Chapter 529 Rhinoceros in Love
“Mr. Yi, do you still remember the lines of the play you said to me in front of the hospital bed when we first met?”
He Wufei raised his head. , asked.
"Ah, remember, it's "Rhinoceros in Love.""
Su Chengyi nodded. He was actually not a drama lover, but he watched this one many times in a row.
I usually buy tickets in the last row and watch the actors perform passionately on the stage from a distance, and the audience in the front row are moved and cry.
But Su Chengyi in his previous life was emotionally weak and could not really integrate into such a scene, nor could he understand the kind of crazy and desperate love that the script wanted to express.
However, he still bought tickets again and again, watching the opening and closing of the theater in silence in a corner where the spotlight could not shine.
So, even at this moment, he can still recall many of the passages.
“Rhino in love?”
Chu Qingmian asked curiously.
She had not watched this play either, but the name soon piqued her interest.
"Well, I can't explain it in just a few words."
Su Chengyi originally wanted to give her a rough summary of the plot, but after thinking about it, she found it difficult to explain.
“The male protagonist is a rhino breeder and raises a rhinoceros named Tula, and then he loves her and she loves him. Although it sounds tacky to say this, it is actually a very poetic story.”< br>
"Yes."
He Wufei nodded, smiled, and then recited the lines that Su Chengyi had read to him word for word.
“Forget her, forget her so you don’t have to endure it anymore, forget her so you don’t have to suffer anymore.
Forget her, forget what you don’t have, forget what others have, forget what you have lost And forget about grudges for things you can’t get in the future Hate, forget humiliation, forget love.
Like a rhinoceros forgetting the grassland, like a water bird forgetting the lake, you, a person in hell, forget about heaven, like an amputee forgetting that he once walked as fast as flying, like a fallen leaf forgetting the wind. Tula forgets the female rhinoceros
Forgetting is the only thing most people can do. But I decided not to forget her. "
"After I came to Beijing, I went to see this drama. "
He Wufei sighed and continued:
"To be honest, when I watched it for the first time, I didn't have that many feelings. I think it's probably because I've been numb for too long over the years. The actors' performances were so intense that they became out of reach for me. ”
“Understandable. ”
Su Chengyi strongly agreed with this. This was exactly the same feeling he had when watching this drama in his previous life.
“But I think this passage is well written.”
In sharp contrast to the two of them is Miss Chu Qingmian, who has always had a strong ability to empathize. In this moment, she Apparently, a poignant love story has been imagined through this passage - about two real rhinos.
“In the vast African savannah, a stupid rhino named Tula fell in love with a beautiful female rhino and bravely fought against armed poachers for her. ”
Chu Qingmian explained her conjecture seriously.
Su Chengyi and He Wufei, who had watched the drama, both laughed out loud at this conjecture.
After laughing, Su Chengyi cleared his throat and said:
"Although it is abstract, what you said makes sense. "Rhinoceros in Love", in the final analysis, is Such a story.
I think Tula should say to that beautiful female rhinoceros - don't be afraid, I will take you away, above the swamp, above the valley, over the mountains and forests, across the mountains. The clouds and the sea, beyond the sun, beyond the light clouds, beyond the boundless limit of the starry sky world, are above life."
At this point, Su Chengyi rubbed Chu Qingmian's head. , I think her eyes are really beautiful.
He Wufei remembered this line. After the actor finished reading this line, he shot and killed the rhinoceros he had fed by himself, his only friend in the world.
Fortunately, Miss Chu Qingmian did not know what was going to happen next. She opened her bright eyes and imagined two rhinos running side by side on the endless African grassland. The setting sun hangs on the long neck of the giraffe, and everything comes to life when the rainy season comes.
Just let her keep this impression, Su Chengyi thought, and for no reason he thought of the poem the hero wrote to the heroine.
All white things turn into black ink compared with you and feel ashamed. All ignorant birds and beasts are in despair because they cannot say your name.
At this moment, he finally understood the hero's mood a little bit.
However, the charm of the heroine comes from the love of the hero, but Chu Qingmian is different. She is such a beautiful existence.
“After watching the theater that day, I was walking home alone. The audio equipment in the theater was not very good. I always felt that my ears were still buzzing, echoing the lines in the play. "
He Wufei continued to talk. In order to spare time to watch this play, he worked overtime and finished his work, but felt empty while walking on the road.
There is a place in my heart that has always been aching, but that night, the pain that was originally bearable suddenly became severe, making me want to lie on the ground and cry.
In fact, he hasn't felt this way for a long time.
He pretended to live as if nothing had happened for so long that even he himself was deceived into thinking that he had recovered.
“At that time, I thought of the lines in the theater I just watched. The person who said this was just a passerby. He said: What is worth living in the world? What answer can make us temporarily Forgot that the world is just a pile of shit?”
“I couldn’t answer this question at first, but then I understand. It’s that clear feeling of pain that makes me realize that I’m still alive every time I think of Xu Zhihan.
What’s so scary about death if you know that someone is waiting for you at the end of your life. ”
At this point, He Wufei sighed softly, his outline looking a little blurry in the sunlight.
"I think Xu Zhihan may still be alive all the time, and she hasn't really left. It's just that I'm unlucky, and I always miss her. Don't look at me with such pity for a lunatic. I'm not delusional. "
Halfway through, he quickly explained.
Although there seemed to be no use in explaining it, the two people opposite looked like they were about to make an appointment with a psychiatrist for him.
“I mean, I will think of her when I see the first ray of sunshine in the morning. I will also think of her when I eat a steaming bowl of ramen after working overtime, and even just in time for the last meal before the subway closes. For a second, I would also think of her.
The police at all intersections turned on the green light to let her pass smoothly, and all the correct compasses marked the direction of her existence to me. It was like all the good things in the world. It’s related to her. Is it easy to understand?”
He Wufei explained carefully.
Su Chengyi and Chu Qingmian looked at each other, and both saw the meaning of "okay, okay" in each other's eyes.
"So, when I saw the cat illustrated book, I thought of her immediately."
He Wufei scratched the back of his head and said a little embarrassedly.
“Sorry, I rarely talk about these things with others, so when I talk about them, I feel sensational.”
"You should talk to us more. In this way, besides you, there will be a few more people in the world who remember Xu Zhihan. Isn't it great?"
Su Chengyi thought for a while, So replied.
"Yes."
He Wufei showed a relieved smile. The group of friends he met through Su Chengyi made him realize that besides Xu Zhihan, there are many other worthy people in the world. The beautiful existence of commemoration.
“As for the cat illustrated book, I will work together with my classmate Xu Zhihan.”
Chu Qingmian said with a smile.
"Although I have never really seen her, I always feel that I have gained a lot of strength from here!"
She then waved her fist, looking very imposing, as if waving Soldiers attacking the flag.
Su Chengyi looked at her appearance and wanted to laugh. In fact, once a person like her decides what to do, the courage and determination that burst out from the bottom of her heart will make the whole world give in to her.
Lunch break.
Su Chengyi and Chu Qingmian were walking in a nearby park.
The tree-lined avenues are covered with dense shade, and the pool water has blue waves. Even though the capital requires a high temperature warning today, it is still cool here.
The ice cream stall at the door was doing a normal business today. The vendor sat in a recliner and fell asleep listening to the radio until he was woken up by a certain lady.
“By the way, how did you come up with the idea of reading that line to He Wufei?”
Chu Qingmian held an ice cream in one hand, and while fighting the countdown of the ice cream melting, she did not forget to talk to Su Chengyi.
This is a chatterbox that is still alive, Su Cheng thought.
He had finished his own quickly because he was very aware of the crisis and did not want the melted ice cream to flow onto his hands.
Chu Qingmian wanted to eat chocolate-flavored ones and matcha-flavored ones, so she had to buy two at a time.
Su Chengyi finished eating her strawberry flavor and refused to share it with her anymore, so she could only fight alone.
"I just felt that the scene was very suitable at that time."
"What scene?"
"As he said, after Xu Zhihan's accident, everyone was trying to persuade him, saying that he could just forget about her. Yes, time will heal all pain."
Su Chengyi replied.
“But I didn’t want to say that, so I read that line and told him, don’t forget her.”
"That's great."
Chu Qingmian smiled with her eyes bent, her hair gently curved by the breeze.
“Only you can say that. If it were me, I would probably just say some unrealistic words of comfort like everyone else.”
“ "Really?"
Su Chengyi responded, raised his head, and saw the wind blowing through the treetops.
There was actually another reason why he said this at that time, and that was that he was reborn, and he knew that maybe one day He Wufei would be able to turn around.
Then, even for such a slim opportunity, you should work hard to live.
The creator of "Rhino in Love" once said that people can be as brave as a "rhinoceros", even if it hurts, it depends on whether you still dare to hurt after the pain.
He Wufei is very much like such a stubborn rhinoceros. The memory of Xu Zhihan is like a hot stone, but he still insists on carrying the stone and moving forward despite the risk of being burned.
At this time, Chu Qingmian finally finished the chocolate cone. She chewed the cone and made a crunchy sound, but there was still one left that she couldn't eat.
Seeing her eyes pleading for help, Su Chengyi had no choice but to lower his head, opened his mouth and swallowed the remaining half of the matcha cone in her hand.
The cream mixed with the taste of tea melted in his mouth. Su Chengyi felt that his tongue was numb from the cold, and it took him a long time to regain consciousness.
“I like the lines of this drama so much! If there is a chance sometime, let’s watch it together!”
After solving the ice cream problem, Chu Qingmian happily said said.
“You’d better go to the zoo and watch the rhino rolling in the mud.”
In order to avoid ruining her beautiful fantasy, Su Chengyi said this.
Chu Qingmian felt that this was a sign of looking down on others, so she pouted in protest.
"I have also watched a drama, okay!"
"For example?"
"For example. "Thunderstorm" hahahahaha!!"
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Chu Qingmian said so hard that she couldn't help laughing.
"It's you! It's you who led me to a path where my mother is not like my mother, and my mistress is not like my mistress! It's you who seduced me!"
Chu Qingmian's addiction to drama has returned. When she came up, she read lines from "Thunderstorm" in a tragic tone.
"The young boss of Xingxing Entertainment looks like he can make his acting debut."
Su Chengyi reached out and tapped her forehead.
"Hmph."
Chu Qingmian clenched his fingers, the dimples at the corners of her mouth faintly visible.
"Su Chengyi, I am always so happy when I am with you. It seems that the weather is no longer hot all of a sudden, and the cicadas are no longer noisy!"
"Idiot."< br>
“No.”
Chu Qingmian blinked.
What she said was true. Speaking of which, she had not been having an easy time recently.
Chu Yuanjiang was so busy that he could only make phone calls occasionally. Wei Peilan had been working abroad, but recently returned to China abnormally. All signs indicated that something must have gone wrong in the group.
Although no one explained to Chu Qingmian what happened, the silent and invisible pressure still made her feel a little breathless.
Chu Qingmian's problem of emptying her brain when she encounters a problem still occurs from time to time. Everything seems to be as clear and boring as black and white.
Only when Su Chengyi was around did her world become colorful again.
Of course Chu Qingmian would not say these words to Su Chengyi, as she did not want to bring him a bad mood.
Growing up, Chu Qingmian actually didn't think of herself as a "little sun". She was just good at hiding those pessimistic emotions.
Only when she is with Su Chengyi, will she hope that she will always be just that carefree and energetic little sun.
So at this time, she covered up all the troubled thoughts, just raised her face and asked with a smile:
"In "Rhinoceros in Love", are there any lines that are suitable for me to tell?"
"Are they lines?"
Su Chengyi listened to the rustling of the leaves above her head being blown by the wind. , the azure sky is cut into irregular shapes in the gaps of the interlaced leaves.
The sunlight dapples through it, just like the starry sky in midsummer.
So, there was no need to bother to remember, the line just blurted out naturally.
"You are different, the only one, soft, clean, like the sky.
You are my warm gloves, cold beer, shirt with the taste of sunshine, and my dream day after day. ”
Su Chengyi lowered his head, and Chu Qingmian was listening to him carefully.
Her eyes are clean and clear, like the glacier closest to the pole in the Arctic Ocean, reflecting a glass-like transparent color.
“The sunlight passes through you, but changes its direction.”
(End of this chapter)