Chapter 5254 (five thousand two hundred and fifty-four) cycle
"Why can't you even think about it?" the gray-handed man asked.
"I...as long as I think more, I will...act. Action is...I will try to move in that direction, but...as soon as I move, I can feel the invisible iron shackles restraining me. "The man said.
"You can think about it, but... don't move." The gray-handed man said.
"Then...I can't do it, I can't do it at all." The man said, "The anger will...devour me. I'm really angry. I, a Tiecang person, have...actually fallen to this level. ! Looking at the spring where the blue-armored people are... I know clearly that the blue-armored people are angry with me, but I... can only look at the spring there, and there is nothing I can do! "
"You don't have to watch." The gray-handed man said.
"But...I can't help but look away." The man said.
"Why can't you help but not look at it?" asked the man with gray hands.
"It's because... I hope to go over, grab the soft cloth of spring, and bring all the light and warmth... to me." The man said.
"The more you think like this, the more painful it will be?" the gray-hand man asked.
"Yes." The man said.
"Then don't look at it and reduce the pain first." The man with gray hands said.
"That's what I said, but... people, sometimes it's like this..." the person said, "I know that if I don't look, I can reduce the pain, but... but even if I look, I obviously feel that my pain has increased, and... I don’t know... I don’t know whether to make another choice or... continue to watch. Not only do I continue to watch, but... the desire to grab spring and bring it to me will... become stronger and stronger. As this desire increases, I...I want to move even more. I try again and again, but...no matter how I try, I can't do what I want to do. I...can't achieve my goal at all... Oh... It's not just that I can't achieve my goal... I can't even... I can't even move towards the goal... I can't do anything to achieve my goal. The more this happens... I just... the more disappointed and resentful I become, the more unwilling I am... the more unwilling I am, the less I can look away from their spring... Move away... I will keep looking there, just keep looking... The more I look, the more... the more urgent... the more painful... the more I want to grab it and pull it out in the spring. , just like this...it goes around like this. I know that the more it goes around, the more painful it will be. I know that if I don't continue to look there, I might be able to relieve my pain, but...but I just can't do it. Sometimes, struggling is painful. Not struggling. It may be a little more comfortable, but...but the more painful it is, the more I want to struggle, and the more I struggle, the more painful it is. That's it...the cycle...it goes on like this."
"How long has the cycle been going on?" the gray-handed man asked.
"I don't know, there... I still don't know the time." The man said, "The only thing I know is... when I feel pain, I also feel that a long time has passed. Not only do I I can't jump out of space, and I can't jump out of time... I can't even jump out of my own thoughts. Everything is a cocoon, and I don't think it's my own cocoon, but... But I still can't break out." (End of chapter)