Chapter 252 Change of Attitude towards Mother Lin
This ringtone was just before the New Year...
A person suddenly appeared in Jin Sichen's mind.
Not many people would call Lin Fan.
Those who are a little familiar, such as young people like him and John Woo, will more often choose communication software to communicate.
It is extremely convenient to send a voice, a picture, or directly make a video call.
In this way, those who choose to make phone calls, except for the elderly who are not familiar with the use of software, are relatively unfamiliar, such as business partners, express delivery, sales promotion...
Think about it, now There are only a few days until the Chinese New Year, and it is indeed time.
He glanced at Lin Fan, his expression did not change much, he calmly answered the phone, and habitually clicked on the speakerphone.
"Hey, Xiaofan, when are you going to have a holiday?" Lin's mother's voice came out, and Jin Sichen secretly said, "It's true."
"The vacation...will take a few more days." Lin Fan did not show any rejection of going home this time.
On the one hand, her mental state has almost been adjusted.
Living like a normal person has always been what Jin Sichen encouraged her to do. Going home during the Chinese New Year is one of the most normal behaviors.
You can't hide in your own home. How can you hide for the rest of your life?
On the other hand, she felt that she could face Mother Lin more calmly.
The story started when she was lying on the hospital bed shortly after she woke up after her last accident.
That day, the sun was just right.
Lin Fan received a call from Lin’s mother.
Ma Lin’s calls are actually not frequent. Generally speaking, they only call when they have something to do, and they rarely make a special call just to greet Lin Fan.
She complained to Lin Fan on the phone that Father Lin fell asleep while smoking and did not put out the cigarette, which resulted in burning a big hole in the bed...
Lin Fan was lying on the hospital bed, watching the sunlight coming in from the window, leaving spots of light on the blinds.
Lin’s mother’s sharp voice from time to time penetrated her periosteum and went straight to her heart, leaving a little tingling feeling on it.
Lin Fan smiled helplessly, she was still a bitch after all...
After waking up this time, it was obvious that 800 people were so kind to her, but she still felt that it was unreal.
It wasn’t until she heard Mother Lin’s evil voice that she felt that she was really still alive...
Fragments from his childhood flashed through Lin Fan's mind. Laughing and cursing...their family of three also had a happy time.
Because of her anger towards Mother Lin, all these once beautiful memories were thrown into the corner by her.
She resisted Lin’s mother and felt that Lin’s mother did not understand her. It was because of Lin’s arrogance that she suffered a series of hardships later on.
But think about it, how has she ever understood Mother Lin?
They just blame each other from different standpoints.
Mother Lin raised her up, and although she lacked some care, she did not owe anything materially.
Every time I go home, there is always Lin Fan’s favorite dish on the table.
No matter how harsh his words were, he kept putting vegetables into Lin Fan's bowl with the chopsticks in his hand, for fear that she would not be full.
I still remember one year when I came home, Lin’s mother shouted to Lin Fan, “I have lost weight” as soon as I saw him.
Lin Fan looked at his tall and round body, his clothes were so tight that the zipper almost burst open, and he reported his weight. Lin's mother then changed her mind and said it was time to lose weight...
Lin Fan always knew that Mother Lin actually loved her, but that love was always accompanied by hurt, and love could not be punished.
When she woke up briefly on the operating table, looking at the bright light, she felt as cold as an ice cave.
There were vague sounds in my ears, and it seemed that there were many people walking around.
At that time, she only thought of Mother Lin. I especially want Lin's mother to hold her in her arms and warm her like she did when she was a child...
How long has it been since she called "Mom".
Mother Lin seemed to have never noticed and never protested.
But did Mother Lin really not find out?
"You said that if it's a dish he likes, just drink it for a while. A plate of peanuts can be eaten until ten o'clock with wine. I still have to wait for him to clear the table..." Phone call On the other end, Mother Lin continued to complain.
Lin Fan suddenly realized that she had no idea what Lin’s mother liked to eat.
She knew that Lin’s mother liked to play mahjong, fancy clothes and golden jewelry, high heels, and vain excitement, but she had never noticed what Lin’s mother liked to eat...
Of course, she also didn't pay attention to Father Lin's preferences.
Mother Lin may not be a good mother, and Father Lin may not be a competent father.
But is she a good daughter herself?
If you deliberately don’t study when you should study hard, the scores on the test papers you take home will be terrible every time.
In order to escape from my family in college, I chose to go to school in a city far away from home. After graduation, I went directly to Gaohe. Although the drive is only over three hours, we only come back a few days a year during the Chinese New Year.
She only saw herself. My own efforts, my own loss, my own sadness, my own pain. But he never set his sights on his parents.
Knowing that they are getting older and unable to keep up with the development of this society.
Seemingly filial piety, I bought the latest smartphones for the two of them, but I still felt that they were too slow to respond and could not understand no matter how hard I taught them...
When did Lin’s mother hang up? Lin Fan didn't know the phone number. When Li Chunhua woke her up, she was already in tears.
Li Chunhua was so frightened that he wanted to call someone on the spot, but she stopped him.
When Li Chunhua saw the call from Mother Lin displayed on his mobile phone, he mistakenly thought that she was being made difficult by Mother Lin. He cried in anger and comforted her not to take it to heart.
After that, Lin Fan decided to let go of the past.
She has died once...oh, no, twice. What else can’t be let go?
Let Mama Lin go.
Also let yourself go.
After thinking about it like this, my mood suddenly became much brighter. When I think of Mother Lin again, I will no longer be bitter and resentful, and will no longer frown reflexively.
Sure enough, in the face of life and death, nothing can be considered a big deal.
Besides, she is destined to be unable to satisfy her parents' wish for her to get married and have children as she is now.
Although there is no need to worry about money, the two old people will definitely feel lonely when they see other people’s children and grandchildren...
Spending time together during the New Year is a kind of spiritual comfort, right? No matter how much... I can only give money.
So this time, Lin Fan did not object to returning home for the New Year, and his mentality was relatively stable. It even established the strategic policy of "if Mrs. Lin makes excessive remarks, try to be tolerant."
There are three hundred and sixty-five days in a year, and those are the only few days I spend with my family during the Chinese New Year.
In the past, I could tolerate the boss, Party A, and even strangers who didn’t know what they were talking about. Why couldn’t I tolerate it in front of the parents who gave birth to her?
It will definitely work! Lin Fan made a fist to himself in his heart.
It really doesn't work...
Just ask Jin Sichen...
"...Hey, you kid, why are you silent again? Is the signal not good?" Mother Lin patted her cell phone. , and asked again, "How many more days, how many more days, when is this, are you still not sure?"
The sound of "pah pah" suddenly made Lin Fan start from Pulling away from the memories, she looked up and saw that John Woo's cell phone had been handed to her, with the words "vacation time" written on it.
"It's a holiday on the 29th, um... I should tidy up." Lin Fan said to the phone while watching, "Let's go back in the morning on the 30th."
"Thirty again!" Mother Lin was unhappy.
"There's no way, the official rule is that we have a holiday at the age of 30, and our unit has already given it a day early." Lin Fan proudly raised his eyebrows at the two people next to him, indicating that his nonsense was becoming more and more fluent.
"That's true." Mother Lin suddenly stopped and asked, "What date will you be working on after that year? You won't have to go to work early, right?"
"That's not true, New Year's Eve I will go back to work on the seventh day of the Lunar New Year," Lin Fan replied, "It's not bad to have seven days off, right?"
Lin Fan hid one day before and after the holidays. On the one hand, he had many things to do before the year, such as buying a house and a car. Definitely not enough time.
On the other hand...of course I'm still a little scared of Mother Lin.
Although I need to spend more time with her, according to Lin’s personality... well, let’s start with seven days.
"Well, this year is not bad." Mother Lin expressed satisfaction, "Then why are you coming back? Do you want your dad to pick you up?"
"No, I'll go there by myself. It's not like we can't find a place, so don't bother." Lin Fan refused.
"Okay, let's just say it like this." Mother Lin was very happy, "I have to buy some food quickly. I won't tell you anymore."
"Beep beep..." The phone was hung up without mercy.
Lin Fan looked up and saw Jin Sichen and John Woo looking at her with smiles, so he shrugged with his lips raised.
"Okay, Lin Fan, that's great!" Jin Sichen gave her a thumbs up.
He was already secretly wary of the situation last year happening again. He didn't expect Lin Fan to have grown to this point before he knew it.
“Doctor Jin taught me well.” Lin Fan pretended to bow to Jin Sichen.
"Okay, okay, I've given you special permission to leave the army." Jin Sichen didn't ask what the change was about, and went straight to the previous topic.
"Okay, where did you say that? Oh, the car chassis, it is best not to buy a sports car, the chassis is too low and it will easily get stuck..."
"My car has a high chassis, you Do you want to take a look?" John Woo clicked on his phone to look for pictures.
“Come on, your car is too high.” Jin Sichen complained unceremoniously.
Lin Fan looked at the two of them with a smile. For some reason, he felt that he might have a good year this year.
As deep as love is, so is resentment. Has anyone noticed that Lin Fan never calls mom? The only time he shouted was in anger. I've been laying it all out for so long, has no one noticed? Haha, isn’t it too obscure?
As I wrote and wrote, I suddenly realized that our parents and we just looked at the problem from different perspectives. Everyone sticks to their own position, and few people will consider the other person's perspective.
I hope all families are dear and loving, without misunderstanding or harm.
A new chapter on the morning of the first day of junior high school, do you feel a little warm?
In addition, last night’s comment said that she didn’t want Mother Lin to live here. I changed that paragraph and wanted to come back to comment, but the comment was gone. . . . It wasn't me who deleted it. It might have been edited and it disappeared automatically.
(End of this chapter)