Chapter 5035 (Five Thousand and Thirty-Five) Big Tide
“Do you seem to have seen the big tide?” the gray-handed man asked.
"No, I...didn't see the big tide." The man said, "At that time, I suddenly felt...the big tide might...maybe not something I could see at all, but I always felt that there was some kind of hope in some kind of big tide. I I don’t know what that hope has to do with me. Even if it does, I can’t understand what it has to do with me. Sometimes, I even feel that there is a kind of undercurrent in it. I don’t know what it has to do with hope, but it also... also carries a terrifying power that wants to... push me into the abyss," the man said.
The man with gray hands asked: "Do you think the things contained in that big tide may not be beneficial to you?"
"Yes...I feel...in that tide of hope, there seems to be a voice that wants me to perish. I...I don't know what's going on...I'm very conflicted...many things , just like looking through the fog, I can't see anything clearly," the man said, "Of course, if I can see clearly, I don't know if it is a good thing... I... am always contradictory. Maybe if I can see clearly, I will. Will... I will be even more afraid... Will I see the shadow of my own destruction? Or see... something I can't say... related to me... change in this world, and I... …It’s just a very small individual in that change, just a destroyed individual. But that color…that color reminds me of a spring I’ve seen before.”
"What color?" asked the man with gray hands.
"Green... green..." the man said, "This time when I entered that world, I saw green everywhere... including the old tree, it... it was very different from last time, last time I saw it At that time, it looked like it was growing in winter, but this time it was different. The branches were all green leaves, very dense... and there were thick grass... Anyway, it was green everywhere, as if... it seemed like a patch of grass. Spring is in full bloom..."
The man with gray hands asked again: "Did you just say green bird?"
"Yes, yes, I saw green birds, many green birds..." the man said, "Even the birds are green, the kind...the kind of birds with green feathers all over the body...many... …A group of… flying from…where?”
The man thought for a while and said: "How do I feel that those birds appeared from where I was standing... very high in the sky?"
"Didn't you see where they came from?" the man with gray hands asked.
"I didn't see it, I just... couldn't see it at all." The man said, "They didn't fly from somewhere, really not."
"Is there a process for it to appear?" asked the man with gray hands, "Is there no process or did you not see the process?"
"Yes... there is no process." The person said, "I can guarantee... they are right above me... in the sky above my head... quite far away from my head. Suddenly... they appear without any reason. It doesn’t come from anywhere at all.”
When the man said this, he suddenly felt a little scared and said: "Thinking about it, it's very scary. Although it is green, it seems... it seems to be a very suitable color for the spring earth, but... but it is really scary. Ah." (End of chapter)