Chapter 4643 (Four Thousand Six Hundred and Forty Three) Cleansing
"You could put it that way," the man replied.
"In other words, when you asked him like that... was it actually to 'cleanse' you of the impact of the feeling you had before?" the man asked.
"Yes." The man said.
"You think that as long as you prove that he made a sound when he clearly didn't make a sound, even though you felt that he made a sound yourself, then he has deceived you, and the matter will be consistent with what you said. You The feeling is meaningless, and you don't have to feel uneasy about the fact that you had that feeling. If this thing is like this, you feel that the previous situation was also like this, and you don't have to feel uneasy about what you felt when you were 'shaken'. Are you feeling uneasy?" the gray-handed man asked.
"That's right." The man said, "Actually... now that I think about it, it doesn't make sense. Because even if the actual situation of whether he made a sound or not is consistent with what I said, it really doesn't matter what I feel. , It cannot prove whether the actual situation of whether he is my father is consistent with what I said, or whether the matter of whether he is my father has anything to do with what I feel. "
"Yes, there is no necessary connection between whether he is your father and whether he made a sound at that moment." The gray-handed man said.
"I think it is like this now, but at that time... in that world... I just... felt that these two things were related, and even... even what happened later can prove what happened before. situation." the man replied.
The man with gray hands asked: "Did you even think that if he lied about whether he made a sound or not, it would prove whether he is your father or not?"
"Yes, that's what I thought at the time." The man said, "Not only that, in my heart, if he lied about whether he made a sound or not, it can prove that he must have lied about many things before. "
"Can you really 'clear' the uneasiness in your heart by saying those words at that time?" the gray-handed man asked.
"I didn't know what would happen next," the man replied.
"Do you know what the uneasiness in your heart was related to?" The man with gray hands asked.
"It should...should be related to the fact that when I was 'shaking', I was worried that the man with blue nails in front of me was really my father...that kind of uneasiness...probably comes from a sense of shame. If my father is... At a certain moment, when my nails are blue, I feel... extremely shameful. Even if it doesn't happen in the real world now, I... I can't stand it, so... I have to use it no matter what. I can use this method to 'cleanse' that uneasiness, so that I can 'cleanse' the shame that came out of me when I occasionally wavered.
"You had already determined that the other party was not your father, but the blue-armored relative. Do you still feel the need to 'wash away' the shame that came out when you accidentally 'wavered' before?" asked the man with gray hands. .
"Yes, I really don't want to leave that kind of thing... It would be best if the uneasiness caused by shame disappears!" The man said, "It's best not to leave a mark on me, otherwise... otherwise I... …It’s really uncomfortable.”
The gray-hand man said: "When you connect the fact that the blue-armored relative made a sound with the previous events, do you have any special feeling?" (End of Chapter)