Chapter 5235 (five thousand two hundred and thirty-five) exclusive
At this time, the man sighed and said: "I shouldn't think so! Then... then I seem... as if I am yearning for the spring that the people in blue armor want to see! This... this is so shameful! I... I'm from Tiecang! How could I... say something like that at that moment? If you hadn't asked just now, I wouldn't have expected... that it would be so uncomfortable. After you asked, I Thinking about it carefully, I...that was really wrong! But...but luckily I felt uncomfortable at the time, which proves that...I still have the consciousness of being a Tiecang person...and I am not ignorant of shame!"
The gray-hand man didn't expect that the other party would think so much, and that such a small thing could give rise to so much shame.
The man with gray hands asked again: "What happened to you then?"
"I... I seemed to feel uncomfortable. At that time... I suddenly said harshly... 'Do it! Do you dare?' That's it." The person said, "I asked them if they dared. ”
"Didn't you say something similar before?" the gray-handed man asked.
"Yes, but...but at this moment...the situation is different." The man said.
"Why is it different?" asked the gray-handed man.
"I...have some hope of dying soon." The man said.
"Why?" asked the gray-handed man.
"Probably...probably because of that uncomfortable feeling." The person said.
"Does it have anything to do with your shame?" the gray-hand man asked. "It has something to do with it," the man said.
"Just because you think you yearned for light and warmth at that moment, do you think you deserve to die?" the gray-handed man asked.
"It's not entirely because of this... It's just part of the reason." The man said, "I was already... in great pain... almost tortured to death by the darkness and cold, and... I didn't know what I was going to do. How long to stay in the dark and cold!"
"You want to escape the darkness and cold, but at the same time you are unwilling to admit that you yearn for light and warmth?" the gray-handed man asked.
"Yes, just like...just like what I just said...if the light and warmth are not exclusive to people with blue armor, then...the yearning for light and warmth is actually...the yearning for the kind of thing that consumes my will. ...But if...that kind of light and warmth belongs only to people with blue armor, then...that would be my great shame! Whether it is the former or the latter, it should not...maybe...I am! At that time, I suddenly felt that I was so damned, mostly because I thought of the latter...I thought that the light and warmth were unique to people with blue armor...That was really insulting to me!" said the man.
"But actually you are not sure that the light and warmth are unique to the blue-armored people?" the gray-armed man asked.
"Even if it's not unique to people with blue armor... I also feel... I feel that that kind of light and warmth is not unique to... people in Tiecang. No matter what, it won't be... unique to people like me... ...The Tiecang people." The man said, "At that time, I had already... seen the spring of the Lanjia people in that light... What else would happen in that environment? How...it can't be exclusive to Tiecang people...absolutely not!"
The man with gray hands said: "Do you think that such light and warmth must belong to someone alone?"
(End of chapter)