Chapter 460: My heart is broken and I can’t change it
Su Chengyi hugged Neco and lay on the sofa to kill time. It was indeed much better than staying alone in an empty room by herself.
I have to say that this is probably the meaning of keeping pets.
After tossing and turning for a long time, and almost falling asleep, I received a call from Xiao Zheng.
“Hey~ Master, this old slave has been resurrected with full health. Do we want to get together tonight?
After such a big battle, it doesn't make sense not to have a celebration banquet, right? I gave everyone in the studio an early vacation. ”
“Who gets together? "
Su Chengyi's voice sounded lackluster.
"Hey, it must be us who are asking this question. You, me, the big star, and the big star’s assistant. ”
Xiao Zheng clicked his tongue several times, aiming to accuse this person of not understanding the style.
"I'm afraid that won't work."
Su Chengyi turned over and sat up on the sofa. The sun was setting outside the window, and it was evening.
"It's not that bad, young master, how long is it that the world of two is so short?"
"There is no world of two, she went to a party with her teammates."
Su Chengyi was low Head, watching neco stepping on his legs.
"I asked you why you are so depressed."
Xiao Zheng suddenly realized, and immediately said:
"Then let's get together. It just so happens that I still want to talk to you about what happened today. Let’s talk.”
“.”
Su Chengyi originally wanted to refuse, but after hearing the second half of his words, he changed his mind.
As the most powerful wingman at the moment, Xiao Zheng has the right to know all the information.
Besides, he really needs to talk to a friend he trusts.
“Take good care of the house.”
Before going out, Su Chengyi knelt down and rubbed Neco’s little head.
“Meow.”
Obviously, the other party has no intention of cooperating.
The two of them made an appointment at a random barbecue restaurant. At first glance, there was nothing special about it, but the location was good.
The two-seater has its own small compartment. After closing the curtain, it is very suitable for chatting about secrets.
"Pork belly, tenderloin, bacon, grilled steamed bun slices, tinfoil baby cabbage. Two roasted lamb legs, and a plate of fried peanuts."
Xiao Zheng ticked off the items on the menu, and Su Chengyi supported it He listened casually with his chin raised.
Unexpectedly, the decoration of this store looks like a Korean barbecue type, but the dishes are actually local barbecue.
"OK, that's all for now. We can bake it ourselves. Please hang a do not disturb sign at the door."
Xiao Zheng smiled and handed the menu back to the waiter. .
Su Chengyi waited until the person closed the curtain and left, then said slowly:
"You can eat this much if you order it."
"This is more than enough for two grown men, okay?"
Xiao Zheng shook his head and retorted, then leaned over and patted him on the shoulder.
"Come on, young master, why are you looking so sad? Today is a good day."
"Do I look sad?"
Su Chengyi raised an eyebrow and asked.
"That's not true."
Xiao Zheng pushed up his glasses and gave an honest answer.
The main reason is that this person usually has a paralyzed face, which makes it impossible to tell whether he is in good or bad mood.
However, after staying together for a long time, you can still feel a little difference.
On the way here, Xiao Zheng, who is very entertaining, had already arranged the VIP seats in advance, so the food was served very quickly, and the waiter arranged everything in a short time.
The charcoal fire burned slowly in the stove, steaming.
Xiao Zheng arranged the pork belly coated with sauce one by one. He looked really hungry, and his eyes were full of love for food.
Although Su Chengyi had no appetite, the fat and thin strips of meat in front of him were sizzling under the charcoal fire, so he felt that delicious food would really make people feel better.
The beer glass was filled with ice cubes, and the wheat juice was poured in, creating a layer of white bubbles.
A layer of water mist quickly formed on the wall of the cup. Holding it in the palm of your hand, it perfectly neutralized the heat caused by the burning charcoal fire.
Su Chengyi raised his head and took a sip, feeling his whole body relaxed from head to toe.
The environment of this store is not very good, nor is it quiet.
Su Chengyi could hear the sound of the big brother next door clinking glasses, and he could also hear the sound of the part-time waiter who had just finished the college entrance examination and was not yet proficient in business, hurriedly urging orders on the intercom.
This is a lively atmosphere with the fireworks of the world, a world of mortals, and worldly joy.
Su Chengyi feels that Xiao Zheng deserves to be Xiao Zheng, he is very good at choosing places.
Only in such a place can we have the confidence to tell the secrets that we usually dare not reveal.
Because I know it will soon disappear into the crowd of people along with the dense smoke of charcoal fire.
It was far more relaxing than those private, high-end conference rooms. Su Cheng thought that he had really had enough of such places during this period.
Xiao Zheng Chenggong fully covered the barbecue grill, sat down again with satisfaction, and used tongs to pull the pieces of meat to prevent them from burning.
“Come on, let’s talk while we eat.”
Xiao Zheng took the initiative to free his hands, picked up the wine glass and touched Su Chengyi:
"What's the situation now?"
"If anything, I think Chen Jinzhi probably knows."
Su Chengyi watched the blue flames of the charcoal fire swaying in front of his eyes.
“How much do you know?”
Xiao Zheng was not surprised by this. He was even a little surprised as to why Chen Jinzhi knew so late.
The first time he met Chen Jinzhi, he learned that she was the newcomer who provided key clues to Mary's serial fraud case.
That Mary is not an easy character to handle. She has deceived many experienced people in the circle. Xiao Zheng alone knows about more than a dozen cases.
The key clues for the police to solve the case came from Chen Jinzhi.
At that time, she did not have any professional team to help her refer to it. She just relied on her keen intuition to realize that something was wrong with the whole thing, and fought with Mary.
Not only was Chen Jinzhi not deceived, he also reversed the routine and obtained most of the other party's true and valid personal information.
In the end, it was the other victims who alerted the enemy, and Mary decided to close the net in advance, so that she did not know until the end that it was Chen Jinzhi who exposed her.
How to put it, it may not be that exaggerated in hindsight, but only those who have truly witnessed the development of the entire case can realize the importance of Chen Jinzhi's role in the process of solving the case.
Professional trained undercover agents may not have the psychological quality and pulling art like her.
So, Xiao Zheng felt that dual-track development was not feasible from the beginning, and the other party was Chen Jinzhi.
I didn't expect to survive until today, it's an unexpected surprise.
And it seems that although the atmosphere between the two is not right, they have not completely collapsed yet.
It can be called a blessing in misfortune.
“I don’t know, maybe everyone knows?”
Su Chengyi frowned, he was not sure about this question either.
"Then her."
Xiao Zheng seemed hesitant to speak.
"She didn't say anything, she just seemed a little unhappy."
Su Chengyi thought for a while, but couldn't find any suitable words to describe Chen Jinzhi's state today.
“It’s crazy. In this situation, are you just ‘a little bit unhappy’?”
Xiao Zheng shook his head and sighed, stuffed a piece of pork belly into his mouth, and continued vaguely:
"Why is this the case? I was thinking that she would tie you up and sink her into the river to vent her anger. Is it possible that she can accept that from you? "
"Of course not"
Su Chengyi quickly denied this possibility.
Chen Jinzhi loves and relies on him, but she will never abandon her personality and dignity for this.
At least so far, this is obvious.
"She may be like me, just deceiving herself and not wanting to face this problem yet."
Su Chengyi picked up a piece of steamed bun with chopsticks and took a bite.
The outer layer has been browned, but the inside is still soft and delicious.
“Yes, I think so too.”
Xiao Zheng agrees with this view.
The hardest thing in the world is not to make a fool become smart, but to make a smart person be willing to pretend to be stupid.
"Then what happens next, the two of them pretend nothing happened? Don't you feel awkward?"
"I don't know."
Su Chengyi took a whole steamed bun All the pieces were stuffed into his mouth.
"She is obviously waiting for you to make a choice. But Master, you never thought about making a choice from the beginning, right?"
Xiao Zheng put the roasted meat on the opposite plate and tested it. asked.
“Can’t choose.”
Su Chengyi shook his head and replied. "Things have come to this point, I think it is only a matter of time before the Shura field breaks out.
If that day comes, Master, you still can’t choose? "
"If that day comes, I will only tell the truth. Because they can hear any lie. ”
Su Chengyi lowered his eyes and looked at the bubbles in the beer glass.
Now, when it comes to Shura Field, he is no longer as frightened as before.
Because I have accepted the fact that it will come sooner or later, maybe a year later, or maybe the next second
Xiao Zheng let out a long sigh.
"This is so serious. Is there really anything more difficult than this in the world? I really can't think of it.
What's the difference between the two of you now and torturing each other? ? Oh, by the way, there is also a young lady who has been kept in the dark.
Are you planning to keep it secret like this? What will she do when the Shura field breaks out without any mental preparation? Accept?”
Xiao Zheng’s questions were like a barrage of questions.
Su Chengyi has actually been thinking about this issue.
Is it crueler to know the truth but be forced to pretend not to know, or is it crueler to be the only one kept in the dark?
Can’t tell.
But this is not something Su Chengyi can choose.
Chen Jinzhi has a keen intuition and careful mind. It is impossible to deceive her.
Miss Chu is innocent and kind-hearted. I'm afraid she has never felt that there is a bad person in the world, so she is easy to deceive and coax.
Neither of them was wrong, but the one who was greedily wandering in the middle was wrong.
Su Chengyi felt that he had sinned deeply and had been suffering from the torture of his conscience.
But at this point, there is no real way back.
".To be honest, Master."
Xiao Zheng's tone became serious.
"Have you ever regretted your choice?"
This question is obviously asking whether he has ever regretted having to go against fate and have both.
Su Chengyi sighed softly, and said leisurely:
"My heart is so broken that I can't change it."
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Xiao Zheng was speechless for a moment. While he wanted to scold this person as a scumbag, he actually felt a bit of admiration for him.
This guy is really stubborn and stubborn, the kind that is not afraid of death.
“OK, if you don’t want to change it, don’t change it.”
Xiao Zheng took a big sip of beer to calm down, and then continued:
"Then you'll be really busy next. When I talked about Shura Field before, I always felt like there was still a lot of time.
Now when I talk about Shura Field, there really is a bomb with a Didi countdown tied to you. "
"Yes."
Su Chengyi nodded, as if he had a guillotine hanging over his head.
Oh no, it should be a dog-headed guillotine.
The tiger-headed guillotine is the instrument of torture used by Master Qingtang of Kaifeng Prefecture, which is used to kill corrupt officials and treacherous ministers who have brought harm to the country.
The dog-headed guillotine is responsible for killing local tyrants, evil gentry, bullies and scoundrels.
After all calculations, he is only worthy of this kind.
“Don’t be so arrogant, young master, think carefully, this is a matter of life and death!!
Tellme! You don’t want to get the hatchet ending, right? ! ! ”
While Su Chengyi was wandering in the sky for a moment, Xiao Zheng had already stood up excitedly.
If it weren’t for the steaming barbecue grill across the way, he would probably be shaking his shoulders.
“I don’t think so.”
Su Chengyi nodded and replied.
“.”
Xiao Zheng suddenly felt that the person in front of him didn't seem to be that afraid of death at all.
Perhaps this is the fundamental reason why he dared to create such a Shura field.
The crazy nature of this product really pops up from time to time.
Su Chengyi is actually not that indifferent.
He just felt that all the so-called remedial measures he would take when he had time and space would be based on Chen Jinzhi's self-sacrifice.
And all he can do is love her more.
"By the way, young master, let's not talk about Iris. It can be said that it is a romantic matter between you.
It's different with the eldest lady. The problem you have to solve is too big. "
Xiao Zheng frowned and raised his most worrying question.
“That boss Chu is not a kind person, he is very difficult to get rid of.”
"I know."
Su Chengyi nodded.
I may have been joking about the hatchet ending, but here it is a real life-threatening situation.
After all, if you put it from Chu Yuanjiang’s perspective, he would also want to pour this damn scumbag into a cement pillar.
“But I still have to correct one thing. In the end, it’s just me. Love affairs with the eldest lady
You underestimate her too much. People like her will still live a dazzling life even if they take off the glittering prefix Chu.
And since it is between me and her, she doesn’t want to have anything to do with the family. "
Su Chengyi added that at this point, he knew Chu Qingmian very well.
Xiao Zheng clicked his tongue and nodded approvingly.
"You You're right, she looks like that. ”
At this point in the conversation, the final highlight - roast leg of lamb - was served.
The good leg meat is grilled to perfection, golden in color, and the aroma of cumin and chili is very exciting.
Little Zheng had just finished most of the meat, and he thought he would not be able to eat it anymore, but seeing this display, he regained his fighting spirit.
"Please come back and get a beer again."
Su Chengyi was more interested in beer than roasting the leg of lamb.
While Xiao Zheng was munching on the leg of lamb, he asked a question that he had been curious about for a long time.
"Master, how did things develop into this situation? Between the two of them, who did you fall in love with first?"
This question successfully stopped Su Chengyi.
Who do you fall in love with first? He really doesn't know.
“No offense, but from our normal thinking, if you like someone, you will naturally stay away from the other person, right?
It's understandable that people with a slightly lower sense of morality may change their minds when they see someone else, or fall in love with someone else.
It would be better for you to just take the opposite approach and love both of them! "
Xiao Zheng sighed, feeling that this scene was breathtaking.
Su Chengyi frowned and thought seriously for a while, feeling that the problem seemed to lie here.
In terms of relationships, he seems to be really slow.
When he belatedly realized the word "like", he was already in a dilemma where he couldn't make a choice.
“This is not my original intention.”
Su Chengyi raised his head and drank.
"Well, generally speaking, the eldest lady should come first, isn't she Qingmei?"
Xiao Zheng came closer and asked mischievously.
He was in a good mood after finally switching from the heavy topic to the more joyful melon-eating session.
Su Chengyi pondered for a long time, not knowing how to answer.
Although it was indeed Qingmei, before he was reborn, he had no idea that such a thing existed.
So, in a sense, Chu Qingmian and Chen Jinzhi were both descended from heaven.
With this kind of liking, there is no need to talk about the order of things.
"Master, you know, sometimes I want to sympathize with you, but I can't do it!"
Xiao Zheng smashed the cup on the table with a "clang", with a very serious look on his face. It's sadness and anger.
"What kind of god can fall in love with someone else after having a childhood sweetheart like Miss Chu?!
Do you know how many people in the circle are waiting to be... Son-in-law! All the people chasing her are in France!
Okay, okay, I think it’s excusable when I think that person is Chen Jinzhi. But, after thinking about it, I think from the perspective of ordinary people. From a perspective, it seems like you are forcing yourself to turn back quickly?
I'm not saying there's anything bad about Chen Jinzhi, she is perfect.
It’s just that if many practical factors were taken into consideration utilitarianally, maybe more people would choose the eldest lady? "
Xiao Zheng was speaking from his own perspective, because he didn't want to work hard.
Su Chengyi thought for a while and suddenly asked:
"Look Ever read Dickens's "Great Expectations"? ”
"I haven't seen it."
Xiao Zheng didn't know why he suddenly changed the topic and shook his head in confusion.
"There is a line in it that goes like this."
Su Chengyi paused for a moment, then slowly said:
"My loving her goes against common sense and hinders my future. It means losing self-control, destroying hope, ruining happiness, and being destined to experience all kinds of frustration and disappointment.
But once I fell in love with her, I could never stop loving her. ”
(End of this chapter)