Chapter 3547 (Three Thousand Five Hundred and Forty-Seven) Gate
She saw that Ning Duanye's expression was so complicated, as if she saw the irreversible past related to him and his junior sister swirling in his memory, and she seemed to see the various emotions intertwined in his heart.
The sincere feelings for his junior sister shining in his eyes seemed to be able to transport him to that night when he couldn't see the moon but saw groups of fireflies at any time. That night, he thought he would die, at least he would live the same as death from now on. However, after hearing Lu Yinting's words, he became more determined to live.
No one asked him about these things in those years, and he would not say anything. No one except Cheng Yuhuan and himself would know that he had such an experience. If Tie Hongyan hadn't wanted to know why he behaved strangely this time, he still wouldn't have said it himself. But once he said it, it was difficult to close the floodgates he opened immediately.
Of course, for what he said so much, there was actually another reason that he was not clearly aware of even when he said it.
He wasn't sure about extending Wu Xun Sheng's life this time. He knew that if the result really wasn't what she expected, and she had already paid such a heavy price by then, she would definitely be in pain. He told her this in the hope that no matter what outcome she would face, she would still have light in her heart. Although he was still afraid of Tie Hongyan before, because he later believed more in his previous premonition about his lifespan and felt that some things could not be forced, he was no longer afraid of her. In his eyes, she might be the next one. A man facing pain like he had experienced before. Ning Duanye remembered that she had cried so sadly when he told her that Shao Zuying would only have less than eleven months to live from a certain date. Now that there is new hope in this matter, he would think If this new hope falls, I wonder what will happen to her.
As a life-cherishing person, he values life and seems to easily feel the feelings of other lives related to their life-and-death encounters. Sometimes, he doesn't even need to deliberately think about the other person's perspective, and he will feel it naturally.
Tie Hongyan thought about it when she listened to his words, and was filled with emotions. She wanted to say a lot, but she never said anything. She felt that she could not say anything anymore, as if any word could become a sharp sword for him. .
Tie Hongyan once again thought of the scene when she was next to Qingtan after returning from Muxi Pavilion. At that time, she hoped to see the moon, but later the moon did not emerge from the thick clouds. She suddenly wanted to take another look that day, and even wondered if if she saw the moon that day, it would mean that a miracle must have happened.
Just as she thought this, she felt that her thoughts were ridiculous again, and told herself that she shouldn't think wildly. She thought that her thoughts were like digging a hole in front of her, and she would probably fall into it. In that case, if she didn't see the moon that day, she might have some faint worries in her heart.
Although she knew very well that there was no necessary connection between whether she could see the moon and whether a miracle could happen, but because she thought about that when she looked at the moon that night, and at this time she heard Ning Duanye talk about looking at the moon, She would associate the moon with life because she wanted a miracle to happen so much. Although she herself felt absurd, she also knew that there might be sustenance behind this absurdity. (End of chapter)