Chapter 157: Head-on confrontation
When lunch started, Lin’s mother was still thinking about leaving, so she kept picking up food for Lin Fan and chatting about trivial matters.
While I was talking, the topic went off the rails again.
It’s not about which family’s child has given birth to a second child, but it’s about whose child is filial and is in front of his parents every day. Or just talk about whose children are prosperous, have a good job, and have a high income...
If that's all you say, that's it.
But every time Lin Ma finished saying something, she would add at the end: Not like you...
Specially mention Lin Fan, which made people uncomfortable.
Not to mention Lin Fan, even the four grown men who were listening felt very uncomfortable.
Lin Fan began to listen silently, lowering his head to eat without speaking.
Until Mother Lin got more and more excited and got a little carried away, Lin Fan put down the chopsticks in his hand, wiped his mouth, and suddenly said: "So how dissatisfied are you with me?"
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Mother Lin choked. Unexpectedly, Lin Fan, who had never said anything in the past, suddenly started to confront her.
Song Ren and the other boys were nearby, looking at Mother Lin eagerly, making her face flush.
This damn kid doesn’t give any face to his mother in front of others.
She said angrily, "Shouldn't we be dissatisfied with you? You said you, raising you so big, besides your age and your body, what else should we not worry about?"
Mother Lin is angry.
But as the person closest to Lin Fan, it would be too hurtful for her to say this.
Song Ren and others frowned and put down their chopsticks, but they couldn't make a sound.
Seeing that no one refuted her, Mother Lin was even more proud, "Look at her..."
"Why do you always have to look at her? What does she have to do with your life?" Lin Wherever makes a sound.
She was compared with others by her mother since she was a child, and she still doesn’t understand why she has to compare herself with others in everything.
"Do they live with you? Do they give you money to spend? Do they call you mom?" Lin Fan seriously asked Lin's mother for the first time. "Why do you always look at others when they don't give you anything?"
"Are you still reasonable?!" Lin's mother was furious and clapped her chopsticks, "People are living a better life than you, why can't you? Tell me! Look at you, who is almost 40 years old! Do you know what others say about you? "
"Auntie! "It's time!" The four people and Father Lin all spoke out, but they couldn't stop Mother Lin's words.
"No one has ever said in front of me that I am an old girl that no one wants." Lin Fan spoke softly, and everyone could hear the vibrato in it, but she still told Lin Fan firmly Mom said, "Only you. Only you told me that I am an old girl that no one wants."
Compared to Lin's furious mother, Lin Fan's quietness made everyone feel sad.
"You say others are making a living, but I am not making a living? I have a good job now, high salary, and good benefits..." Lin Fan said quietly, but Lin's mother interrupted unconvinced.
"What kind of future can you get with 300,000 yuan a year?" Lin's mother simply cannot accept other people's refutation of her, no matter what the facts are.
"300,000 yuan a year is not considered a profit? Go outside and shout, which girl in the community can earn 300,000 yuan a year? How many men are there?" Lin Fan felt sad, but the ears on his ears The emotions that surged up in her were constantly washed away, and her heart seemed to feel empty.
Ma Lin didn’t say anything. In fact, 300,000 was a lot, she knew it in her heart.
She was just used to refuting. "Then you don't get married at such an old age..."
"Is not getting married what I want?" Lin Fan said, "When we broke up before, didn't you say that I was right?"
"Then you can't always keep having a boyfriend!" Lin's mother was no longer so excited, but she still didn't let go.
“Don’t you know why I don’t have a boyfriend?” Lin Fan stared straight at Mother Lin, the emotion in his eyes made her afraid to look directly, and she lowered her head to avoid him.
They all knew that Lin Fan was sick.
Even when Lin Fan jumped into the river, Mother Lin was right next to him. At that time, she clearly regretted it heartbreakingly, and after Lin Fan was fine, she also vowed not to force the child again.
How...why did you forget it again?
"I...I'm also doing it for your own good..." Lin's mother's tone weakened.
"Is this all for my own good? How did you treat my friends when they came to visit you for the first time?" Lin Fan didn't want to expose it easily, "If you like Song Ren so much, then I will follow him tomorrow Do you think it’s okay to go get the certificate?”
Everyone was surprised.
Song Ren raised his eyebrows, but said nothing. He sat still and just looked at Mother Lin.
"I...I didn't mean that...I still want you to live well." Mother Lin suddenly became a little weak in front of the tough Lin Fan. "You think well, it's what I want, okay? Do you really feel happy living with only pocket money?" Lin Fan told Lin's mother the most unbearable thing in recent years, and before she could fall out, he Said, "Actually, I think you should feel lucky."
"What are you lucky for?" Mother Lin was confused.
"If it weren't for good luck, you would have had no choice but to talk to me at my grave today." Lin Fan said lightly.
The table was silent for a while.
Mother Lin finally realized that Lin Fan was still a patient. She had been that sick before.
But seeing her come back this time and everything was normal, she forgot about it.
"Auntie, Lin Fan's illness is not cured yet. That's why we need to accompany her back." Song Ren said.
Mother Lin was embarrassed and subconsciously wanted to refute, but Father Lin got angry. "Okay, what do you want? When you didn't come back, you thought about it every day. When you came back, you kept tossing them again!"
Lin's mother can't help Lin Fan and Song Ren, but she can't do it to Lin's father. polite.
She threw the bowl, glared at Father Lin fiercely, rushed into the room, and slammed the door with a loud bang.
There was another silence.
"I'm sorry, Dad." Lin Fan bowed his head first.
"Uncle, the psychiatrist has said that in Lin Fan's situation, if he has negative emotions, he should express them and not keep them fermented in his heart." Song Ren helped explain.
"I know, I know. The psychiatrist also told us." Dad Lin smiled bitterly, "She also said that as long as Xiaofan is better, she can even beat us with a stick to vent her emotions. But Xiaofan Fan, she can never do it like this..."
"Uncle..." Song Ren didn't know how to persuade him. In fact, Father Lin has an unshirkable responsibility for Mother Lin's current situation.
“I’m going to make you laugh, we are not qualified parents.” Father Lin lowered his head and waved his hands, “I haven’t given you a good feeling these past few days, right? I hope there will be a chance for you in the future. Change.”
A few people said no.
"Okay, I think we've almost eaten. The house is like this, so I won't keep you here. Otherwise, you can leave early." The food on the table was almost eaten, but Father Lin unexpectedly Start chasing customers.
Everyone look at the closed door, Mother Lin is still angry inside. They were indeed not in the mood to continue eating, so they all stood up obediently.
Father Lin sent a few people downstairs.
The car drove downstairs and waited in the morning. Father Lin stood at the entrance of the corridor and gave Lin Fan a few more words.
Lin Fan took the opportunity to help Lin's father pull his coat and stuffed a card into his pocket. "There is one million in it. The password is your birthday. Keep it."
Dad Lin was stunned and subconsciously reached out to hold it. Just listen to Lin Fan say again. "I have money now, you don't have to save. But be careful not to let mom get the money."
Dad Lin nodded, "I know, I know what I know. You have to be careful outside."
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"Yes, yes. But it may not be easy to come back in the future, you know." Lin Fan adjusted Dad Lin's clothes, "If you have anything to say, just send me a message or call me. Don't worry about money."
"I know. Don't worry about us, take good care of yourself." Father Lin shook Lin Fan's hand.
Lin Fan nodded, turned around and walked towards the car.
"Xiao Fan!" Father Lin shouted, "Your mother, she loves you in her heart. Don't blame her."
Lin Fan stood at the foot of the steps and looked at Father Lin , then looked at Lin’s mother’s head sticking out of the window on the fourth floor, and nodded, “I know. I don’t blame her. Take care of yourself.”
After that, he got into the car.
After several people said goodbye to Father Lin, the car slid out.
As the car moved away, Li Chunhua and Gao Fei, who were lying on the back window waving goodbye to Father Lin, saw Mother Lin at the window on the fourth floor.
"Lin Fan," Li Chunhua shouted, "your mother is seeing you off."
Lin Fan looked out the window and saw Father Lin at the stairs and Mother Lin at the window on the fourth floor. , all watched the car leave without moving.
"I know." Lin Fan's eyes were a little blurry and his nose was a little sore, "She's just a poor person who doesn't know how to love."
Lin's mother is like a hedgehog, always approaching others. Will hurt others. She actually loved Lin Fan in her heart, but more often than not, she cared more about her own feelings. Lin Fan felt at ease from then on. This is the purpose of arranging trips for her. She is growing up. Vote for Lin Fanfan.
(End of this chapter)