Chapter 4853 (four thousand eight hundred and fifty-three) Self-esteem
"Did you answer his question?" the man with gray hands asked.
"I answered." The man said, "I told him... I... I thought he was ridiculous."
"How did he react?" the gray-hand man asked.
"He...he said...I was right...exactly what he wanted to see." The man said.
"Then what?" the gray-hand man asked, "Did you say anything else?"
"I...I don't know why I...actually told him..." the man said, "I said animals...just animals...are different from people...people...people...are often... He has self-respect, and he... he is an animal... animals have no self-esteem... so... when someone calls him ridiculous... he still expresses what he wants to see. "
"Do you think now that you shouldn't have said that?" the gray-hand man asked.
"Now that I recall what happened in that world... I... I can't say what should or should not be... it's just... I just don't think it's necessary at all... I don't have to say that to him... I was in a In that situation... and..." the person said, "People should know how to protect themselves... When I knew that the other party was going to attack me, I still said something to force the other party to be angry... This... This is a bit..."
"But you didn't think there was anything wrong with saying that at the time?" the gray-handed man asked.
"That's right, I...I don't think there's a problem, and...and I think I'm pretty awesome...To speak so sharply, it must have hurt him...let him say anything to attack me...let him He attacked his heart, and my words... were like... like sharp blades... they went right into his heart... Of course... that's what I thought at the time... that's what I meant... it doesn't mean that I Do you think he really has a heart, does he love it or not... Even if he insists that he has a heart... then... it's also the heart of an animal... It doesn't matter... it doesn't matter..." The man said, "Anyway... at that time... I just thought... It was very satisfying...but...but when I said those words...I was also more scared...I knew that even if I inserted the sharp blade into his so-called heart, then...then I would still be scared... I feel like the darkness that surrounds me has not... left... My soul still seems to be bitten by demons and monsters... Even if I shout loudly... no one will save me... no one can save me."
"Do you think that your reaction was caused by being attacked by him?" the gray-handed man asked.
"That's what I think at the moment." The man said.
"You didn't think so in that world?" the gray-handed man asked.
"It's not that there's nothing at all... it's just... how should I put it... I had too many thoughts in my head when I was in that world, and I was scared to death during the movie... In fact, I couldn't figure it out. I might have been thinking about this too. Level one, but...but I couldn't admit that I was controlled by him...I couldn't compromise at that time...I needed that aura too much...I thought that aura could...make me feel comfortable...but in fact It's not like that..." the man said, "but I can't find any other way to solve my problem...just...continue like that." (End of Chapter)