Chapter 5038 (five thousand and thirty-eight) Put aside
If it were in the past, listening to the person in front of him saying such words, the gray-handed people would not think much about it, but at that time the gray-handed people and the brown-handed people Having passed the previous stage of despair, I felt something in my heart at this moment.
The man with brown hands also had some thoughts in his mind at the moment.
For some reason, the man with gray hands once again remembered his previous conversation with the man with brown hands: "That's right, we should ignore all emotions."
At that time, the man with brown hands said "just like before". The man with gray hands said "that's right" and said, "Isn't that how we lived in those days?". The man with brown hands asked him, "I'm used to it." , You’ve long been used to it, right?” After the gray-handed man said yes, he added, “But, it’s different today.” The man with gray hands thought about what the man with brown hands said after that: "Habits can be changed, just like the way we get along with each other. The changes that happened today are really big."
Thinking of this, the gray-handed man was a little curious about why he thought of this, and thought it was probably because the person just said something like this: "What to say... something related to spring... something that impressed me deeply... Actually, ...Actually, it was just me...my views on spring at that time...maybe have changed a bit...but...this doesn't seem to be an earth-shattering event...if I must say it...to put it in a bigger way, then... …That’s the change in my heart.”
The person with gray hands thinks that there seems to be some changes in his heart, and the person with brown hands should also have it. The gray-hand man who used to think that he should ignore some things now had some thoughts that he didn't know how to express.
People with gray hands feel that they should hurry up when asking questions. If the other person enters a state where he cannot communicate with others normally, then there will be big trouble. The last time the person entered a state where he could not communicate with others normally, he even There was no warning at all. Gray-hand people think that they are thinking too much about other things at this time, and it is really a waste of time to change their own ideas.
The gray-handed man immediately put aside his previous thoughts and asked the man: "At that time, did you think life was inherently cruel?"
"Yes." The man said it without thinking.
"Have you been used to it for a long time?" Gray Hand Man asked, "Have you been used to it deep down in your heart?"
"Yes." The man said, "This... person... wants to live in this kind of world, he must get used to it... It's not enough just to get used to it... His body is used to it, for example, he was bullied before. When I was... I was also beaten by someone. The person who hit me was something I couldn't afford to offend... I couldn't say anything. That person hit me twice, and I got used to it the second time. When someone hits me...even if my body is used to it, it will still hurt...and the pain will make me feel uncomfortable, right? Besides, even if my body doesn't feel much pain, my heart will... If I feel uncomfortable being bullied... I will react in my heart, right? What can I do if I don't want to be angry? I have to get used to it."
"At that time, if you were in a less cruel environment, or even a truly warm environment, wouldn't you feel real warmth?" asked the man with gray hands.
"How fake." The man said.
The gray-handed man said: "Even if you were in a warm environment at that time, it would be difficult for you to feel that kind of warmth?" (End of Chapter)