Chapter 437: Elope with me
Until now, Su Chengyi truly understood what Chen Jinzhi had gone through.
Speaking of which, he had known these things before, but he had never thought about it in detail. The facts had never been spread out in front of him bloody like now.
When everything she had accumulated after four years of trekking in the snow and wind was completely destroyed, everyone questioned and opposed her decision, and no one stood on her side.
So Chen Jinzhi, confused about the world and confused about the future, stumbled through the first half of his life alone.
So why did she suffer all this?
Su Chengyi couldn't understand this problem from the beginning, and even more so now.
Every time she thought everything was getting better, someone would jump out and try to drag her back into the original quagmire.
She just wants to live a good life, whose business is it getting in the way?
Or is it because the hemp rope is specially cut at the thinnest places, and bad luck always plagues the poor?
Fuck it, don’t even think about it.
Su Chengyi gritted his molars and thought, he did not believe that so-called disaster and fate could haunt people for a lifetime.
Even if it is, he will cut off all this for her.
Even if he reaches the age of seventy or eighty, he can barely stand still with a cane in his hand, and he will still put up a position where one man is in charge and no one can get past him.
Perhaps realizing that the man next to him was filled with rage because of what he saw, Chen Jinzhi took his finger and shook it.
"Have you seen the photo of my mother published by the media?"
Su Chengyi came back to his senses and responded subconsciously.
"Yes, I saw it."
Thinking of the scene captured in that photo, he quickly added.
“Your mother looks a lot like you.”
Chen Jinzhi smiled softly, nodded and said:
"Yes, many people say that."
As for his rumors and revelations, Chen Jinzhi felt no emotion at all, and even Take a screenshot of your mood as evidence.
Only this one made her breath stagnant.
She knew the circumstances under which this photo was taken. Even if the camera moved a little further to the left, Chen Jinzhi would be photographed hurriedly over.
She must have been carrying a schoolbag at that time and had the red armband belonging to the squadron leader on her sleeve.
The school asked them to check the cleanliness of the construction site, and superior leaders will come to inspect it in two days.
Chen Jinzhi does not want to participate in such a thing because he knows that leaving his mother at home alone is risky.
Once she gets sick, she will just smash things. Sometimes she will hit her head against the wall. Either her head will be covered with big bumps or it will be dripping with blood. It is extremely shocking.
What's worse is that she might slip out of the house and there's everyone on the street.
Many children would chase her, throw stones, and call her a crazy woman.
So every afternoon, Chen Jinzhi spent his time in such worry.
Fortunately, she has a smart mind. Despite these troubles in life, she is always at the top academically.
When inspecting the construction site, she was worried about family matters and walked in a hurry. She just went through a simple scene and gave an "A" evaluation.
Unfortunately, the classmate who was accompanying her used chicken feathers as arrows, and even a fallen leaf would be deducted.
Chen Jinzhi's face was very rare because he delayed his return home.
When I was about to have an attack, a classmate who lived nearby and had already returned home came over to report the news with a playful smile.
"Chen Jinzhi! Your mother was arrested by the police!"
Chen Jinzhi immediately threw the broom and ran home in a hurry.
Although he is more mature than his peers, his mind is still that of a child. When he heard such words, he was immediately frightened.
I violated traffic rules and ran through several red lights along the way before I saw the street sign in my alley.
In the past, there were always many middle-aged women sitting around here eating melon seeds, but today they are all gone.
Because everyone gathered on the other side to watch the fun.
Chen Jinzhi was very weak and had little strength. He shouted "Sorry for borrowing the money" and "Please give way" many times before he finally pushed through the crowd and squeezed into the front row.
Shu Wang was surrounded by several tall people, cowering like a child who had done something wrong.
The person on the other side who was angrily accusing her was a hawker who frequented the neighborhood.
Chen Jinzhi said:
“I have met him, and what he sells are handmade toys made by himself, which are very popular with children.
For example, paper kites, Grasshoppers made from bamboo strips, or shuttlecocks and sandbags."
Su Chengyi listened to her words and asked subconsciously:
"Do you like these?"
Su Chengyi remembered that his grandfather often took him to buy these toys, but Su Chengyi was not interested.
First, I feel naive.
Secondly, once you start playing with these things, there will definitely be familiar children coming over to talk to you.
Either to show off his toys, or in a roundabout way to want to play together.
For these two reasons, Su Chengyi naturally stayed away from these toys.
However, does Chen Jinzhi actually like these too? A bit unexpected.
"Of course, I was still a child at that time."
Chen Jinzhi blinked at him, and the corners of his mouth curved in a very nice arc.
“My favorite is the kite.”
There is a lawn near the school, and colorful kites of various shapes are swaying in the sky. Children are holding the strings and running "hula hula". It is very lively.
But these have little to do with Chen Jinzhi.
With this time, she might as well go to the canteen to help look after the shop for a while.
Not only can I earn fifty cents to improve the food, but I can also finish today's homework.
So among the crowd, Chen Jinzhi always looked intently, or at most, pretended to be casual and took a peek or two.
Kites fluttered all over the sky, making the sky vast.
“I sometimes wonder, if the kite string is broken, where will it float to?”
Chen Jinzhi tilted her head and said, her eyes were quite deep.
So Su Chengyi subconsciously thought that she was thinking about some profound philosophical questions, such as where do I live and die.
Chen Jinzhi looked at his eyes and couldn't help but lower his head and smile.
"Okay, I was actually just thinking - it would be great if it happened to float to the balcony of my house, so that I could pick it up."
Su Chengyi was also amused by her and laughed.
Well, it seems that sometimes there are still some "bad thoughts" in children's minds.
"It's a pity that we haven't waited. Facts have proved that neither pies nor kites fall from the sky."
Chen Jinzhi sighed softly and brought the topic back on track.
"The vendor said that my mother took his things and didn't give him any money. When I asked her something, she just shook her head and didn't answer.
The people around were not the police, they were just members of the community. Personnel. After all, it’s just these gadgets, so even if you call the police, they won’t accept it.”
“The onlookers laughed happily because of this farce, even if this crazy woman wanted to steal it. Pick something more expensive to steal. What's the point of stealing this thing?
I don't know why, but I suddenly became angry.
I think it took me a long time to get people around her to recognize her. She is a 'innocent, harmless patient'. Why would she do such a thing?
Why must she give others a chance to bully her? "
When Chen Jinzhi said this, his voice trembled slightly, and the reddish circles under her eyes caused the mole at the end of her eyes to turn slightly red.
"So I rushed forward and stood in front of her. , loudly asked the vendor what she had stolen, how could you do this.
The vendor was stunned for a moment and said nothing.
I guess I have never seen such an unreasonable child.
The community staff tried to smooth things over by saying that it was not a valuable thing, but in the final analysis it was stealing and this kind of behavior cannot be tolerated. "
Listening to her voice, Su Chengyi seemed to be able to imagine what little Chen Jinzhi looked like at that time, maybe like a little wolf cub protecting food.
"Then I said The schoolbag turned over and a bunch of messy change was poured out from it."
Chen Jinzhi smiled bitterly with tears in his eyes.
"One or two dimes, maybe one cent. Just say I will compensate you! You are not allowed to arrest my mother.
Well.The crowd dispersed after that. I didn’t know that someone had taken the photo at that time, otherwise I would have followed the same pattern and forced him to delete it. "
"I ignored her on the way home. I didn't feel embarrassed, I just felt scared.
Today she just stole such a cheap item. What if she stole someone else's gold? She was really going to be taken away.
She was taken away, what should I do? "
"She just followed me obediently, wrapped in the thick coat. Others could tell at a glance that she was different from ordinary people.
It wasn't until we entered the house that she stopped me, and actually started laughing. I felt angry and funny for a moment.
Then she opened her coat, and there was a kite hidden inside.
It is in the shape of a little swallow. After the farce just now, the skeleton has been broken.
It is crooked and unable to fly. ”
Chen Jinzhi lowered his head, tears falling down.
From the perspective of a bystander, the ending of this story is not difficult to guess, but Su Chengyi still felt extremely uncomfortable hearing it.
“Later my neighbor told me that I found out that she did not steal other people’s things.
This kite was left aside by other children because they thought it was too small.
I don’t know how she guessed that I like kites, even though she almost forgot her own name.” Chen Jinzhi’s tears wet the collar of Su Chengyi’s shirt with warmth.
She rarely cried so sadly, and occasionally when she lost control of her emotions, she would shed tears very restrainedly.
The comments section of that photo is full of extremely ugly words. Someone has made up a complete story through this photo.
Sometimes she said she wanted to kidnap other people's children and sell them, sometimes she said she wanted to snatch other people's bags, and sometimes she said she smashed other people's shops.
Anyway, the pictures speak for themselves, and the person is inexplicably arranged into a character who does all kinds of evil because of his mental illness.
Some people suggested in the comment area that Chen Jinzhi should also undergo a mental evaluation, saying that it would definitely be hereditary.
"She didn't steal anything, and she's not a biting lunatic. She's not that bad at all."
Chen Jinzhi's voice became softer and softer, and by the end it was like mumbling to himself.
Su Chengyi touched her back repeatedly to calm her down, repeating her words over and over again.
"Yes, she didn't steal anything, she's not a bad person."
It seems that the extent of Chen Jinzhi's psychological preparation is only about herself.
Unexpectedly, these marketing accounts have no bottom line and do not even understand the issue of "bringing harm to the family". They actually published Shu Wang's personal information, which has nothing to do with the matter, just for the sake of popularity.
They also don’t understand what “rest in peace” means. Just because the dead cannot speak, they can arrange her life at will.
Chen Jinzhi can calmly accept all slanders and attacks about herself, but she does not want her innocent mother to be involved.
Because whether it was these senseless attacks or the cruel way she chose to end her life, Chen Jinzhi would feel guilty and sad.
That rainy day can almost be said to be her nightmare every sleepless night, and it is the humidity that lasts for the rest of her life.
After finally struggling out of such an emotional whirlpool, the two of them got out of the closet.
Like two bears leaving the warm tree hole after hibernation.
Chen Jinzhi found a photo from the mezzanine of her suitcase and handed it to Su Chengyi.
Shu Wang in the photo looks very young, wearing a long dress with a gentle smile, and holding Chen Jinzhi in his arms, who is still in the form of a cub.
The cub Chen Jinzhi didn’t look very honest. He was waving his chubby hands to grab Shu Wang’s hairpin.
Su Chengyi laughed and looked up at her.
“You were so chubby when you were a child, how did you become so thin when you grow up?”
“Whose child is not fat?”
Chen Jinzhi pursed his lips, with a serious look on his face. A bit shy.
She stretched out her hand to take back the photo, which looked very similar to her attempt to grab the hairpin in the photo.
Su Chengyi raised his arms to hide and turned around to get his phone.
“Wait a minute, let me take a picture.”
“No.”
“Stingy.”
“How about it.”
While the two of them were fighting over each other, Su Chengyi's cell phone dinged.
It was a message from Xiao Zheng. The wording was very careful, asking him how his progress was.
“Master, the staff assigned by Company 101 is obviously a parallel importer who wants to take the blame.
The other side’s attitude is extremely guilty. As soon as the counterattack about StarBoat comes out, their side will inevitably How is the situation over there? Iris, is she okay? ”
This news successfully brought the two back to reality, and the problems before them that needed to be solved.
Su Chengyi thought for a while and typed a reply:
"Chen Jinzhi has solved most of the problems by herself. She has the recording of the negotiations when the contract was terminated, as well as the expenses during her time as a trainee. Details.
Enough to prove that she did not terminate the contract voluntarily, as well as the so-called The sponsor is purely a rumor.
In addition, NS Company, Quan Enyan said that she can provide relevant evidence. She was the one who invited Chen Jinzhi to the 101 program in June last year. This can be proved. Chen Jinzhi was not ready to return to China to participate in the talent show early in the morning.
All in all, she has prepared solutions for most problems. "
"Really? ! That's great, we can prepare a plan tonight and catch them off guard tomorrow, causing them to feel dizzy and have a crooked nose and mouth! ! ! ”
Xiao Zheng looked very excited.
As expected of Iris! As invulnerable as he imagined!
Su Chengyi was not so excited.
Chen Jinzhi quietly took back the photo while he was replying to Xiao Zheng, and was carefully putting it away in the mezzanine of the suitcase.
Obviously I was beaten for this matter before, but I am still used to hiding here.
Probably because as a star now, she has to fly around all day long, so the suitcase is the prop that has been with her the longest.
Su Chengyi looked at her back with long hair shawl, and sighed without any trace.
How should I put it? It takes courage to reveal your scars to the world.
No one is willing to tell everyone about their past in detail, and the reason why they have to do this is even those unfounded rumors.
What a sudden disaster.
At the same time, Xiao Zheng was still nagging.
“Also, has the King of Masked Singer program team contacted you? They are almost going crazy.
There are only two days left before the next live broadcast, and they are all waiting for Iris Things to follow here.
Hong Mao asked me to tell you that considering the artist's feelings, you can take one period of leave to suspend recording so that you can adjust your condition.
I think this suggestion is a good one, what do you think, young master? ”
From this point of view, Hong Mao is much more reliable than the guys from 101 Company.
Even if it is for the popularity of the King of Masked Singer show, at least he did not risk it at this time. Come out and stab him in the back.
Su Chengyi turned off his phone and raised his eyes to meet Chen Jinzhi who turned around.
She stood up and came over, hugging his waist.
Su Chengyi lowered his head, and her slightly drooped eyelashes were slightly raised. After being moistened by the tears just now, they became more and more distinct.
Su Chengyi vaguely felt that the person in his arms was hiding something like him, but neither of them knew how to speak for a while.
After a brief snuggle buffer, the pressure from the outside world swept over me again.
After a long silence, he finally asked first:
"What's wrong?"
Chen Jinzhi shook his head and looked up at him, his peach blossom eyes full of tenderness.
"No, I'm just...a little worried."
She paused for a moment, as if she had temporarily changed her explanation.
“What are you worried about?”
"If you think about it carefully, I seem to be a little bit unlucky. So, Teacher Su."
Chen Jinzhi pursed his lips slightly, looking serious.
“You don’t need to play the role of Zhi Jinchen for me. I know you don’t like the twists and turns and intrigues in the entertainment industry.
I can take care of myself, And I don’t want you to be implicated and slandered because of me.
Today’s incident made me realize this problem. It doesn’t matter what happens to me.
But the thought of you being involved scares me. ”
She gently pinched Su Chengyi’s earlobe, her brows and eyes were gentle, with a tone of discussion.
But Su Chengyi’s heart is as solid as a rock, and he will not be easily taken down by a gentle knife.
< br>“No. ”
He refused very simply.
"No matter what, I will advance and retreat with you."
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Knowing that even nine cows could not pull back what this person had decided, Chen Jinzhi could only sigh softly. .
She wondered if there was any other way to get him to relax a bit, or at least shake him up.
And Su Chengyi was planning to ask her if she should pause the recording, or at least cancel the unveiling plan first.
But when he looked at her slightly red eyes again, he suddenly felt that this was not what he should talk to her about at this time.
Does Chen Jinzhi really need such meticulous consideration and protection?
After experiencing such a change, what she is worried about now is whether he will be involved.
Looking back, it was like this from beginning to end.
What does she need? Every look in her eyes gave the same answer.
Want nothing but love.
Then, it’s better to put all this damn thing aside for the time being before dawn.
Before clarifying this groundless crime, we must simply yell, "Fuck the world."
Su Chengyi thought this way, and then he really did it.
After he lowered his head to reply to Xiao Zheng's message, he raised his eyes and looked at Chen Jinzhi.
Meeting the other person's eyes, he raised his eyebrows and spread his palms towards her.
"Elope with me."
(End of this chapter)