Chapter 3281 (three thousand two hundred and eighty-one) passing by
Tie Jinjue thought that the day before he would be able to let go of the matter after thinking about going to another world to see Li Gengmi and Li Pingrun and explaining it. However, today he learned that Li Pingrun had really passed away. The shock in his heart was so great that he once again thought of the scene when he and Li Pingrun met for the last time yesterday. The thoughts that had appeared the day before surged out again, passing through his mind again and again, and every time they passed by, It was like a knife slicing through his heart. Because of Li Gengmi, he always wanted to help Li Pingrun, but he couldn't let Li Pingrun know his true thoughts. He knew that Li Pingrun didn't actually want him to be angry, but just because he couldn't say it, When Li Pingrun left, he thought he had saved those people, which still made him angry. In fact, it is not new to Tie Jinjue that some things cannot be explained clearly. Over the years, he has already adapted to the state of not being able to explain many things clearly. However, this time he feels a little different. After all, Li Gengmi is with him. He died after doing that important thing, and before Li Pingrun left, he made Li Pingrun feel indifferent, which made Tie Jinjue feel hard to let go.
"Uncle, you can think about it this way. If you tell Fang Shi Li the truth, but other people in the tribe know it, what will be the consequences?" Tie Hongyan said, "I don't think that Fang Shi Li will definitely tell it or anything, just to give an example. For example, what if the partition wall has ears.”
"Yes...yes." Tie Jinjue said, "I know that I can't say it no matter what. In fact, even though I feel uncomfortable now, if it happened again, I would still behave in front of Li Fangshi Looking angry would only make him think that I didn't take the initiative to punish him because of his sister's face and the fact that he wouldn't live long. Maybe I would appear even more indifferent than last time. Even more inhumane.”
"In that case, let's let this matter go." Tie Hongyan said.
Hearing the word "let go", Tie Jinjue remembered his previous conversation with Li Pingrun and said: "That time I asked Master Li why he changed so quickly. He said that he understood the meaning of Li Gengmi's words. It is clear that Li Gengmi hoped that he could let go of his attachments and live a good life. In our conversation that day, he mentioned "let go" more than once. He... finally let go... However, since he left, I seem to have. It’s so hard to let go.”
"I remember my uncle told me that Li Fangshi said that he would no longer be obsessed with getting a good result after taking the wrong road and stopped." Tie Hongyan said, "Uncle thinks that in Li Fangshi's view, the current result can Can’t it be considered a good result?”
Tie Jinjue thought for a while and said: "Although I am not him, I think that in his eyes, it should be considered... I only know that he is very happy and satisfied, I can see that... You and Wu Xun Can't you see it all? But when I think about how happy he is, and when I think about the happiness you mentioned to me, I always feel helpless. I don't know if it's related to those blues. It is a happy thing that person A can survive and so many lives are saved. However, because I know some things about Li Fangshi, especially some previous situations from his sister Li Gengmi, I always think about it. , I always feel very complicated. I don’t know why I want to tell you this so much, maybe..." (End of Chapter)