Chapter 1548 (one thousand five hundred and forty-eight) no more
Chen Wenyuan looked sad and said: "Some things... are simply not something I can handle."
Shan Xia Jing asked: "Did...something happen?"
Chen Wenyuan remained silent and did not speak immediately.
Shan Xiajing has never seen him like this before. No matter how difficult things were before, he would never be like this. She felt that the problem was serious, so she said, "What's wrong with you? What happened? Can you tell me?"
Chen Wen originally didn't plan to say anything. He just wanted to pack up his things and leave here, and then find a place to quietly pass away. But when he saw Shan Xiajing's sincere concern for him, he suddenly couldn't help but want to tell her what happened before.
He said to Shan Xiajing: "I will only tell you these things. Don't tell anyone else, not even Master, okay?"
"Okay, you say it." Shan Xiajing said.
Chen Wenyuan told her what happened.
Shan Xiajing was shocked after hearing this. She didn't expect that he would encounter such a big thing. She didn't even know how to comfort him at first, so she just listened to him silently.
Chen Wenyuan's grief was also filled with deep helplessness and anger.
Shan Xiajing learned that he had been holding back his emotions for a while and had no way to release them. He thought that maybe he would feel better if he vented them out, so he wanted to induce him to vent his emotions. However, he had no intention of venting, and just wanted to vent his emotions. She said: "I'm leaving. I came back here just because I promised you that I would come back to you as soon as I finished my work. I told you that I must keep my word. Now I have come back to you. , I didn’t break my promise.”
"Leave?" Shan Xiajing said, "Where are you going?"
Chen Wenyuan said: "There will always be somewhere to go." "Then you will no longer learn magic from me? I haven't finished teaching you the last time." Shan Xiajing asked.
Chen Wenyuan said: "I will no longer learn magic."
Shan Xia Jing asked: "Why?"
"It's useless." Chen Wenyuan said, "So what if you know magic? Many things cannot be changed by knowing magic."
"But... isn't your dream to become an alchemist?" Shan Xiajing asked.
Chen Wenyuan said: "That was before. I was ignorant before and I didn't understand the world too well. Many people used to pour cold water on me, but now I think they are right. Why do I have to pursue that dream? What's the matter? What’s the point? Even if I know magic, I won’t be able to protect the person I want to protect. Even if I become a magician, I’m too insignificant. What’s the use of having so many skills?”
Shan Xiajing said: "You have encountered that kind of thing, and it is understandable to think so now. You should have a good rest, and after some time, you may not necessarily think so anymore."
Chen Wenyuan thought: How long will it take? Well, in a few days I really won’t think that way anymore, and of course I won’t have any other thoughts... I will probably turn into ashes... What thoughts will I have after turning into ashes? At that time, will I drift somewhere?
He said: "I won't think so in a while."
Shan Xia Jing said: "Then you should have a good rest."
Chen Wenyuan thought to himself: Don't be in a hurry to rest. I will rest forever in a few days. I will never see the ugliness in the world again, my heart will never be tired, and I won't be so helpless.
Chen Wenyuan just said: "I'm leaving."
(End of chapter)