Chapter 4499 (four thousand four hundred and ninety-nine) placement
The Gray-Hand Man noticed an obvious change in the man's expression. Because he was worried that the man would once again fall into a state of being unable to communicate normally with others, he did not speak immediately. He just looked at the man and observed.
At this time, the man with brown hands also noticed the change in the man's expression, and he was also worried, so he whispered to the man with gray hands: "Wait a little longer before talking to him."
The man with gray hands said: "That's what I think too. Are you not in a hurry?"
The man with brown hands said: "I wasn't so anxious when I found out about the wave taking. So were you?"
The gray-hand man said: "Yes, we have learned such important information. The owner should not punish us just because it took too long."
The man with brown hands said, "I think so."
The man suddenly seemed to wake up a little, and felt that even the outcome of his soul's destination at a certain moment could have been changed. However, this feeling only appeared for a short time, and he felt that he should not think about those long-lasting events at all. What I heard before also made me think that I shouldn't have gone to see the man who knew magic at that time.
He thought: Although he saved me, but...if I had not gone to him at that time, if I had died that year, would it have been easier later?
Just when he thought of this, he thought again about the pain he had said before about the soul being torn from the body, and felt that his thoughts made no sense. He thought: Even if I die at that time, I will still feel the pain of my soul being torn from my body? If that's the case, the situation of tearing it off is not the same as now. In the current situation, after tearing it off, I seem to be able to live like a walking zombie. If I die at that time, what will happen to me? Isn't it different... I have lived with that kind of soul for so many years. When I die, will my soul have a place to rest? If the soul is still in pain after death, it would be better to live as we are now. In fact, no matter what, he...he saved me. I was different then. I just wanted to live. My desire to live was so strong, how could I be willing to die then? At that time, I didn't seem to care that much about the soul or not. I just wanted him to solve my inner problems. At that time, no matter how painful I was, I didn't want to die. Yes, I am from Tiecang, a Tiecang person. Wouldn't it be too shameful if I thought about death because of a man in blue armor? Why did I think of this again? How could I still think like this when I was thinking about the soul? This is my destiny, it is destiny! He once said to break through something...but I...forget it! If I can't break through, that's it. Maybe not breaking through what's in my heart is my destiny. He once gave me a chance to make another choice in order to save me, but...but...my life...didn't let me seize that opportunity. That was too shameful. Yes, I am still like this at this moment. I think since then, my kind of... has become more stubborn, so stubborn that I will never have any other choice. As for the words he said back then... that... those were just his words... and me... I am different. Maybe my life is like this, that is, I have to experience the gradual change in the relationship between the soul and the body just now while I am still alive. It becomes less close, and then the pain of having the soul torn away from the body... (End of this chapter)