Chapter 3539 (Three Thousand Five Hundred and Thirty-Nine) Shadow
"Yes." Lu Yinting said, "Actually, at that time, I felt that not only was more candles not enough, but even if I lit all the candles in the world, I would still feel that the candlelight was not enough. At that time, my heart was dark, and no matter how many candles were lit, it would not be enough. It’s just the light from the outside world that I lit, that light is not in my heart.”
At this time, Ning Duanye thought that the underlying reason why she brought so many candles out was related to the situation she mentioned. Even though there was the light of Lu Yinting beside him at this time, even though he knew that he was alive for her life, they would never be separated, but he would have to experience a farewell in the near future, and from now on, she would not be able to Now that she was actually standing next to him and talking to him as before, her light could no longer illuminate his heart in the same way as before. In this way, even though he thinks he is still with her, the upcoming changes that he is really unwilling to accept will still make him feel that waiting for her to die will not be enough. He was not sure when she would pass away. Once she passed away, he felt that there was not enough light in his heart, so he would light as many candles as possible to increase the light.
In fact, even if he lit a lot of candles, he would not be able to feel that the light was enough, but he would still want to do so when he heard Lu Yinting say this.
After hearing what Lu Yinting said, Ning Duanye suddenly realized that actually lighting so many candles would not solve the problem. And by then, if he still felt that the light was not enough after lighting so many candles, he could not find any other solution. Method, then such an approach can only aggravate the sadness caused by farewell.
He wanted to find a solution to the problem, so he asked Lu Yinting: "What happened next?"
"Later I saw a group of flying fireflies here. After seeing it, I put out the candle. Of course, at that time, I didn't think much about why I put out the candle. When I looked at the flying fireflies, I The feeling in my heart suddenly changed, and I didn’t think about how it was different at the time. I just looked here for a long time, calmed down, and told myself that the future was not necessarily dark. Now that I think about it, it is really the case. Then I met I fell in love with you." Lu Yinting said.
"Are you no longer worried about someone catching up with you?" Ning Duanye asked.
"Yes, it was only at this time that I felt there was no need to keep running. I knew that no one was actually chasing me before, and it was just the shadow in my heart that was still chasing me later." Lu Yinting replied.
These words made Ning Duanye think about it. He thought: Sometimes, people think that they do certain things because of other things, but in fact, it may just be because of the shadow of other things in their hearts.
"At that time, I sat down on the rock we are sitting on now. Looking at the flowing fireflies, I seemed to suddenly find another reason why I put out the candle before." Lu Yinting said.
"What's the reason?" Ning Duanye asked.
"I thought that the fireflies would emit light on their own," Lu Yinting said. "Actually, the moment I put out the candle, I might have been vaguely aware of this, but the reason hadn't clearly emerged in my mind. Later, When I sat on this rock and watched the fireflies, the reason suddenly became clear. I felt that if my heart could shine and my heart would no longer be dark, even if there was no candle to light, I would be able to walk on a dark road. The future is not entirely gloomy." (End of chapter)