Chapter 5765 (five thousand seven hundred and sixty-five) Autonomy
The man with brown hands said: "The situation is just different from before, right?"
The gray-hand man said: "Not only is the external situation different, but the internal situation is also completely different."
"Inner state, are you talking about the state of mind?" the man with brown hands asked.
The man with gray hands said: "Yeah, at least it was really hard for me to think about whether I was happy before. Of course, I also didn't think about whether others were happy."
The man with brown hands said: "You are talking about the past after the transformation."
The gray-handed man said: "It must be."
"Do you think we will think about something unpleasant before we accept it?" asked the brown-hand man.
"I feel like it should be possible," said the man with gray hands.
"I have a vague feeling that the environment we lived in at that time was not very good." The brown-handed man said.
"Do you think that under such circumstances, we can no longer consider unhappy things?" the gray-handed man asked.
"Not really." said the man with brown hands. "I think even when I don't have enough to eat and don't have enough clothes to wear, I can't help but vaguely think about whether I am happy or not. When I don't have enough to eat and don't have enough clothes to wear warmly, , I’m not easily happy. Of course, I’m not sure if that’s the case, it’s just a feeling that doesn’t seem to have much basis.”
The man with gray hands added: "What you said makes sense. According to normal thinking, it seems that once a person does not have enough to eat and clothing, he has no time to think about whether he is happy or not. But in fact, his thoughts at all times may include It’s not so obvious to think about whether you are happy or not. After all, people are more likely to be happy when they are in a good situation.”
The man with brown hands said: "But, I think that after we accept Huana, we won't think about whether we are happy or not?"
The gray-hand man said: "After accepting Huana, I don't even feel like I am myself anymore."
"Our own happiness is 'my' happiness. Since 'I' no longer feel that I am 'me', then even if there is a happy moment, I will not feel that it is 'my' happiness." The man with brown hands said, "Is that so?"
The man with gray hands asked: "After accepting the transformation, you don't feel like you are you?" "Yes." The man with brown hands said, "That's obvious."
"I feel like this topic seems to have been discussed just now." The gray-handed man said.
The man with brown hands added: "It seems to be, but it's not exactly the same."
The gray-hand man said: "Tell me, after accepting Huana, have you ever been truly happy?"
"No way," said the brown-hand man.
"Is the reason what we just talked about?" Gray Hand Man asked, "About whether it's 'me'."
"Right." The brown-hand man said, "Of course, even if you regard the person who is not 'I' as 'I', there seems to be no time to be happy in the true sense, right?"
The gray-handed man said: "What do you think after we successfully complete the mission again and again?"
The man with brown hands said: "It seems that there is no excitement in my heart."
"Many times, it's impossible not to complete the task." The gray-hand man said, "I can't get excited even after I complete it. What's the reason for this?"
"Maybe it's because the so-called mission we completed is not the mission you and I want to complete as human beings?" the brown-handed man asked.
"It should be about the same," said the gray-hand man, "It's like being forced to do something, but even if it's done, there won't be much sense of accomplishment?"
"Yeah, the motivations don't come from my heart." The brown-hand man said, "How can we talk about a sense of accomplishment?"
(End of chapter)