Chapter 3089 (Three Thousand and Eighty-Nine) Persistence
"Okay! Thank you Elder Tie for giving me this opportunity! Then I will... not think about anything else, I will continue now!" Li Pingrun Said, "I risked my sister's life. I really don't know why this happened! In fact, I am not the only one who wants to do things for powerful people in the Tiecang tribe. Why do I Can't do this? Why can't I have such a dream? Sometimes it is easy to achieve something if you have enough persistence. I have this kind of persistence and work hard towards my dream. , from the beginning, that path was not suitable for me. The harder I worked, the closer I was to the bad results later. But without such persistence, I would not have been able to see what would happen later... From the beginning, I was not. I am convinced that the path I have chosen is right. It is difficult to let go of something that I have always wanted to do, but it is even harder to let go when I am convinced that I am on the right path. Letting other voices enter the depths of my heart is wrong now. Other voices have entered my heart. What can I do? In fact, to this day, I still don’t understand why I am not suitable to be a powerful person in the Tiecang tribe. People do things, and if others do it, why is it okay?”
Tie Jin absolutely did not speak immediately, but continued to look at him, wanting to listen to what he said.
Li Pingrun said: "I really want to know why I can't do this. I asked my master, but my master never told me. In fact, even if everything before was just like a dream, when I woke up from the dream, I also wanted to If I want an answer, I don’t know where to look. I even think about it. I have been doing those things seriously for my dream. Even if someone told me that I was on the wrong path, I never gave up. It is a kind of persistence that makes it easier for me to get closer to my dreams. But now, I wake up and want an answer. Is this another kind of persistence? What if I persist? If I don’t understand, will I fall into the pain of not being able to figure it out again? If I understand, will I feel sad because I know I can’t change anything?”
Li Pingrun sighed again.
Tie Jinjue said: "If there are some things that won't help if you think about them, why don't you just stop thinking about them?"
"Don't think about it..." Li Pingrun said, "Don't think about it..."
Tie Jinjue could see that Li Pingrun seemed to be saying that it was too difficult not to think about it. He knew that he was not him and could not fully understand his feelings, so he did not say anything immediately.
Li Pingrun first said: "Elder Tie is right...that's right...don't think about it...well, yes, if you don't think about some things, you may feel a lot better...but...isn't easier said than done?"
Li Pingrun looked at Tie Jinjue's table and found that the tabletop was a little bright. He pointed at the table and said: "If the heart could be as smooth as that tabletop, wouldn't some memories be pushed under the table with a gentle push? But my heart is as rough as a mountain road..."
He shook his head again and said to Tie Jinjue: "Elder Tie, that's about it. I won't say any more. I want to ask, did Gengmi say anything important before he passed away?"
Tie Jinjue said: "I told you, I just wanted to tell you. She asked you to open a pocket sewn on the side of the child's clothes, and she left you a letter." (End of Chapter)