Chapter 55 (Fifty-five) The Past
After Yan Moying heard these words, he felt that they spoke to the depths of his soul. He felt that he was listening to a true confidant. He felt that there was another person in the world. One he was communicating with.
"I feel sorry for you. What about you? Do you think you are an optimist with a very sad tone? Will you always move forward with a smile?" Yan Moying asked.
"Actually, I also want to know. The master said that I am a very contradictory person. Just like just now, I don't know why I suddenly felt emotional. I know that I can just let the past go. It's not impossible, but Still feeling emotional.”
"I'm willing to hear your emotion like this." Yan Moying said, "Do you often feel emotion?"
"Maybe, but I won't necessarily say it. Today, there happened to be someone listening next to me, and I can see from that person's eyes that he understands." After Yin Ruchen finished speaking, he smiled lightly at Yan Moying, The smile lingering in contemplation and loneliness contains euphemistic gratitude.
The two of them walked for a long time, and it was already evening.
The sun sets in the sky, and the sky is filled with brilliant clouds. Whenever night falls, the setting sun will always shine its last light. Even if the world cannot keep that lonely red, the afterglow will shed warmth and light up the sky in the moments before leaving.
Seeing the sunset in the evening, Yan Moying suddenly thought of the scene many years ago and couldn't help but said: "I remember when I was very young, I lived on the island. How many evenings like this, my mother would accompany me when she prepared dinner. Watching the sunset, while waiting for dad to come back from fishing. When the sun comes home, dad and his boat are always stained with gold. "
"Have you always lived on the island when you were a child?" Yin Ruchen asked.
"Well. I have lived on the island from the time I can remember until I was seven years old. It was an inaccessible island, but I was not alone on that island; there were no palace robes and food there, but that kind of Life is a happy memory that I will never forget." Yan Moying said.
"Because you are with your parents on the island. The days of living together are unforgettable and cannot be replaced by anything else." Yin Ruchen said. In fact, she didn't know what it was like to live with her parents, but she could imagine how she felt when she looked back on the past. She also thought of the time when she was at Jiulanmen.
"Yes... living with my parents..." Yan Moying felt that what Yin Ruchen said was true, and couldn't help but murmured. He continued: "But later on, only my mother and I were left to depend on each other."
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"My mother said that when the sun comes home, my father should go home. But one day, the sun comes home, but my father does not come back... I asked my mother where my father went, and my mother said it was a secret. I will wait for my father. Tell me when you get back. Mom still urged me to practice martial arts and smiled to make me happy as usual. She just started going fishing every day and came back very early. Then she still watched the sunset with me and waited for Dad to come back. Until one night, Mom thought. When I was already asleep, I vaguely heard my mother crying, and I got up to comfort her. Only then did I realize that my father had been in a big storm at sea and was no longer alive. She was afraid that I would be sad, so she kept showing off in front of me all day long. Laughter..." Yan Moying said while watching the sunset gradually being swallowed up by the night.
"Moying, don't be too sad..." Yin Ruchen said. (End of chapter)