Chapter 3520 (Three Thousand Five Hundred and Twenty) Custom
Not all places have the custom of saying that children whose parents are Lanjia people are incompetent, but it is exactly where Cheng Yuhuan used to be and where Lu Yinting used to be. Such a trend.
Cheng Yuhuan said "hmm" and said, "In the place where I lived before I became a teacher, people whose parents were from Tiecang looked down upon people whose parents were from Lanjia. I was once said to be incompetent, and even Trash, just because my father is a blue-armored person, those people say that the children of blue-armored people are incompetent. Did you just say that many people look down on the children of blue-armored people, but we ourselves cannot think of ourselves as incompetent? "
Lu Yinting nodded repeatedly and said, "Yes, that's what I mean!"
Cheng Yuhuan asked: "You must have been seriously hurt by this injustice before."
"Yes, Master." Lu Yinting said, "I have been called 'incompetent' before, and 'children of people with blue armor must be incompetent'. I still remember it fresh. Of course, it sounds good. As for the bad thing, Yes, they directly said that I was a "waste born of blue-armored waste". No matter how hard I tried, even if I obviously did some things better than them, they still said that I was a waste. I always wanted to prove that I was not a waste. But later I found that no matter what I did, it was useless. At that time, all the people around me had both parents from Tiecang. I didn’t know that I really didn’t see anyone whose parents were from Tiecang. , or this kind of person tries his best not to reveal his identity in order to protect himself. In short, I am the only one who is different. All of them say this to me, even though I have done a good job sometimes, but they do it again and again. This made me suspicious, and I didn’t know why. For a long time, I felt like a waste.”
"When you are obviously doing well, do you still feel that you are?" Cheng Yuhuan said.
"Yes." Lu Yinting said, "I used to wonder why I still thought I was a waste even when I did very well. Now that I think about it, maybe it's because people who know me say so, no matter what I do, I can’t make them change their words! Around that time, the underlying reason why I felt like I was a waste was that I couldn’t change the attitude of the people around me. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t stop others from saying I was a waste.”
"Later you stopped thinking like this at all?" Cheng Yuhuan asked.
"Yes." Lu Yinting said, "Master, do you know when I completely stopped thinking like this?"
"When?" Cheng Yuhuan asked.
"Just after I rescued my master and senior brother." Lu Yinting said.
Cheng Yuhuan said "Oh?"
"I found that I alone saved the lives of two people. I felt that I had really done something big. Things related to life and death are extremely unusual in my opinion. This is not something I usually do. . However, if after I do this, some people around me still say that I am a waste, I will still feel that I am unable to change the attitude of the people around me, and I may also feel that I have no ability. After all, even if I save Even if I lose my life, others will still say that I am a waste. In that case, I may still think that I am a waste. But master and senior brother are different, you have never said that to me, not even once!" Lu Yinting said. (End of chapter)