Chapter 5377 (Five Thousand Three Hundred and Seventy Seven) Breaking the Precepts
The gray-hand man said: "Even if you live another life, do you think you still can't give up your inherent ideas?"
The man said: "That's true, but... I think... I won't be like the same person in my last life."
The man with gray hands asked: "What changes will there be?"
"I will probably... still bully the man in blue armor, but... I will restrain myself and strictly restrain myself no matter what." The man said, "I must... wait until I can't bear it anymore and bully the man in blue armor again. In this case , maybe... it won’t reach the upper limit.”
The man with gray hands heard important information from his words and asked again: "Have you ever restrained yourself before bullying the man with blue armor?"
The man said: "I have restrained myself, but in fact I did not restrain myself with all my strength..."
"Why didn't you try your best to restrain yourself?" asked the man with gray hands.
"Because...I sometimes think...the consequences won't be that serious." The man said.
"In other words, you don't absolutely believe the words of the person who cast the spell on you?" the gray-handed man asked.
"I... absolutely believe it." The man said, "But since I left that spellcaster, the environment I'm in seems to... tell me all the time... that bullying people in blue armor is normal."
"But you are a person who has been cast upon a spell." The man with gray hands asked.
"I also thought about this, but...sometimes when others are like that, I feel that the problem is not that serious. Every time before I want to bully the man in blue armor, I have an impulse...whenever that impulse appears, I He would comfort himself that he would not reach the upper limit, and give himself a reason to be dominated by that impulse, maybe... he was lucky," the human said.
The man with gray hands asked, "Do you regret every time you bully a man with blue armor?" The man said, "Yes, but at the same time, I feel ashamed because I regret it."
The man with gray hands asked, "Why the shame?"
"Because I just think it's normal to bully people in blue armor. What many people do is nothing at all...I regret it after I did it!" The person said, "I feel like I think so... I think too highly of Lan. It’s a shame…I don’t know what to say, I just feel a sense of shame.”
"Do you feel any shame when you restrain your impulse?" asked the gray-handed man.
"Yes... yes." The man said, "If I don't try my best to restrain myself, I... will definitely 'violate the precepts'. I don't know how to say it, so... just say it is a violation of the precepts. I tell myself this when I restrain myself. ...If you violate the precepts too many times and reach the upper limit...the consequences will be serious.”
The gray-hand man said: "Even if you tell yourself, it's not enough?"
"After all... I don't know where the upper limit is. This... I have never been clear about this. At first, I was more scared when I 'violated the precepts'. After a few times, I... comforted myself that it was probably still far from the upper limit. "The man said.
The gray-hand man asked: "Didn't the caster tell you when the upper limit will be reached?"
The man said: "I asked, and he said that he couldn't know in advance. This... is related to some of my later experiences."
The man with gray hands asked: "I don't know what experiences it is related to?"
"There is no way to know." The man said, "I know that the caster has tried his best to help me... He has told me everything he can tell me."
(End of chapter)