Chapter 1551 (One Thousand Five Hundred and Fifty One) Nostalgia
At that moment, Chen Wenyuan suddenly felt a huge fear rushing towards him like a wild wave. Although Shan Xia Jing only said that deliberately to avoid mentioning Chen Wenyuan's suicide, Chen Wenyuan found that he couldn't bear to hear such words, and the tears in his eyes rolled down. He shook his head with tears and did not speak immediately.
Shan Xiajing saw him crying and thought that maybe this was a good sign. Maybe after he cried, his emotions would be vented and some of his thoughts would be different.
Chen Wen originally thought: No, no! Senior sister can't do that! She is in front of me now and will be in front of me in the future. She will not leave!
Chen Wenyuan found that deep down in his heart at this time, he could not accept the fact that he would be separated from Shan Xiajing forever.
Looking at Shan Xia Jing in front of him, Chen Wenyuan suddenly realized that he needed to cherish the current situation of being together with her.
Although the world seemed to him not worth lingering on, she was still in the world, at least there was still her in the world who was worthy of his nostalgia.
Chen Wenyuan began to ask himself secretly: "Am I really willing to leave my senior sister? I cannot choose to be separated from my parents forever this time. If I commit suicide, I will be separated from my senior sister. Should I separate from my senior sister now?" I can choose... How many years do I have in my life? I should cherish this fate with my senior sister. Do I have to cut off this fate with my own hands? After cutting off this fate, I turned into ashes and no longer had any thoughts. I miss you again, and I no longer encounter painful things, but how will my senior sister's life change next? She will be rejected by those alchemists because her father is a man with blue armor! Choosing death seems to me now! It’s very easy. For the sake of senior sister and for the continued fate between me and senior sister, I...do I have the courage to live? "
Chen Wenyuan cried for a while and suddenly said: "That's not what I meant. It won't be like this."
Shan Xiajing understood and said: "You don't think this will be the case. Then let me ask you, even if you have to go away for business, I will still be here, will you not come back?"
Chen Wenyuan felt that Shan Xiajing was the most important person in her life at present. He felt that wherever she was in the world, that was where he would miss her. At this time, he said with tears: "Senior sister is here, so I won't not come back."
Shan Xia Jing Hearing what he said, Shan Xia Jing finally felt relieved and immediately said, "You don't have anything to do. I'm still here. Will you leave?"
Chen Wenyuan said: "No."
"I'm here, and you're here, right?" Shan Xiajing asked.
Chen Wenyuan said: "Yes. Wherever senior sister is, I will be there."
He had obvious emotional ups and downs and burst into tears. After his parents passed away, he was in a fragile state of mind. What Shan Xia Jing said to him made him seem to see his own heart clearly in the midst of great sadness. At this moment, he was still not calm, and suddenly said to Shan Xia Jing Said: "Sister, we will never be separated, okay?"
Shan Xiajing didn't expect him to say this suddenly, but she felt that since he could say such words, it seemed that he would not commit suicide. She suddenly felt more at ease, and she quickly said: "Of course! We will never be separated. ! This is what you said. You always keep your word. If you come back to me, you will come back to me. You must remember what you said today. You must remember what you said! End of this chapter)