Chapter 4772 (four thousand seven hundred and seventy-two) beg him
"Answered." The man said, "I said... I can't decide."
"What happens next?" the gray-handed man asked.
The man said: "Then he asked me...since I couldn't decide...then...then what's the use of saying that."
The man with gray hands said: "Did you answer him?"
"Yes." The man said, "I said I just... just wanted to give it a try."
The gray-handed man asked: "Where is he?"
"He just...said...actually I just wanted to beg him once and asked if I was right." The man said.
"What about you?" The gray-handed man asked.
"I said nothing," the man said.
"What happened next?" the gray-handed man asked again.
"Then he said... I already said 'right' in my heart, and he just... stopped asking," the man said.
"Is he right about what you think?" the man with gray hands asked.
At this moment, the person who had said before, "I don't have the courage, so I didn't ask to go. This is what makes you different from me" didn't know how to answer. The shame he felt made it difficult for him to say Speak up.
The man with gray hands asked: "Still you didn't say it right?" After the man with gray hands asked again, the man felt that he couldn't just let the matter pass, so he said: "I... at that moment I really wanted to After thinking about it, what he said is right. Of course... of course at this moment, I know... this... is a great shame, but... but what I mean is... I hope that I will not be... ordered. I...it's just an attack that makes me more painful..."
"After he said that, you didn't refute?" the gray-handed man asked.
"No." The man said.
"Are you worried that if you refute, you will be attacked more severely by him?" The man with gray hands asked.
"I was worried at the time," the man replied.
The man with gray hands asked again: "If he said that now, would you refute it?"
"I...I...this...that..." the man said hesitantly, "it depends on whether I have the idea of being right for him at that time. If this...this idea appears, Even if I... Even if I refute... it's meaningless, because... He can know what I'm thinking. If he already understands what I'm thinking, if I refute... it will only become a... …a manifestation of lying in plain sight.”
"Then do you think that if you look at it now, you will have the idea that what he said is right?" The gray-handed man asked.
"When I thought about this shame just now, I had thoughts of regret, but...but that thought passed quickly, because I...I thought about the situation at that time again, and when I thought about it again, I I can still understand my feelings at that time, so... so I guess... even now... I still... think he is right... but... but I hope he won't use the original The words...in other words, I...I will feel better."
"What other words?" asked the gray-handed man.
"That's it...he said that actually I just wanted to beg him once...I don't want to hear...'begging'." The man said, "This kind of statement makes me feel that the shame is too obvious! In fact, I want to... I want to make a request...but...I can't talk about any request in that situation, so just say...'ask'."
(End of chapter)