Chapter 5072 (Five Thousand and Seventy Two) Shame
The gray-hand man knew that the way he got along with the brown-hand man had changed a long time ago, but he still did not expect that the brown-hand man would say such a thing. Just because the man with brown hands said this, the man with gray hands decided to say it himself.
"It's okay, you and I are the same." The gray-handed man said.
Then the gray-handed man immediately looked at the man and asked: "You just said you need to think carefully, have you thought about it?"
"I think... almost, but... but I really can't say anything at the moment." The person said.
The man with gray hands asked: "Because of what?"
"Because I feel... shameful." The man said.
"Why is it so shameful?" the man with gray hands asked again.
"Because that angle really... doesn't suit me." The man replied.
The man with gray hands asked: "Why is it not suitable?"
"I shouldn't think about the problem from that perspective... I really shouldn't... Although I don't think I thought that way at the time because... I wanted to think that way, but... but I did... think that way. "The man said.
"What do you think made you think that way when you didn't want to think that way?" The man with gray hands asked.
"Probably... it's because I used to ask that spell caster to help me... solve the problem for me, but now something has changed here..." the man answered.
"Since it's because of this and you don't want to think that way, why do you feel ashamed?" the gray-handed man asked.
The man said: "But...I thought that way, and I did think that way. No matter what the reason was, it was...I thought it...so...so I...naturally feel ashamed."
"There's no need." The man with gray hands said, "Since you don't want to think that way, there's no need for you to feel ashamed."
"But I... seem... still feel..." the man said, "it seems difficult for me to do..."
"What is there to be ashamed of?" asked the man with gray hands, "It's just an idea, and you haven't done anything."
"I...a person of my status actually...acted from that angle..." the man said.
He couldn't continue talking. "What angle? Tell me and I'll listen." The man with gray hands said.
"I really feel... it's too shameful to say it." The man said.
"Even if you don't say it out loud, do you already think that way?" the gray-handed man asked.
"Yes, but...but if I don't say...it seems I can lie to myself." The man said.
"What are you lying to yourself about?" asked the gray-handed man.
"Lie to yourself... you haven't thought about it that way." The man replied.
The man with gray hands asked again: "Have you often lied to yourself before?"
"In the past... yes... I often cheated." The man replied.
"Can you fool yourself into really believing it?" the gray-handed man asked.
"This... seems... seems..." the man said, "I can't tell clearly."
"Why can't you explain clearly?" asked the man with gray hands.
"Because every situation...is different." The man said.
"That is to say, sometimes you can trick yourself into believing it, but sometimes you can't. Is that so?" the gray-handed man asked.
"You can... you can put it like this." The man said.
"Do you think you can trick yourself into believing this time?" the gray-handed man asked.
"This time...I...I feel like...it's hard." The man said, "It's almost...impossible."
(End of chapter)