Chapter 4860 (Four Thousand Eight Hundred and Sixty) At first
The man was a little afraid to continue speaking, but at this point he said again: "No... no."
The man with gray hands asked: "Why haven't you finished speaking yet?"
"Because...because if the fear in my heart is equivalent to monsters, then...that means...the monsters are always...in my heart..." The man said, "I want to get rid of the monster that bites me. The fear in my soul...but...get rid of the monsters, but...but the monsters are in my heart, how can I get rid of them? The fear has been following me, as if it is a part of me...if...if I get rid of it Does it mean that I have to...get rid of a part of myself? That would be...too terrible! So...no...no way."
The gray-hand man said: "Do you think fear is inescapable?"
"Yeah...so I said...it's like...a part of me." The man said, "Actually...thinking about it now, the special sense of fear I felt in that world...seems to be... I can't get rid of it, but...but what about the general feeling of fear? I don't know...in my impression...the general feeling of fear has always been with me, and it seems...it seems that I can't completely get rid of it...it's just... …It’s just that sometimes I can’t see it…”
At this time, the gray-hand man felt that the other party would no longer cause any problems due to fear, so he continued to ask about the subsequent situation calmly: "You said that he clearly brought you trouble, but you blame yourself, he What do you think?"
"He said...many times, my troubles...are purely caused by myself." The man said, "It's okay not to say some things, but...but I have to say it, now that I have said it. ...Then...it’s no one else’s fault for any trouble it causes.”
"Did you say something else?" the gray-handed man asked.
"I said it." The man said, "I said...what I said is...it's my business...but what I say may not necessarily cause trouble...what I said can cause trouble, just...just because He... was the one who caused trouble for me because of what I said."
The gray-handed man asked: "What happened next?"
"Then...he said...it is inevitable that some words will cause me trouble." The man said.
"Did you believe what he said at that time?" The man with gray hands asked.
"Actually... I actually believed it at first." The man said.
"Why do you have some faith?" asked the man with gray hands.
"Because I... I think... if some of what I say will... have an effect on some or one of the three sacs... then... then if I don't say that, say Maybe the reaction of some or a certain sac is not like that. If...if some or a certain sac attacks me, it is the reaction after triggering...then...if I didn't say anything before...the situation may be... ...It's a little different." The man said, "Of course, this...this was just my initial view, and then...it became...different."
"How did your opinion change later?" asked the man with gray hands.
"Later...I soon...thought that he controlled those three bags..." the man said. (End of chapter)