Chapter 5925 (five thousand nine hundred and twenty-five) especially
"What if you don't feel good after changing back?" the brown-hand man asked.
"Is this possible?" the gray-handed man asked.
"If the experience you and I had before was not good, or even painful, wouldn't it feel better after we change back?" the brown-hand man asked.
The gray-hand man added: "It's really hard to say what happened before Huina."
The man with brown hands said: "Right? Then do you want to change back?"
The gray-hand man said: "If it's just temporary, even if other aspects of the experience are not good, you and I can temporarily see ourselves and each other before we change. Is it okay?"
After saying this, the gray-hand man thought about it again and said, "Not necessarily."
The man with brown hands asked: "How did it change so quickly?"
The man with gray hands said: "I thought that if you and I were particularly miserable and allowed to be bullied by others, I don't seem to want to change back."
"Like those blue-armored men we saw before?" the brown-hand man asked.
"Yes, I have been thinking in this direction, but I haven't planned to say it so clearly yet." The gray-handed man said.
"Whether you say it or not, I understand." The man with brown hands said.
"I know you will understand." The gray-hand man said, "This matter is quite troublesome if you think about it deeply."
"Some of the blue-armored people we saw before had particularly tragic experiences. If you think about it more deeply, are they going 'deeper' in this direction?" the man with brown hands asked.
"That's right," said the man with gray hands.
The man with brown hands said: "Actually, your and my experiences after being adopted are not very good either."
"But you and I were very clear tools at that time, right?" the gray-handed man asked.
"Are you trying to say that at that time it was a tool and you couldn't see many things clearly?" said the man with brown hands.
"You really understand." The gray-handed man said. "Sometimes confusion can alleviate pain." Brown Hand Man said, "But confusion may also bring more pain later."
The man with gray hands said: "What you said makes sense. In my opinion, it is better to be sober and suffer pain than to reduce the pain by being confused."
The man with brown hands said: "I think so too. Are you still worried that it will be too miserable to temporarily change back?"
"Worried." The gray-handed man said.
"Because you will be awake?" The brown-hand man asked, "Do you think you and I will still be awake after temporarily changing back?"
"You should have been awake before you experienced transformation, right?" the gray-handed man asked.
"That's what I feel. But at least it won't be that person's tool, right?" the brown-hand man asked.
"It shouldn't be that person's tool, right?" The gray-handed man said, "But the experience may indeed be very painful."
"If you are still conscious despite the pain, are you still worried about what will happen if you temporarily change back?" The brown-handed man said.
"I'm worried too," said the gray-hand man. "Actually, I'm not worried that my experience at that time was too painful."
"I almost understand." The brown-hand man said.
"I was just worried that you were going through pain at that time," the gray-hand man said.
The man with brown hands was silent for a moment and said, "Same."
"You and I both think so, and we agree again." The gray-hand man said, "If you change back temporarily, even if it is only for a short time, I would not want to see you going through pain at that time."
"Yes, I don't want to for a moment." The gray-handed man said.
The man with brown hands added: "I also thought that some people with blue armor are dead."
"Are you worried that if you and I temporarily change back, we might be like the dead blue-armored people we saw before and not be able to come back?" the gray-handed man asked.
(End of chapter)