Chapter 5419 (Five Thousand Four Hundred and Nineteen) Fooling
"Answered." The man said, "I said... despair."
"What did he mean by that gesture?" asked the man with gray hands.
"Probably... just let them stop temporarily." The man said.
"Did they stop?" asked the man with gray hands.
"This is what I felt in the dream." The man said, "It seems that I have stopped temporarily."
"After you answered, where is he?" asked the man with gray hands.
"He asked me if I was... mostly desperate because of the physical pain," the man said.
"How did you answer?" the gray-handed man asked.
The man said: "I told him...it wasn't...mainly...because of the physical pain."
"Do you really think so?" the gray-hand man asked.
The man said: "Actually...that's not what I thought."
The gray-hand man asked: "What do you actually think?"
The man said: "Actually, the main despair I felt in the dream at that time was... derived from physical pain."
"You didn't say this in the dream?" the man with gray hands asked.
"Yes." The man said, "I remember in the dream... I didn't dare to say it at this time. At that time, I had a vague feeling that if... I really said that, then... he would do it to those people again. What gesture, and then...torture me."
"In the dream, you felt that the main source of despair was physical pain. What about the secondary one? What else is there?" asked the man with gray hands.
"Others...others at the time...were so few that I couldn't feel them clearly." The person said.
"What else is there to answer?" asked the man with gray hands.
"It's the feeling of being bullied by them but... unable to resist." The person said, "But at that time, my feeling was vague. I didn't understand what it was like..."
The man with gray hands asked again: "What happened next?" "The man who said, 'A needle is a stone, and a stone is a needle' asked...asked me...what else is there besides that kind of pain." The man said.
The man with gray hands asked: "Did you answer?"
"Yes." The man said, "I would say...mainly various other things."
"What's his reaction?" the gray-hand man asked.
"He asked me... what else it was." The man said.
"Did you answer again?" the gray-handed man asked.
"Yes." The man said, "But I really don't know what the specifics are, just...just for example...I feel painful. At that time, I seemed to be thinking in the dream, after all, what he asked was...whether it was important. It's because of physical pain and despair. Since I deny that it's mainly because of physical pain and despair, then...the answer he wants may be mainly because of inner pain and despair. So...that's what I said."
The gray-handed man said: "What did he say?"
"He said... I wanted to fool him." The man said.
The man with gray hands asked, "What did you say?"
"I quickly say...no." The man said.
The man with gray hands asked, "What happened to him then?"
"Then he...said...if I don't specify the main reason for my despair, then...the needle will start to move again."
The gray-handed man asked: "You just said that?"
"I still didn't say anything specific at this time... because the feeling was still vague. I still didn't realize it at this moment. It was... the feeling of being bullied by them but... unable to resist."
"Then how did you deal with it?" the gray-handed man asked.
"Let me just say...it's just that my heart is in so much pain, that I'm just...desperate." The man said.
(End of chapter)