Chapter 470 Haizi's mental problem
Luo Yihe is the least well-known among the "Three Musketeers of Peking University". He also died young. Not many people in later generations know about it, and his light was overshadowed by Haizi at the same time.
In fact, Luo Yihe is also a talented poet and is now the editor of "October" magazine.
Different from peasant families like Xichuan and Haizi, Luo Yihe came from a famous family and was known in the poetry world as "the last aristocrat in Chinese poetry." His father is Luo Gengmo, the founder of China's accounting system, a famous economist, and the former director of the State Planning Commission (National Development and Reform Commission).
He is three years older than Haizi. Luo Yihe always takes care of this slightly childish "younger brother" like an elder brother.
Historically, after Haizi committed suicide, Luo Yihe was sorting out Haizi's poems and dealing with his funeral affairs. He suddenly died of cerebral hemorrhage two months later.
The diagnosis was caused by congenital malformation of cerebral blood vessels and large-scale intracerebral hemorrhage caused by long-term brain overuse.
Different from Haizi's slovenly and slightly neurotic temperament, the young man in front of him has side-parted hair, clean, sunny and handsome.
When he saw Haizi coming in, he immediately stood up and asked, "Haizi, Xichuan said that you want to commit suicide, is it true? Why do you want to commit suicide?!"
Maybe he saw his own Haizi, a close friend who was silent along the way, said: "What's the point of my life? Someone wants to harm me, so Bo Wan ignores me."
As he spoke, Haizi had a sad smile on his face.
“You are silly, Haizi.” Luo Yihe became excited and his eyes widened. “You still have parents and relatives, you still have us, and you still have poetry!”
“Yihe, don’t be excited. Speak slowly." Luo Yihe's lover Zhang Wan quickly advised.
It was the first time that Fang Minghua met Luo Yihe's wife, a cheerful-looking woman. Xichuan said that Zhang Wan did not come from an ordinary family. Her father was the president of China Map Publishing House.
"Editor Fang, sit down, sit down." Xi Chuan greeted quickly: "What is going on?"
Fang Minghua briefly told the story, but only said that he met Haizi while walking on the railway, and didn't mention a word about what happened before.
Nishikawa is a little suspicious, why are you strolling on the railway on a business trip?
But it is true that Haizi committed suicide, including the suicide note in Haizi's schoolbag.
"Thank you so much, thank you, thank you for saving him." Nishikawa said gratefully.
“Why are you so polite?” Fang Minghua said, then glanced at Haizi and said, “Xichuan, come out, I’ll tell you something.”
Everyone understood immediately and followed Fang Minghua out of the dormitory to the stairs, leaving Haizi alone in the room.
"I'm worried about Haizi's mental problems."
Fang Minghua spoke very directly. Xi Chuan and the others were all smart people, and they immediately understood the other meaning of Fang Minghua's words.
If there is really a mental problem and this suicide attempt fails, there will be a second and third time in the future!
“Okay, I’ll take Haizi to the Sixth Hospital of Yanda immediately.”
The Sixth Hospital of Yenching University is a famous psychiatric hospital in the country.
"It's best to invite Haizi's parents to Yanjing." Fang Minghua reminded: "Only family members have the right to decide on some matters."
"Understood, I understand." Xi Chuan hurriedly nod.
But what does it mean once diagnosed and sent to a mental hospital?
No one dared to think about it any more.
"To be honest, I really can't imagine that Haizi would reach this point." Luo Yihe beside him couldn't hold it in anymore and sighed with emotion.
Zhang Wan next to him looked very calm.
"Haizi's mental state, you said, if he develops like this, suicide will be a matter of time."
"Editor Fang, maybe you think I am a bit cold when I say this, I have seen Several people have committed suicide," Zhang Wan said. "When I was a freshman at Yan University, a female classmate of mine hanged herself in the dormitory. The female classmate was one day shy of turning 17."
"In 1985, Yihe's classmate named Zhao Shiren, whom Xi Chuan also knew, jumped into the Miyun Reservoir and drowned. At that time, Yihe and I went to see him."
Zhang Wan said calmly.
“Some people say that college students are the favored sons of heaven, and the students of Yan University are even more favored among the favored sons. In fact, they are very fragile inside. Their ideals are incompatible with reality, and they are angry, confused, worried, and desperate.”
“Life is only a few decades, and we live in a daze, but people with more knowledge often live too soberly. The more sober they are, the more painful they are. In the end, they can only be relieved by death.”
“ I sometimes joke with Yihe that the era of poetry that belongs to you is almost over. You three swordsmen of Yanda, put down the sword in your hands. Times have changed, but you have not changed. Sooner or later, this sword will hurt yourselves. ”
Fang Minghua listened quietly and said nothing.
After Zhang Wan finished speaking, Fang Minghua said that since Haizi was fine for the time being, he was ready to return to Xijing.
"Oh, by the way, Yihe." Fang Minghua suddenly thought of something and looked at Luo Yihe: "You'd better go to the hospital for a check-up. I'm not saying that you have mental problems like Haizi, but your body, especially It's the head. Let's do a CT or something. I don't think you look good."
"Editor Fang, you are too scary. I am in good health." Luo Yihe said with a smile. He didn't believe Fang Minghua's words at all.
Fang Minghua sighed in his heart and said: "It's better to be careful. I'm leaving. Goodbye!"
"We'll see you off."
The three of them sent Fang Minghua downstairs. Watching Fang Minghua leave in a hurry with his travel bag, Zhang Wan suddenly shouted.
"Editor Fang?"
Fang Minghua stopped and turned around to look at her: "What's the matter?"
"Did you really go to Shanhaiguan for a meeting?"< br>
Fang Minghua looked at her, smiled and said nothing, turned and left, his back disappearing around the corner.
"Hey, Xichuan, you interact with Minghua a lot. Is he usually like this? Why do I feel that he is very mysterious today." Luo Yihe said.
"Mysterious? It feels a bit strange today. It is a bit incredible to be able to save Haizi's life in Shanhaiguan." Nishikawa also said. : "But he is indeed a very warm-hearted person for his friends."
The two chatted casually and were about to return upstairs, but they saw Zhang Wan staring outside the door blankly, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Zhang Wan, what's wrong? Come up." Luo Yihe urged.
Zhang Wan suddenly woke up and said to her husband: "Please take another leave in the next two days, and I will accompany you to the hospital for a physical examination."
"Do you really believe Minghua's words?" Luo Yihe laughed. .
"Well!" Zhang Wan's expression was serious: "Didn't you just say how incredible it was to rescue Haizi? Maybe there is something even more incredible? Listen to me and come with me to check!"< br>
Three days later, Luo Yihe was dragged by his wife to the cerebrovascular department of Yanjing Tiantan Hospital for examination. The result surprised the couple: Luo Yihe suffered from congenital cerebral vascular malformation. Overexertion or emotional excitement can easily induce cerebral hemorrhage. , need surgery as soon as possible.
Time goes back to the same day.
Fang Minghua said goodbye to Xichuan and the others, and did not return to Xijing immediately. Instead, he rushed to his courtyard house in Liuya Hutong, Shichahai. Since he was here, he wanted to come and take a look.
Sitting in the car, Fang Minghua looked at the busy traffic outside and thought about Haizi.
Haizi’s life is safe for the time being, but what about the future?
(End of this chapter)