Chapter 998 (Nine Hundred and Ninety-Eight) Faceless
"You just told her how you wanted her to call you, but you didn't force it, right?" Jian Rou asked.
Tian Wen said "hmm".
"Piling these words together as the reason for what you said that day is quite believable." Jian Judao.
Tian Wen's eyes were filled with sadness and he said: "How much I disliked Yueyang's identity at that time. Now, that identity is gone. Tiecangting stipulates that the canceled Yueyang's identity can never be restored. Now I also suddenly I understand that it has brought me many things that were not originally mine, such as the qualification to call her 'Leyu'. I once said that I would just call her 'Leyu', but then...she is still Yueyang, I am not. From now on... even if I can see her again, I can no longer call her by her name. I am no longer qualified to call her 'Le Yu', I can only call her 'Le Yueyang'. When I could feel that she loved me, I was deprived of my status as Yueyang. If she really loved me, she would probably allow me to continue calling her "Leyu" just because she loved me, but last time... I couldn't feel it anymore. Now that she loves me... I can't feel it anymore... Really... She is far away from me. I don't know why she is like this, and I don't have the courage to understand. I originally came up with the title when I was lying to her. Now I care so much! After I knew that she was the person I fell in love with, this actually became a knot in my heart. Actually, if I think about it from another angle, it might be best for me that she doesn’t love me anymore. , although I will indeed be sad. If she still loves me and I can still feel that she loves me, I will definitely be more sad. I feel that I have no face to talk about love with her anymore, I have lied to her... Already! This has nothing to do with whether I can tell her and explain it to her and whether she can forgive me, because I can never forgive myself in my life. She is the person I fell in love with, but I lied to her... I lied to the person I fell in love with... This is not forgivable at all! I can never forgive myself..." Tian Wen said with tears in his eyes.
Seeing that he was so emotional, Jian Rou comforted her, "Brother, don't be too sad." She asked, "When you said you lied to her, did you mean you said those words?"
Tian Wen said: "It's far more than just those words. In fact, I... I said a lot of lies to her... I used her... when I could feel that she loved me. When people love someone, it is easy for them to treat that person Let your guard down..." Tian Wen lowered his head and asked himself: "How shameless is it to lie to someone who lets his guard down because he loves you?" Then he looked at Jian Rou and said, "I can't do it anymore? When I called her by her first name, I couldn't help but call her that when I was talking to you just now. Although you are my sister, it's not right to call her that even in front of you alone. Right?"
Jian Rou saw tears in Tian Wen's eyes, and saw from the way he spoke that he was releasing more and more sad emotions, so she smiled and said, "You also said, I am your sister! Let's go all the way You speak in an extremely soft voice, and there is no one else around. Only I can hear what you say. Of course you can call others whatever you want in front of me, and I can't possibly tell you. !" (End of this chapter)