Chapter 2919 (Two Thousand Nine Hundred and Nineteen) Knocked Down
At that time, in the eyes of Tie Hongyan and Wu Xunsheng, Li Pingrun was still not normal, but Li Pingrun himself did not feel any obvious abnormality.
Later, when he started to practice for the first time, when Tie Hongyan and Wu Xunsheng were ten feet away from him, although he felt uncomfortable when he was busy, after all, his attention was focused on what he was busy with at that time. , so the feeling is not that obvious yet.
After he performed the method, when he faced Tie Hongyan and Wu Xunsheng again, when he returned to the table with the "Leading Skill" and the incense burner, and when he first started preparing those things on the table after the two entered the circle, he There were no obvious abnormalities. However, when he was preparing things later, he accidentally knocked over the candle. Although the candle was not burning at this time, Li Pingrun still remembered that he was The burning candle that his sister Li Gengmi accidentally knocked over. Then, those memories from those years came flooding back to him, making him feel like he was doing something he shouldn't have done again.
At this moment, he was seriously affected by that feeling and could no longer bear it. However, after all, Tie Hongyan and Wu Xunsheng were behind him. If he suddenly stopped during the preparation process, it would be difficult to tell Tie Hongyan . So he endured the uncomfortable feeling in his heart and continued to prepare those things. After the preparation was completed, he turned around and saw Tie Hongyan and Wu Xunsheng again. He didn't think about the scene he didn't want to think about for the time being. He had flashes of discomfort when he recited the incantation, but after all, the magical power when reciting the incantation was obvious, so he did not have any particularly abnormal reaction.
After he finished reciting the incantation, he mentioned to Tie Hongyan about practicing Qigong that he would light candles in a while. When he said this, the scene from that year came to his mind again, and he suddenly couldn't speak anymore. When he tried to continue talking, he thought about lighting candles for a while, and those scenes came to mind again, and he couldn't talk anymore. After stopping a few times, he felt that if he continued like this and lit candles without adjusting his mentality, serious problems might occur, so he had to tell Tie Hongyan that he needed to take a rest.
When Li Pingrun was resting, he thought: Gengmi, I should have stopped doing this a long time ago. What should I do? I really don’t want to do it anymore, but now that I’ve come this far, I want to live on! I want to stop, but I don’t know what to do. In fact, I not only want to stop, I also want to do something that is completely opposite to what I have done before, so that the new thing can offset the things I have done before. But in this current situation, not only have I not found a way to do what I want to do, but I continue to do what I did before... I can only do this, and I can't suddenly regret it in front of the Young Patriarch and Young Patriarch. , then I have to tell myself, do these things first, and then do the opposite things later, and see if I can offset some of them...
Li Pingrun didn't know whether doing the opposite of what he had done in the future would be able to offset the things he had done before. He could only comfort himself temporarily to prevent problems in his actions and to prevent himself from doing so. Continue to look too weird in front of Tie Hongyan and Wu Xunsheng to prevent himself from having no chance of survival due to abnormalities. (End of chapter)