Chapter 31 It can be done!
The most powerful Ned is being attacked by four orc warriors at the same time. The long sword dancing in his hand is filled with a layer of light blue mist, and there is a slight chill on it. He is also It was by relying on this weapon with frost enchantment that it could contain the enemies that might attack Motan and Futaba to the greatest extent, but Ned himself, who was becoming more and more exhausted, had begun to be injured.
During a collision and interception, he was even hit in the back of the heart by two war hammers at the same time. If he hadn't blocked it with a backhand in time, that impact alone might have seriously injured him.
But all Mo Tan can do is to bless him with a prayer of perseverance every five minutes, and occasionally intersperse a few law shields and healing spells that are better than nothing.
He really can't do more, because although it seems to be full of dangers, Ned is already in the best situation at this time after removing himself and Futaba...
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The bones in Salazar's left arm were broken. Ten seconds ago, in order to help Crabbe get out of the dilemma of being attacked from both sides, he directly elbowed the enemies behind his teammates with one step, but was hit by the orc warrior who was originally entangled with him. The fist hit the side of his body, and an arm was lost.
Mo Tan almost never interrupted the Law Shield on him after that, but he was unable to perform high-intensity treatment on Salazar.
Because Yinna and Crabbe were in really bad condition at this time. During the fight, the latter's forehead was cut with a blood hole that was deep enough to show the bone, and blood was constantly spurting out. His vision became extremely blurred, and the giant ax in his hand had begun to show gaps after dozens of times of fighting with strength that was only slightly inferior to his own kind...
And because he didn't like to wear the tight clothes. Standard soft armor, his naked upper body was already covered with wounds. Even though his physique was far superior to that of the previous player with extremely poor gaming experience, Mo Tan knew that if he continued, it would only be a matter of time before Crabbe would follow in his footsteps!
Almost most of the holy healing spells with insignificant healing effects have been used by Motan on Crabbe. Although he can still barely maintain his fighting power with the Prayer of Perseverance, it is only 'now' 'That's all!
You must know that Mo Tan's magic power and faith value are limited!
Yinna's injury is much better. After all, the Elf Ranger's dodge ability and speed are far superior to all enemies present, but you must know that she is not a physically strong orc like Crabbe, nor is she like Sasha. For monks like Racha who have been obsessed with tempering their bodies and minds for a long time, there are many attacks that the latter two can survive with a little slowness, but Yinna will pay a heavy price if she takes one.
To put it simply, less HP and lower defense!
Originally, Mo Tan was able to maintain the Holy Word Shield (Law) for her as much as possible, but since Salazar broke an arm, he has been unable to take care of her...
To be honest , Mo Tan has been able to maintain a relatively tight auxiliary rhythm in the past ten minutes so far. In addition to using his skills at critical moments as much as possible, it is also due to the new talent he got not long ago.
[Piety: Your piety towards the god is worthy of recognition, and the passive recovery speed of faith value is permanently increased by 30%; when you are in a combat state and do not move for 30 seconds, you will enter the 'piety' state, and the magic power and faith value will be in a state of 'piety'. The passive recovery speed is increased by 50%. This state will be removed after moving. To activate again, you need to meet the 'piety' requirement again. 】
This talent is most likely a gift from God. After all, Mo Tan does not feel that he has the potential of a fanatical believer, nor has he made any achievements for the sect. Logically speaking, it is impossible for him to become a disciple so quickly. Getting such a talent that obviously seems to be more useful later in the game.
The lower the level of this talent, the less practical it becomes... Mo Tan complained in his heart when he got a bargain before and behaved well.
But if it were not for the support of [Piety] at this time, he would have exhausted all his magic power and faith value.
But...
【Can't do it. 】
Mo Tan mechanically raised his hands for an unknown number of times and placed the newly cooled Holy Word Shield on Salazar, who had just endured a heavy blow and his body had begun to lose balance.
[In other words, I can do it, but 'I' can't...]
Ned is forcibly launching a charge, trying to seal it off by an Orc Shield Warrior He was saved by Yinna who was avoiding the angle. He succeeded, but he was also hit in the back by the enemy who was following closely from behind.
【If I appeared here with another personality, maybe I wouldn't be in this predicament...】
Mo Tan stiffly refreshed the prayer of perseverance for Ned, whose duration was about to end. When he was about to treat Crabbe, he found that his magic power had almost bottomed out.
At this time, my companion had thrown away his nearly useless ax and was struggling with two orc warriors who were trying to outflank Salazar with his bare hands. At some point, he had more weapons on him. A wound.
【'I' can face any desperate situation and difficulty with a smile, and effectively use everything to achieve my goals. I don't need to rely on anyone, and enjoy the crazy fun calmly...]< br>
Futaba's spellcasting stopped. She no longer had any magic power. At this time, she couldn't even release the most ordinary fireball...
['I' can be the most popular among my friends. Trustworthy reliance, with persistence and faith, accompanies everyone to create miracles with their own hands...】
Yinna's face was pale. Although Ned had created a gap for her to breathe just now, she had already exhausted too much physical strength, and the current situation was so desperate that there was almost no chance of a comeback. Chance.
【But 'I' can't do it... Even though I have the same knowledge, experience, experience, and knowledge, even though I am the same 'I', the one standing here is the most mediocre one... …]
Mo Tan’s hands were clenched weakly, and his face was ashen.
Human beings will always have a sense of self-loathing at some point, whether they are geniuses, great men, villains, lunatics or mediocre people.
Regret and chagrin, questioning and introspection are all the privileges of intelligent creatures.
I hate myself for betraying my friends.
I hate myself for being cold and heartless.
I hate myself for not fulfilling my filial piety.
I hate myself for being unscrupulous.
I hate myself for lacking courage.
I hate myself being the same.
I hate myself for being half-hearted.
I hate myself for sticking to the rules.
Looking back, if we could go back to those moments that we don’t want to be remembered, we would want to slap ourselves so hard at that time.
If you could muster up the courage to express your love during the dinner that was originally a good atmosphere, wouldn’t the result be different?
If you could spare even half a day from your busy work to go back and visit your family, wouldn’t it be possible that you wouldn’t be so regretful?
Stand up for your friends when they encounter difficulties. Even if you feel miserable and embarrassed for a while, might you not be so lonely now?
Of course, the world is not that sweet...
Even if you muster up the courage to confess, you may be humiliated in public.
Even if you risk being laid off and return home, you may not be able to catch up to the last second.
Even if you stand up for your friend, the other party may sell you out one day in the future.
But just a beautiful possibility is enough to make us regret, hate or even hate ourselves at some point.
But Mo Tan is different... In other words, a large part of it is different... In the state of [Chaotic Neutral], he likes to regard everything as a kind of fun, and will never treat himself Responsible for what you do, which of course also includes the emotions of 'self-loathing' or 'regret', even if it is death close at hand Threats will be regarded as an adventurous game by him~
In the state of [Lawful Good], he will not do anything that goes against his own principles. He always knows what he should do. No matter what he wants to do, he is always responsible for his words and deeds and is proud of his good deeds, so naturally he will not hate himself.
But Mo Tan is different at this time...
He is no different from most of us, so he hates his current self that can't do anything.
Even if he is only a level 2 priest, he has tried his best in this encounter, but Mo Tan is still very dissatisfied with himself...
[If not now 'I' will definitely be able to do better! 】
This is what he thinks, and it is precisely because he knows 'himself' too well that he has such emotions. After all, if it were normal people like us, we would basically have 'ah~ I've tried my best~' This kind of thinking.
Just like a student who has the ability to get 100 points in an exam will definitely be more upset than a poor student when encountering a question that he can't solve. It's the same reason.
The reason why this maddening feeling arises is not because Motan is so close to the members of Fenrir's team, and has such sympathy with each other. In fact, he can still distinguish between games and reality very well. Yes, not to mention Futaba, if you die, you will just be beaten back to the prototype and start over.
He is just dissatisfied with himself...
There is no harm without comparison. Sometimes this sentence is not just a joke, Mo Tan was hurt by his 'self'.
Because he is no different from 'most people' like us.
We need to acknowledge that even when we are angry with ourselves, we actually just need a little self-comfort...
But now, Mo Tan can't even find any reason to comfort himself.
But he was not alone...
"Hey! Slowed down!" Ned staggered forward two steps, but suddenly turned back and smiled at him: "Are you a little tired?"
Mo Tan was stunned.
Salazar snorted lightly, and before the Holy Word Shield on his body had faded, he ran directly into the arms of an orc warrior. At the same time, he used a secret force to shake the opponent four or five steps away, and even gave a rare grin. , Chong Mo Tan gave a thumbs up: "Don't listen to the captain's nonsense, you are really outstanding! Well, especially after I broke my arm."
"Hey!" Crabbe grabbed it with his hand. A heavy and rough hammer was rounded and hit the orc in front of him, who was so tired that he almost spit out his tongue, and hit him down the slope. He laughed and said, "I think with this kid here, I can at least hit twice as much as usual!" "
Yinna just happened to duck between Motan and Futaba at this moment. She raised her hand and shot an arrow at the guy who wanted to chase Ned. She turned around and smiled at the two of them: "Captain You never say nice things, you are all powerful enough!"
Futaba shrugged, curled his lips at Mo Tan, and muttered: "He is much more useful than me, and his mana is just as small as mine. It’s like it’s useless.”
Mo Tan was stunned for a while, until Crabbe signaled to him with a fake scream not far away that it was time to add more blood.
It seems that even if I am not 'special', I am still somewhat useful...
[No! Maybe it can be a little more useful! 】
Raising his hand and throwing a holy healing spell at Crabbe, Mo Tan began to think.
[Maybe now I can’t make any unpredictable plans, nor can I make everything messy by myself~]
Mo Tan looks around Looking at the small and messy battlefield around him.
[I don’t have enough courage and willpower to shoulder everything and stand at the front to lead everyone to victory. 】
The figures and movements of every teammate around him are clearly visible. This short period of full support has given Mo Tan a preliminary understanding of everyone.
[But...]
Only the healer in the auxiliary position has the opportunity to master everyone's fighting habits, movements and abilities in all aspects in the shortest possible time. Only in this way can he Provide treatment or blessing in advance.
【There are also some things that only I can do now. 】
Mo Tan always has what he has: enough knowledge and wisdom, fast reaction speed, and keen insight!
What you only have as a Hei Fan: a auxiliary profession, an approachable personality, and resonance with most ordinary people!
“Captain!”
Ned turned around immediately after hearing this.
I saw Mo Tan suddenly shouting in a deep voice: "A little to the left behind you! Suppress the one holding the shield!"
"What do you mean?" Ned glanced in that direction subconsciously, and after a slight hesitation, he still rushed over, waving his sword and forcing the opponent to raise his shield to block.
Although he was not sure why he had to suppress a shield-bearing soldier with no offensive ability at this time, this did not hinder Ned's trust in Mortan.
This trust was created by Mo Tan milking him one bite at a time in the past ten minutes!
"Crabbe!" Mo Tan did not give any explanation, but only blessed Crabbe with the Holy Word Shield that should have been applied to Ned according to the previous rhythm, and said loudly: "Step back three steps! Hit that red-haired one!"
Crabbe took three steps back without saying a word, and swung his hammer at an orc soldier who was in a bad position because he was not in a good position.
The opponent had been waiting for work, so he easily dodged the blow, but he also subconsciously turned sideways.
"Salazar! Fly him away!" Mo Tan said immediately: "Use that move that you have to slow down for half a minute after using it once!"
Bang! !
The lizardman monk slapped away the guy who had just turned sideways, with his back facing him, and asked doubtfully: "How did you know about my 'Collapse Palm' move?"
"Nonsense, I've been watching it all the time!" Mo Tan replied casually, stretching out his right hand, a golden halo flashed by, but it was not any auxiliary spell.
It is the lowest level magic in Holy Light Knowledge, with extremely poor attack power - Condensing Light Arrow
But even though the attack power of this skill is very poor, it is bright!
"Yinna!" Mo Tan said immediately after throwing out the light arrow: "This is the direction, Salazar has helped you open the angle! Have you seen those dirty butts? Trouble! Come and scatter!”
“Received~~~”
Chapter 30: The End
(End of this chapter)