a little bit more? Don't you know it's not easy for us to raise you so big?"
The audience was stunned and thought to themselves, Damn it, isn't this what their parents often say?
Normal people feel uncomfortable hearing this, but shouldn’t those suffering from depression feel uncomfortable hearing it?
"You can be happy as long as you want. Why should you be depressed? I think you are just free!"
"I used to have a much worse life than you, but you are living like this now. Happiness, what's so painful?"
Every time Xu Nuo said something, the girl's expression became more painful.
Same world, same mother, this series of life-threatening questions made the onlookers depressed.
“Nima, I want to jump down too.”
“Let’s form a group and jump into the river.”
“I don’t want to live anymore.”
Xu Nuo did not deliberately provoke the girl. He did this for two purposes. The first was to make her believe that she understood depression, and the second was to cause her mood swings.
Before, she looked so disheartened that nothing she said would work.
“Look, I actually understand all the depression you’re talking about.” Xu Nuo continued.
The girl looked sad, "I believe you understand, but what's the use if only you can understand? There are too few people with the ability to empathize like you, and few people can empathize with you like you. "
The girl shook her head, "I can never meet someone like you"
Xu Nuo understood the key immediately: "What you want to say should be your parents. Can’t your relatives understand? ”
"Well, they can't understand, and it's useless for you to understand."
"What if I can make everyone experience the feelings of patients with depression?" Xu Nuo said unhurriedly, with a very calm tone.
The tone of the stimulating girl he spoke to just now is completely different.
The girl was stunned for a moment, and a glimmer of hope gradually appeared in her eyes.
“You want to write a song?”
"Yes, I think since you are my fan, you should believe in my strength." Xu Nuo said confidently.
After hesitating for a moment, the girl shook her head: "I don't want to delay any more time. My parents will be here if I delay any longer."
"No need to delay time! I can do it now Sing!” the promise was categorical.
"Now?"
Xu Nuo looked around and said loudly: "Do you have any musical instruments? A guitar or something else will do. Lend it to me!"
The onlookers immediately became excited, "Does anyone have an instrument?"
"Does anyone bring a guitar?"
"I have a harmonica here..." Someone weakly raised the Hands on.
"What's the use of a harmonica? It's all about causing trouble."
"I have it, I have it. I have a guitar here."
A young man squeezed into the crowd, dressed fashionably and holding a guitar in his hand.
"Thank you!" Xunuo nodded solemnly and took it.
“The guitar is not very good, so you make do with it.” The young man was still a little embarrassed.
“It’s okay, that’s enough.”
Xu Nuo looked at the girl, “This song is a song I wrote based on your psychology. I believe that people who have listened to this song may You can feel your inner feelings more or less.”
"What is the name of this song?"
""Under the Sea"."
The girl suddenly smiled, "You can really guess what I am thinking, yes, the bottom of the sea is the best. Let's go home."
"Under the Sea" is an original work by Zhili Duli. This is a song written for patients with depression. It tells the story of a girl who lives in a depressive atmosphere every day and is not understood. In pain, he finally slowly walked to the bottom of the sea.
Xu Nuo looked at her and strummed the guitar.
Lost, depressed, and exuding endless negativity.
Everyone seemed to see the endless sea, not a blue sea, but a dark and deep color.
Like an abyss.
When you stare into the abyss, the abyss is also staring into you.
The people listening to the song all around shivered and subconsciously wanted to stay away from the river.
The originally calm river surface seemed to have turned into a monster that chose people to eat.
Xu Nuo looked at the girl and sang:
"The scattered moonlight passed through the clouds..." The lonely and powerless voice was full of depression and a feeling of despair.
The sound seemed to come from the bottom of the sea, distant and chilling.
Everyone around them held their breath, and the girl's expression gradually became less calm.
“Hiding from the crowd,
spreads the scales of the sea,
the waves wet the white skirt,
trying to push you back.”
This is not the way Xu Nuo likes to sing. This kind of tune is very flat and sad.
“The waves wash away the blood,
Delusion warms you,
Listen to the depths of the sea,
Whose cry is guiding,
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The soul sinks into silence. ”
The tone does not fluctuate much, the voice is lifeless, deep and quiet.
The audience all feel a little uncomfortable, especially when the evening breeze blows, it feels cold. The feeling.
It’s a despair of the world and of life.
Is this really what depression is like?
Some people don't believe it.
But the girl’s slowly flowing tears told them that this song was the inner world of depression.
“Do people with depression feel so miserable inside?”
“This is too hopeless.”
“I almost want to jump.”
There was no hoarseness or shouting, but it was such a half-dead singing voice, full of despair that there was no hope for life.
“You like the salty smell of the sea breeze,
stepping on the wet gravel,
you say people’s ashes should be scattered into the sea.”
The matter of death was spoken so easily, even the ashes were arranged.
"You asked me where I will go after I die,
Will anyone love you,
Can the world stop..."
The girl was fascinated by what she heard, but she didn't notice Someone was quietly approaching her in the corner.
It was Lin Wanqing, who promised to raise her voice tacitly to attract the girl's attention.
"Always smile at the cool people.
People on the shore have nothing to do with their faces.
There is no nostalgia in the world.
Everything disintegrates into smoke."
This song sung into the girl's heart. Although her slow thinking prevented her from understanding the meaning of the song for a short time, as the singing continued.
Tears flowed out of her eyes uncontrollably, slowly falling down little by little.
Under tears, my vision became a little blurry.
She only saw Xu Nuo singing with a guitar in the crowd, and the figure looked longingly, as if there were lights illuminating her.
Lin Wanqing seized the opportunity, rushed over and hugged her.
The girl did not resist.
The others rushed forward and worked together to carry the girl back to the railing.
The police standing outside also breathed a sigh of relief. They had arrived long ago, but in order to prevent the girl from being impulsive, they had been hiding in the crowd and waiting for opportunities.
The girl returned to the ground, squatted on the ground and cried loudly.
Everyone let out a sigh of relief.
“Finally saved.”
"That's great."
"It's scary."
Xu Nuo breathed a sigh of relief, walked to her and knelt down to comfort her.
"Okay, okay, it's okay, you see everyone can understand you."
The girl squatted on the ground crying and was out of breath, but she didn't want to follow The police leave.
The police couldn't force her to be taken away, so a group of people were waiting for her parents to come back.
"You haven't finished singing the song "Under the Sea" yet." The girl suddenly said.
Xu Nuo was stunned for a moment, "Then I will continue singing."
"The scattered moonlight passed through the clouds,
hiding from the crowd,
Slip into the ocean floor. ”
The girl thinks this song is very nice, even better than other songs.
No matter how uplifting or warm and healing other songs are, they can’t make her heart feel better. Fluctuation.
But "Under the Sea" is different. This song resonates with her easily.
Not being understood is her biggest source of pain. With this song, it should be. Will it be better?
As she thought this, the singing continued.
“It’s too late, it’s too late,
You laughed and cried,
It’s too late, it’s too late,
Your trembling arms,
It’s too late, it’s too late,
No one will fish you out,
It’s too late, it’s too late,
You obviously hate suffocation. ”
The song full of despair, like a panacea, directly entered her heart, and the long-pent up emotions were finally released.
The girl's parents finally arrived, and Xu Nuo did not let them go directly. Instead, they cooperated with the police and pulled them aside to educate them about the seriousness of depression.
Sometimes ignorance is the straw that breaks the camel's back.
(End of this chapter)