Chapter 5197 (five thousand one hundred and ninety-seven) is more serious
"It's very uncomfortable... life is worse than death." The man said, "I feel that not only do I have to continue to stay... in the darkness and cold... but also... I have to be eaten by it bit by bit. Although... I also I don’t know if it’s really what it says...but I...can’t help but believe what it says.”
"Then what did you do?" the gray-handed man asked.
"I...screamed in pain...I said either save me or kill me..." the man said, "I said I...don't...be like this. Absolutely not...I said several times not to..."
The gray-handed man asked again: "Would you rather be killed by those people at this time?"
"At this time... I'm not willing to be killed... but... but I'm even more unwilling to be tortured like that." The man said.
"Besides the cold and darkness, do you think the torture you suffered has a lot to do with your heart?" the man with gray hands asked.
"Big! Extremely big!" The man said, "It's terrible! And hateful! At this time... I don't seem to be worried about whether I can get out alive... It's just... I just... can't stand this feeling in my heart... ...Torture. I feel like I'm going crazy...or...actually I'm already crazy."
The gray-handed man said, "Did you say something else?"
"I said it." The man said, "I said I...I would rather not get out alive...I told them: 'You...come on!' 'Let's do it!'"
"Is anyone coming?" asked the man with gray hands.
"No." The man said.
"You just said that there were iron shackles in the light. Are there still iron shackles there at this time?" asked the man with gray hands.
"It's gone." The man said, "It's gone a long time ago... Actually... it was gone... before."
"When?" asked the gray-handed man.
"When the heart shackles disappear." The man said.
"What about the iron shackles on your body?" asked the man with gray hands.
"It's gone too." The man said. "Is it also when the heart shackles disappeared?" the man with gray hands asked.
"Yes." The man replied.
The man with gray hands asked again: "Then can you move by yourself?"
"It seems that I can move...I can lower my head...or do other actions...but...but no matter what I do...I can't leave the place." The person said.
"Do you feel like you've been freed from the iron shackles?" the man with gray hands asked.
"No." The man said, "I even feel...my hands and feet are still bound by something very heavy...like iron shackles...but different...that invisible thing is stronger than iron shackles..." Heavier...Although I can move...but I can only move in place..."
"Did you look down?" the man with gray hands asked.
"I looked," the man said, "but I didn't see anything."
"Is it because of the darkness or lack of sight that I didn't see?" asked the man with gray hands.
"Because... it's dark." The man said, "So I moved my legs deliberately... Actually... I can move them freely, but... it still seems... very heavy. I even feel... that heavy ...it comes from my heart to..."
"From your heart to your body?" asked the man with gray hands.
"Yes." The man said.
The gray-hand man asked: "What do you think it has to do with?"
"I think it has something to do with...the heart shackles." The man said.
(End of chapter)