Chapter 298 (two hundred and ninety-eight) willing
Fei Cunyi felt that he could let Fang Piaolan know the truth that she was hopeless after being poisoned by flying cones, so he said: "Don't say you're sorry to me. In fact, you haven't sorry for me. Do you think that a person can do anything at any time?" Can you all do what you like? I have the opportunity to do what I like, and you should be happy for me. What's more, this opportunity was given by you, and we wouldn't be close if you never had feelings for me. Each other, I don’t have the opportunity to be with you today - being with you at this moment is what I like. It is a kind of happiness for a person to do what he likes. If you love this person, you should do this. People are happy when they have the opportunity to do what they like. After you ask...I will...be with you...forever..." Fei Cunyi said, first wiping away Fang Piaolan's tears, He wiped his tears again, smiled slightly, and said, "I just knew that I was hopeless from the flying cone poison, but I just didn't tell you before."
Fang Piaolan was stunned when she heard Fei Cunyi's words. She originally felt that she had affected Fei Cunyi's future and was already full of guilt. Only then did she realize that what Fei Cunyi wanted to save her was not his future, but his life. If all lives are lost, there will naturally be no future.
Fei Cunyi still smiled and said in a calm tone: "I am with you, and I will never be lonely again."
Fang Piaolan slowly lowered her head, tears welling up again, her heart was like a knife, and her soul was gnawing at guilt - she wished she could be struck dead by lightning in an instant. Suddenly she said to herself in a trembling voice: "I am a murderer! Not only did I kill myself, but I also killed the person I loved most... My weapon for killing is 'incompetence'! I am incompetent, I am useless! I am a bit I don't know any martial arts, I can't even protect myself, let alone protect others! If I can't protect myself and others, why should I harm others? Why should I destroy other people's lives if I just want to die? 'It's really the most lethal murder weapon, but can't it just kill me? My 'incompetence', why should I kill others?"
The more Fang Piaolan spoke, the more excited she became. She became a little crazy as she spoke. Her body was shaking and her expression was extremely painful.
"Piaolan, calm down, calm down!" Fei Cunyi stopped smiling and put his hands on Fang Piaolan's shoulders to steady her, but what he stabilized was only her body, and her panicked heart was still there. Turbulent in the catastrophe.
Fei Cunyi suddenly became serious and said to Piaolan: "Piaolan, raise your head and look at me!"
"I dare not look at the person whose life was lost in my hands... or the person I love... I dare not look... I can't look... I don't deserve to look..." Fang Piaolan struggled in boundless pain.
Fei Cunyi held her face gently with his palms facing up, raising her lowered head. When he held it, he burst into tears.
At a moment when she looked up, Fang Piaolan's eyes happened to meet Fei Cunyi's sincere eyes. When the two people's eyes met, time seemed to have stopped. Fang Piaolan's heart seemed to be washed away by a clear spring that erupted in an instant. She suddenly calmed down and was no longer crazy.
Fei Cunyi put down the hands holding her face, held her hands, stared into her eyes and said, "With all my heart, no regrets. Don't you understand again?" (End of Chapter)