Chapter 3462 (Three Thousand Four Hundred and Sixty Two) Past
Wu Xunsheng thought: Everything I experienced before was actually like a dream. When I looked at the blooming roses, I not only thought of the past related to her, but also thought of all kinds of flowers, including those in Jingxi. Those seen on Mt. I think of the day when flowers bloom and the time when flowers fall. All kinds of experiences in life are just like flowers blooming and falling. They have a beginning and an end. All things come and go. This is how it is. So when I see flowers blooming, I will sigh in my heart.
In this way, he wrote on the paper "The past world is like a dream and the flowers are blooming."
He thought about the next life again: If I know where Hong Yan is in the next life, and if I really see her, will I be considered a returnee to her? Even if I always remember her, can she recognize me and remember that we knew each other in the previous life? Could she know at that time that we were not meeting for the first time, but meeting again? But at that time, would I not dare to recognize her rashly? If she no longer knows me, will I be an abrupt intruder in her life? Even if I really have a chance to see her again, will I linger where she is for a long time?
Thinking about it, he wrote "Guiying lingers for a long time".
He recalled the scene he had thought of when he was looking at Blazing Rose. When looking at Blazing Rose, he thought of Jingxi Mountain, thinking that he had never watched the moon with her in the snow, and wanted to watch it with her. Also, he wanted to watch together some flowers like those on Jingxi Mountain that could grow in the snow. Blooming flowers. During the time he was looking at Blazing Rose, he imagined a sea of snow with the bright moon in the sky, and she stood side by side with him in it.
At this moment, he had already written some words and thought: In the days to come in this life, can I really watch the moon and flowers with him in the sea of snow? Will there be such an opportunity?
However, when he thought about it, he felt that it might be better not to have such an opportunity. Although he wanted to have it, he really wanted to have it, but he felt that if a miracle didn't happen, then he would soon end his life. Come, when the time comes, everything she has experienced with him will come to an end. At that time, the once vast sea of snow and bright moonlight, no matter how beautiful the scenery, seems to have lost its original meaning and turned into nothingness with the passing of life. It would make others sad, so he, who was about to continue writing on paper, did not look forward to such an opportunity.
He wrote seven words: "The sea of snow and the moonlight will eventually come to an end."
He thought again: However, even if there is no such opportunity in this life to look at the moon and flowers together in the sea of snow, the two of them already have too much in the past...
Wu Xunsheng recalled what he had thought about on the way to Aoqian Palace. He still felt that if he left suddenly, if she didn't know about his lifespan when he left, she might be like him. He was hit like a surprise, but he still felt that it was not appropriate for him to reveal anything to her, so as not to cause her more troubles.
So he thought: We have spent so many years together. If one day I suddenly go to another world, and she will have various experiences in this world in the future, I will tell her not to be sad... That's all I can say. As for why I don't want to be sad, I can't tell her...
In fact, he didn't think about what to write. He just wrote "No need to mourn after years of ups and downs" while thinking about it.
After writing this sentence unknowingly, he felt that what he wrote was actually more than what he thought when he saw Chi Mei. (End of chapter)