Chapter 1541 (One Thousand Five Hundred and Forty-One) Tomorrow
Wu Xunsheng said: "That's it."
"You know, sometimes I always feel like I'm waiting. Many years ago, that person told me when he was painting her mother, he said he was waiting for tomorrow, and said: 'Maybe, when tomorrow comes, my mother will Will come to me.' Later, after Xia Jing passed away, I always thought of what he said to me when I was painting, and I also wanted to say to myself: 'Maybe, when tomorrow comes, Xia Jing will come. Look for me. 'But I know very well that he can really expect 'tomorrow' to come, but I don't. I know that not only will Xia Jing not come to me when 'tomorrow' comes, but I will be even more miserable. . Because Xia Jing will not appear 'tomorrow' at all, she only appeared 'yesterday'. Even though I know this, I seem to be waiting for 'tomorrow' when I was painting. When I was there, I could only wait for 'yesterday', but 'yesterday' can never come back. After thinking about it carefully, I didn't really hope that 'yesterday' could come back. If I can't change what happened later, I don't want to experience the pain again. I... I just hope that Xia Jing can appear 'tomorrow'... my 'tomorrow'. This may be a kind of obsession. Just read it. I understand that people suffer from obsession."
Wu Xunsheng asked: "You miss her so much, she must have been very good to you before, right?"
"Okay...okay...really! She was so good to me. In fact, sometimes I also wonder if she hadn't been so kind to me at that time, would I have suffered less later on." Alchemist Jingxi said, "I have wanted to be an alchemist since I was a child. Without her, I would never have been able to become an alchemist! She personally taught me many of the spells I know."
"Senior sister taught you this?" Wu Xunsheng asked.
Alchemist Jingxi said: "Yes. When I was a child, I wanted to be an alchemist, and I went to visit a few alchemists who would accept disciples. I was still young at the time, and I didn't know many people or things. I only knew that it was a few kilometers away from where I lived. There were a few alchemists not far away who were willing to accept disciples. Regardless of whether I had the talent to be an alchemist, they all came up and asked me about my family. When they asked, they all cursed me. If I said anything, If you tell a lie, I will be hurt immediately. Naturally, I dare not not tell the truth. After those alchemists heard that my mother was a Lanjia person, they stopped asking further and directly said that one of my parents was a Lanjia person. They didn't accept me. Of course I was sad, but I really wanted to become an alchemist, so I asked everywhere for information about alchemists accepting disciples. However, I was so young that I couldn't find any information about it, so I didn't become a master for the time being."
Just as Alchemist Jingxi said, at that time, the few alchemists in the area where he lived who were willing to accept apprentices would definitely not accept them as soon as they heard that one of the parents of the person who came to become an apprentice was a Lanjia person.
The alchemist Jing Xi’s name was Chen Wenyuan. People he knew at that time always advised him to accept his fate and told him to stop having unrealistic dreams. Many people poured cold water on him. He had always been sad and could not understand why the alchemists refused to accept a person whose parents were blue-armored as their disciples. It was his dream to become an alchemist, but under the environment of the area where he lived at that time, it was extremely difficult for him to pursue this dream even from the beginning. (End of chapter)