Chapter 3307 (Three Thousand Three Hundred and Seven) Disobedience
Due to confusion in his mind, Nie Yangwei could only remember the general meaning at this moment, but he remembered the words "many things I want to control by myself" exactly word for word.
Even when his mind was not so clear, he would not forget the circumstances under which he said these words.
At that time, he told Nie Yangwei that since his mother's death, he could no longer find anyone to marry. When he said this, he recalled several people he had tried to please later, and Nie Yangwei asked him if he still thought about those people.
Nie Huaihao said, "Bah!" and said, "I don't want to! They deserve it if they can't get married to me!"
When Nie Yangwei's mother was alive, Nie Huifu beat her frequently. Later, he kicked Nie Yangwei's mother and she lost her life.
After Nie Huohao said this, he said that those other people had no chance to be beaten by him, and he said that he was not just talking about them. Then he said to Nie Yangwei, "There are too many immature people in the world."
Today, many years later, in front of Quan Chumeng, Nie Huibao accepted the reality that he did not want to accept. The fact that he could not reset the Gonghun Talisman was just like Nie Yangwei was no longer alive, leaving him helpless. When he thought about his destiny, he suddenly felt that he couldn't even control his own destiny. Thinking about what he said to others back then, "I want to control many things by myself," he became even more dissatisfied. Thinking of this, he became even more irritated, and then what Quan Chumeng said before, "Besides, Elder Nie is a human being" popped up in his mind again.
He thought: It's human...how do people behave when facing their fate? Are some people slaves to others, and everyone is a slave to fate?
Of course, he was thinking of himself. When he thought of the word "human", he didn't think of Nie Yangwei's mother at all, nor did he think of those people who he said had no chance of being beaten by him.
As soon as he thought of this, he immediately changed his mind: I should be different from others! I'm supposed to control other people's destiny! What is my own fate now? People who control other people's destiny cannot control their own destiny. How can this be true? Something must have gone wrong! Even if everyone else is the result of fate, I shouldn’t be! I am an elder now and will be the leader of the Tiecang tribe in the future. I will definitely control the fate of more people in the future! The failure to reset the Gonghun Talisman today was simply because something went wrong... However, he thought at this moment that after the "field" of Tiecangting changed for the third time, it was him who urged Quan to act violently and Quan acted violently before the problem occurred. At this moment, he was suddenly willing to admit in his heart that he was the one who caused Quan's violent actions to go wrong. He thought: Actually, this can be considered my own fault. Can it be considered fate or something I control myself? Just think of it as being in my own control! But...but I don't want the result like this! I want Quan Chumeng to reset the Gonghun Talisman! How could my fate be like this? Even if a mistake is made, the price of this mistake is too high!
He thought about what Quan Chumeng had told him about the benefits of slow training, and thought: Is this so that I can enjoy the benefits of slow training? Then I can only think this way, I don’t think there is anything good about practicing slowly! That's what Quan Chu Meng said when he had no other choice! Now I can only do this?
(End of this chapter)