Chapter 5481 (five thousand four hundred and eighty-one) Pocket in
"I said," the man said, "Probably because... when there is movement around me, it is easy for me to... pay attention to those movements. But... when it is quiet and there are no movements to attract me, I sometimes …I can’t help but face my own heart and pay attention to myself, but...I’m afraid of facing my own heart, which is sometimes very scary for me.”
The man with gray hands asked again: "Is this what you came up with at this time? It's not like you usually think so, right?"
"Yes." The man said, "I just thought of it now. Usually... in fact, even if fear strikes, I won't... think about what's going on in my heart. And... not only that, I usually won't... Will be interested in this...this..."
"What kind?" the gray-hand man asked because he felt that he didn't make it clear.
"It's just... something that's not in my heart..." the man said, "I usually don't like to think about this."
The man with gray hands asked: "Is the sudden silence in the dream frightening to you because at that moment you felt that you could not face your heart?"
"That should be it." The man said.
The man with gray hands asked: "What are you thinking about when you are quiet?"
"Because I feel afraid, but... I don't want to face this fear. I tell myself again and again that there is nothing to be afraid of, but... it seems that the more I tell myself, the more obvious the fear becomes." The person said, "The one he told me before Words began to… swirl in my mind.”
"Which word?" asked the gray-handed man.
"It's 'Xuwang'." The man said.
"Did you know what it meant at the time?" the gray-handed man asked. "I don't know yet. At that time...he didn't tell me much," the man said.
"Then why are you afraid of its hovering?" asked the Gray Hand.
"After all... I don't know what it is but... I don't dare to ask." The person said, "Because there is a word 'net' in it, I feel like this 'net' can hold me in it, and... Once I'm in it, it tightens and traps me, and I can never get out."
"Isn't this all your own imagination?" the gray-handed man asked.
"Yes." The man said, "It's just my own thoughts... That's what I thought in the dream. It has no basis in the first place, but... even if it is my own baseless idea, when... I am immersed in it "
The man with gray hands asked: "Before this, didn't you already experience a lot of pain in the dream?"
"Yes." The man said.
"The pain is not more terrible than you think?" the man with gray hands asked.
"It's not less terrible than I thought, but...the severe pain before...has passed. Although I can still feel the pain before, it is a reduced pain and will not be as severe as before." Humanity said, "Besides... the pain from before is still there, but it has been alleviated. In the dream, I felt that it... wouldn't last forever. The severe pain has passed, and the fear it has brought to me will naturally be reduced." Some. As for the 'Xuwang' thing, it hasn't come yet... I don't see it coming. I will think about it coming, not thinking about it going away."
(End of chapter)