Chapter 3102 (Three Thousand One Hundred and Two) So Fast
However, there was one thing that she had always wanted to know but could not know, even later. That was what Li Gengmi once asked Li Pingrun's master. She thought again and again: If I am already dead, why would it cause me more pain?
She thought many times about the time when Master Li Pingrun told her that he actually couldn't understand why it would be like this, and she asked herself: "Could it be that the dead 'I' will suffer more pain on the surface?" , actually this statement is related to my brother? For example, spiritually..."
Of course, every time she thought about this, she would also think about that time when Li Pingrun's master told her something that he didn't know.
It was precisely because of this that she never found the answer, and later she made plans in advance.
Later, because she followed Tie Jinjue to do those secret things, her identity became more and more mysterious. At a certain point, she could no longer follow Li Pingrun casually.
At that time, she had actually learned from others that there was an alchemist named Li Pingrun who worked for the patriarch.
After not seeing Li Pingrun for a long time, she still hoped that Li Pingrun would come back.
One day, she found the clothes Li Pingrun wore when he was a child, and recalled the scene when she and Li Pingrun played together when she was a child.
She sighed: Time flies so fast. In the blink of an eye, we have all grown up. We played together when we were children. At that time, we watched the sun rise together. When we saw the sun rising, we would laugh. The happiness at that time was simple. At that time, people didn’t have so many worries and worries. The reason why we laughed together at that time may seem silly from an adult's perspective, but in fact, it also feels like another kind of beauty. I wonder if my brother still remembers wearing this dress when he was a child, and I wonder if he still remembers those things when he was a child. As people grow up, they no longer wear such clothes, maybe not just because they are too small.
Li Gengmi looked at the clothes Li Pingrun wore when he was a child, and suddenly thought: If the clothes suddenly became bigger and became a size that his brother could wear now, would he still be willing to wear them? I think, given his personality, no. What if you wear it for me to see? Will he agree?
Immediately afterwards, Li Gengmi felt that his thoughts were almost child's play: Me too, why would I think about whether he would be willing to wear children's clothes that are enlarged? This idea is weird enough. Time moves forward, and so do people. No matter what path we take, we are still moving forward. You can't go back to the past, and you don't need to go back.
However, after she thought of "child's play", the scene of playing with her brother when she was a child appeared before her eyes. Although she often heard adults use "child's play" to describe fun or insignificant things in those years, when she thought about it carefully, in fact, " "Child's play" also represents a certain kind of beauty.
She thought: Maybe many good things are closely related to a specific stage of life, and even appear more beautiful because they are related to a specific stage of life.
Thinking about this, Li Pingrun looked at the sunlight shining on the ground from the window, as if he saw two children squatting on the ground playing shadow-related games in the sunlight, laughing while playing. Those two children, one is herself when she was a child, and the other is her brother when she was a child. (End of chapter)