Chapter 19 Only when you lose it do you know how to cherish it
Lu Jingyao entered the dormitory sadly, startling Liu Muhan who was about to fall asleep on the upper bunk,
She said in a daze: "Lu Jingyao, there are I put your letter under the quilt for you.”
“Oh, thank you!”
Lu Jingyao woke up and hid in her bed. She didn’t want her weakness to be exposed. People see.
But Liu Muhan noticed something, and he leaned out half of his body from the quilt. His head was along the edge of the upper bunk, and he stretched out like a cat.
"What's wrong with you, Sister Jingyao? Are you feeling unwell?"
"No,"
Lu Jingyao quickly wiped the tears from her face with the quilt to avoid Liu Muhan See.
But just when Liu Muhan's head was about to retract, Lu Jingyao suddenly thought of something.
"Muhan, can you lend me twenty yuan?"
"Twenty yuan?"
Liu Muhan was stunned for a moment, sat up from the bed, took his coat and Start taking out your wallet.
While digging out, she asked: "Sister Jingyao, what do you want twenty yuan for? Is there an emergency at home and need money?"
"No, it's our literary club having a dinner, I think. Return the money to Qian Shun as soon as possible.”
Lu Jingyao hesitated for a moment, then told Liu Muhan the truth, but omitted the part where Qian Shun went crazy after drinking.
Liu Muhan paused in taking out his wallet, then took out twenty yuan and handed it to Lu Jingyao.
“Thank you Mu Han, I will pay you back the money as soon as possible.”
“You don’t have to rush to pay me back the money, but there are a few things I must say to you. "
Liu Muhan said seriously: "Sister Jingyao, we have entered the world of adults. We can no longer trust others as easily as teenagers.
This society is very complicated. Some people seem to be good to you, but they may not have any good intentions. Some people may seem to be bad to you, but they may not have any malicious intentions. "
Lu Jingyao didn't quite understand, and asked sarcastically: "Mu Han, what do you mean by that? "
Liu Muhan shook his head helplessly and said: "Sister Jingyao, think about what substantial help He Xue and the others gave you in the end? Think again about your previous boyfriends, what kind of support did they give you?
Any hypocrisy cannot withstand the measurement of material things. Just for the so-called "care" of a few close friends who only know how to talk, you will belittle the people who have devoted themselves to you."
< br>"Do you know that He Xue and the others just want to see your jokes! ”
After Liu Muhan finished speaking, he retreated into his bed to warm up.
But Lu Jingyao couldn't calm down for a long time.
"See my joke? Aren't I just a joke today?"
Lu Jingyao felt a little uncomfortable. Today she wanted to quietly borrow money from He Xue and others to pay the bill. Maintain your most important self-esteem.
In the end, He Xue suddenly leaked the news, letting everyone know about her embarrassment and poverty, Lu Jingyao.
Although He Xue later told Lu Jingyao that it was unintentional, but was it really unintentional?
Recalling what happened when everyone first entered college a few months ago, Lu Jingyao actually already had the answer in her heart.
At that time, we had just arrived at the university, and we were chatting and chatting closely, just like real sisters.
But soon after, a faint barrier appeared.
Liu Muhan's family is in a good financial situation, and he has a complete set of daily necessities, many of which are out-and-out "high-end goods."
Lu Jingyao is sensitive and self-reliant, and rarely touches other people's belongings, but He Xue and others are carefree and often just take them and use them.
Liu Muhan didn’t pay much attention at first, but when He Xue took Liu Muhan’s soap, shampoo, and cream in succession and gave them to the senior students in the student union in the bathhouse, Liu Muhan became unhappy. .
You may look like a delicate and weak girl from Jiangnan, but she actually has a very good idea. It’s okay to give you a dormitory for your use. You use my things to show your face as a favor, do you want to lose face?
But He Xue didn't take it seriously and had a big quarrel with Liu Muhan, saying that she was "stingy" and "enjoying petty bourgeoisie" and so on. She also swore to double the compensation to Liu Muhan.
But it has been several months, and Lu Jingyao has not seen He Xue compensate Liu Muhan.
No matter how expensive a piece of soap is, it only costs one or two yuan. Can't He Xue squeeze it out?
And today, the stingy Liu Muhan immediately lent Lu Jingyao twenty yuan. He Xue knew that Lu Jingyao's family was poor, but he wanted to drag her to treat her.
"Alas~~"< br>
Lu Jingyao sighed and took out his letter from under the quilt.
【There are three letters? 】
Lu Jingyao took a look and saw that there were younger brothers, Xia Yue, and Li Ye.
She thought for a moment and opened her brother's letter first.
After reading Lu Zixue’s letter in one breath, Lu Jingyao felt worried.
Even though she was thousands of miles away, she could feel the resentment and grievance in her brother's heart at this moment, but Lu Jingyao felt deeply powerless against this resentment and grievance.
This is easy to say. As long as Lu Zixue buys a bicycle, his brother's predicament will be resolved immediately.
But who can give her a bicycle? And it’s the Phoenix card?
There is no one else but Li Ye. The last time Lu Jingyao wrote to Li Ye, he asked Li Ye to return the Phoenix car to Lu Zixue first, and she would pay back the car money slowly.
At the time, there was nothing wrong with this approach, but after what happened today, Lu Jingyao was shaken.
For only 30 yuan, Qian Shun wanted to take her for a walk while he was in the dark.
How much does Li Ye's 26 Phoenix car cost?
With tickets there are more than one hundred and sixty, but without tickets you can’t buy even two hundred.
Two hundred yuan is no different from an astronomical figure to the Lu family.
Why should I give it to you?
Did you let Li Ye hug you? Are you playing hide and seek under the quilt with others?
Li Ye doesn't owe you anything.
“Alas~”
Lu Jingyao sighed again and opened Xia Yue’s letter.
Lu Jingyao is still very close to this former best friend. The two people have very similar personalities. They both come from humble backgrounds, they are both confident and self-reliant, and they are both full of yearning for freedom in the future.
In the past days, the two of them encouraged and supported each other mentally and went through the most difficult days.
But when Lu Jingyao finished reading Xia Yue's letter, he couldn't help but be stunned for a long time.
[Li Ye’s close friend entered the express class through the back door. 】
[That bitch landlord Li Ye secretly improved his English. I will probably have to chase him to the capital in the future. Woe to you.]
In the entire four-page letter, Lu Jingyao did not feel any "self-improvement" or "confidence". Instead, he felt the same "resentment" and "grievance" as his younger brother.
However, what Lu Jingyao cares about is not Xia Yue's resentment and grievance, but Li Ye's rapid improvement in English.
“His English has surpassed Xia Yue, so will he really be admitted to the Foreign Languages Institute next year?”
“If Li Ye can be admitted to the Foreign Languages Institute, then what is his father’s original promise? Should I accept it or fulfill it?”
In front of the neighbors, Lu Jingyao’s father promised Li Ye, “If you can go to college, I won’t stop you two.” of.
Lu Jingyao was very angry at the time, feeling that his father was forced to compromise.
But now it seems that my father is the master who knows everything and knows everything.
If Li Ye is admitted to the School of Foreign Languages next year, will the relationship between the two be restored naturally?
Thinking of this, Lu Jingyao suddenly felt ashamed and felt a little shameless.
But there is a vague expectation.
If Li Ye was around, how could someone like Qian Shun dare to treat him like he just did?
Although Li Ye is naive, his fists are not generally hard.
And Li Ye's handsomeness alone can make countless suitors look dirty and stay away.
Li Ye doesn’t understand literature or poetry, but he is a college student!
The brilliance of college students is enough to cover up countless shortcomings and match them equally.
. . . .
"Huh?"
With anticipation, Lu Jingyao opened Li Ye's letter, only to find that it contained the original letter she wrote to Li Ye a few days ago.
After looking through it carefully, Lu Jingyao saw the reply written by Li Ye on the back of the letter paper.
Then, Lu Jingyao was completely stunned.
Li Ye's fierce words and decisive questioning caught Lu Jingyao off guard and at a loss as to what to do.
And Li Ye's last words were like a basin of cold water, pouring cold water over Lu Jingyao's head.
【Since you have chosen to pursue your freedom, why should you interfere with my life? Why should I be so generous as to give the bike to your brother? 】
【Don’t contact me anymore. The swan flying in the sky please don’t bother the frog at the bottom of the well. Even if one day he becomes a prince, it has nothing to do with you. 】
After a long time, Lu Jingyao murmured to herself: "He actually... hates me so much..."
And a strong sense of loss grew from deep in her heart. , spread rapidly throughout the body.
Only when you lose it can you learn to cherish it. Once many things are missed, they will never come back.
(End of this chapter)