Chapter 5283 (five thousand two hundred and eighty-three) humiliation
The gray-hand man asked: "The people you are talking about are the Tiecang people you often see?"
"Yes." The man said, "As for the man in blue armor...then...then I won't talk about it. He is not considered a human being, so there is no need to think too much about it."
The man with gray hands asked: "Sometimes, if you think something is embarrassing, why do you still do it?"
The man said: "I can't help myself. Many things...it's not up to you to choose whether to do it or not. People are always like this. Not only in that environment, but also in normal times...I also...will do those things." Sometimes the things that make you feel humiliated are just to make it easier for you to do certain things, and sometimes they are just to enable you to... survive."
The gray-hand man said: "Who usually brings you the most humiliation?"
The man said: "Those I can't afford to offend..."
Before he finished speaking, the man felt that something was wrong and quickly said to the gray-handed man: "I'm not... talking about you... I'm talking about those ordinary people who I can't afford to offend. Not including those like you... who are capable."
Although that person actually thought in his heart that he felt humiliated by the gray-handed people and the brown-handed people, he still didn't say it out loud. He usually experienced the feeling of humiliation and had long been used to it.
"It's not the blue-armored people who usually make you feel humiliated, right?" the gray-handed man asked.
"Yes." The man said, "They are all... Tiecang people. The people in blue armor have no ability and can't do anything to me. I am... not afraid of them... I bring them a sense of humiliation. They... …It doesn’t bring me any sense of humiliation at all.”
The man with gray hands asked: "Have you ever hated those people who brought you humiliation deep down in your heart?" "If you say... if you say you haven't, that would be a lie." The man said, "I will definitely do it with you. To be honest, I must have hated it. But... what's the use of hating me? If someone is more capable than me, and I'm not capable, then... just like me... What can the man in blue armor do?"
Just after saying this, the man seemed to have thought of something again, and quickly said to the gray-handed man: "I said... I did long for light when I was in absolute darkness, but... but what I... longed for It's not the light of their blue-armored people, this...I must make it clear. The light I long for is different from...the light that their blue-armored people long for. , what I long for...maybe...maybe is just...not to have that...unbearable darkness at that time."
The gray-hand man learned something more about the situation and asked: "What happens next?"
"Next, I...I found a little light." The man said.
"You can see the light now?" The gray-handed man asked, "Then what did you feel when you saw it?"
"At that moment... I... felt an indescribable... excitement." The man said.
"Excited to see a little light?" asked the man with gray hands.
"Yes, this...is a very embarrassing thing...how can I...be excited about seeing a little light..." the man said, "but because of my special situation at the time, this...this does not represent me. It's a normal state. So... I didn't feel any... obvious... discomfort at that time."
(End of chapter)