Chapter 126 (One Hundred and Twenty-Six) Confession
King Jingyin was on the verge of death after being poisoned. When he woke up, he was frightened into unconsciousness by the darts again. This time he woke up and truly came back to life. He felt as if he was in another world. After escaping from death, he seemed to have a clear understanding of many things at once. He had the courage to face up to the feelings deep in his heart that had been accumulated for a long time that he could not face before. If someone asked Zhaolin like this in the past, he would definitely get angry, but now it is different. Instead of resisting talking to others, he is willing to talk. Perhaps it was because those things had been suppressed in his heart for too long. When he finally opened his heart, he immediately felt the need to talk. So he said leisurely: "I once disrupted the happy life of a woman because she was somewhat similar to my old friend. At the same time, I also destroyed the future of a man who was loyal to Jing Yinguo."
"Oh?" Zhaolin was extremely surprised by his father's reaction. He did not expect that his father would answer this question so calmly. He was already prepared to be scolded and was completely relieved at this time. He continued to ask: "What happened to those two people?"
"Later, I don't know where she and he went, whether they were alive or dead. If they are still alive, I really hope that they will have picked up the happiness that I ended; if they have passed away, I will I can only pray that they can decide their own lives in another world without being interfered by power." King Jing Yin's tone gradually became heavier: "If you do something wrong once, it will be a mistake forever. If you sincerely repent, there is no chance to correct it; for some happiness, as long as it is broken, even if the scattered fragments are picked up, they cannot be put back together; some can make people remember the years of their lives, but once they are terminated and come to an end, Even if I want to start over, I can't find another starting point. I am the one who did the wrong thing, the one who broke other people's happiness, the one who ended the years that others can remember for their entire lives."
"Father, please stop talking about yourself like that!" Zhaolin said, "Did Miss Yin make you feel like you were seeing your old friend again?"
"Yeah. I saw that Miss Yin looked a bit like that old friend, so I almost made the same mistake again. When I was in a coma, I walked on the edge of life and death, and I also had many dreams about the past. After waking up from the dream, I seem to have realized something. Life is short, time cannot be wasted, everyone is born unique, no one in this world is born to be another person's shadow, and use his own short time to live. Precious years to satisfy the ridiculous emotional needs of a powerful man and fill the deep hole in his heart." King Jing Yin sighed.
"Are Miss Yin very similar to your old acquaintance?" Zhaolin asked curiously when he saw that his father was not angry at all.
"I felt very similar before, but now I understand that the degree of similarity in my eyes actually has a lot to do with my state of mind. Since I realized something, the Miss Yin I saw is completely different from the one I saw before. It’s the same, now I see more of the differences between Miss Yin and my old friend. Now I know very well that Miss Yin is Miss Yin, and she will always be herself.” (End of Chapter)