Chapter 5252 (five thousand two hundred and fifty-two) Innate
"You don't have to think so," said the Gray Hand.
"It can't be done," the man said.
After hearing this, the Gray Hand Man suddenly remembered the times when he wanted to give up certain ideas but couldn't. Remembering that he was sometimes temporarily controlled, he wanted to ask the other party a question. After considering the dangers, Still asked: "Do you think you can avoid making yourself uncomfortable if you are in the real world?"
"I definitely can't control it," the man replied.
"You think that the reason why you can't help yourself feel uncomfortable is not because you are temporarily controlled by some force, right?" The man with gray hands asked.
"That's right." The man said, "This...is really not temporary."
The gray-hand man said: "When you find out that you have that kind of instinct, you will feel uncomfortable. Do you think this is related to some of your innate conditions?"
The man said: "Xiantian...it seems...it doesn't matter."
"You weren't like this when you were a child?" the gray-hand man asked.
"When I was young... Actually, when I was young, I did yearn for light and warmth, and... I wasn't ashamed of it at that time, but that was... a long time ago." The man said.
When the man said this, he felt even more uncomfortable, as if when he was being questioned, he suddenly realized that he had been such a shameful person since he was a child, and he let out an "ouch".
"What's wrong?" asked the gray-handed man.
"I've been like that since I was a child... What a pity." The person said, "When I was a child... I even openly yearned for light and warmth. Maybe this... is called childish."
"Why didn't you do that later?" asked the gray-handed man.
"Later, I was bullied sometimes... and I understood." The man said. "Didn't anyone teach you?" asked the man with gray hands.
"It seems that it happened, but... I can't remember clearly." The person said.
"Teaching you that people shouldn't yearn for light and warmth?" the man with gray hands asked.
"It doesn't seem to be that straightforward, but... the meaning is almost the same." The man said, "In short, it tells me... how cruel this world is, and being too naive is... asking for trouble."
"How old were you when you heard this?" asked the Gray Hand.
The man said: "I can't remember clearly, it was more than once. Yes, definitely not... it was as simple as just one time."
"Have you heard anything like this from different people?" asked the Gray Hand.
"Yes." The man said, "I also forgot when it happened. In short... a lot of things I came into contact with when I was a child... are... the kind of saying that the weak should be bullied. In this way, in When I was weak and others bullied me, I... seemed to be able to find a reason to convince myself."
The gray-hand man said: "No one has told you anything different from this?"
"No." The man said, "This seems to be... a common thought among the people I can come into contact with. I feel that the world is like this, and the world I have seen is also like this. Some people... …When you talk to me, give me examples, and sometimes you mention...the man in blue armor, and I can’t help but believe it.”
The man with gray hands said, "What do you mean by the man with blue armor?"
"People in blue armor are weak, so... they deserve to be bullied." The man said, "Actually, I heard this kind of words not only when I was a child, but also later on."
(End of chapter)