Chapter 4576 (four thousand five hundred and seventy-six) forehead
"A special smile? The kind of smile that can tear your soul apart?" the gray-handed man asked.
"Yes...yes." The man said.
"When he said that to you, did you think of the people you killed before?" asked the Gray Hand Man.
"I must have... thought of it." The man said, "If I hadn't thought of it, I wouldn't be afraid... of being like that."
"Afraid?" asked the gray-handed man.
"Yeah," the man said.
"Aren't all the people you killed blue-armored?" asked the man with gray hands.
"Yes, it's the man in blue armor." The man replied.
As soon as he said this, he felt as if the other party was saying that he was afraid of the people in blue armor, so he immediately felt an indescribable sense of shame, which spread from the top of his head to the soles of his feet and penetrated his entire body However, when he recalled the memories of those blue-armored men that had appeared in his mind before, he felt so frightened that he felt as if he was penetrated from head to toe by the cold brought about by their death.
The thought of those people brought him both fear and shame, and the coldness heightened the shame. He felt that he was a Tiecang man, and it was too shameful to be afraid of the blue-armored people, even if what he was afraid of was not the living blue-armored people, but the ghosts that the blue-armored people had turned into, or even some people related to the blue-armored people. He would feel ashamed of any impression or thing, but the shame could not offset his fear. The fear was natural and beyond his control. It was born from the heart and spread throughout his body, as if every hair on his body would be affected by that fear. But when it stood up, it seemed like it couldn't even be pressed down. It just stood there, leaning on the edge, hard and seemed very unreasonable.
The more he tried to control his fear, the more he seemed to be controlled by it. He was unable to defeat the fear, and it was difficult for him to learn to be with that fear.
The shame surrounded him so tightly that he couldn't breathe, so he had no choice but to endure it. At this time, he quickly said to the man with gray hands: "I'm not afraid of the man with blue armor!"
Sometimes the more anxious he is to explain like this, the more he tries to hide it. What he said seems very abrupt. The gray-hand people can see it, and the brown-hand people can also see it. Even he himself feels a little abnormal after saying it. , however, if he didn't say this, he would feel uncomfortable no matter what, and he couldn't tell what kind of discomfort it was. In short, it was as if he had put on his body the shame that surrounded him and was suffocating. It usually reaches the forehead.
The gray-handed man said: "It's not that you're afraid of the blue-armored man, what are you afraid of?"
"I...I...is just afraid of that feeling." The man said, "I can't explain clearly, anyway...I can't be afraid of the man in blue armor anyway."
"Can't?" asked the gray-handed man.
"Yeah," the man said.
"It seems that you are still afraid." The man with gray hands said.
"I'm afraid, but...but I'm definitely not afraid of people in blue armor!" The man said, "Absolutely not! I'm not afraid of people in blue armor! I can't be afraid of people in blue armor! I'm from Tiecang!"
The gray-handed man looked at the man who had said before, "I don't have the guts, so I didn't ask to go. This is what makes you different from me." There was obvious fear in his eyes, but he wanted to argue and looked at the other person. He couldn't control himself and was contradictory, and he felt the nervousness coming from him.
(End of chapter)