Chapter 308 Unraveling
Lin Fan considers himself a patriotic young man...well, middle-aged.
On weekdays, she would burst into tears with excitement when she saw some people marching past in neat formations, and a sense of pride welled up in her heart.
Of course she thought about traveling abroad. When she was young, she even gave up her vow and said she would travel around the world.
But as for other things, she really never thought about it.
At this time, I learned another meaning of the medal, and the grievance of being wronged instantly surged up, and the previous happiness no longer existed.
“Look, this is a grievance.” Zhu Cunjun didn’t think this was a big deal. "So you are young..."
If Lin Fan hadn't been feeling uneasy, he wouldn't have explained it so clearly. "Here it is, just accept it. It wasn't stolen, so why should you be upset?"
Lin Fan awkwardly didn't want to look at the badge.
I used to think that I was not worthy, but now I feel that it is the golden hoop on Sun Wukong’s head. Once you put it on, you can’t take it off.
"Don't just focus on this part of what I said and ignore the rest." Zhu Cunjun shook his head and said, "The biggest function of this thing is to reward and honor. The other things are just to constrain your morality. Since you don't know how, then what else? What should you care about? "
"Director, you said it simply, if you get such a medal, I'm afraid you won't feel better." Wu Yusen could understand Lin Fan.
"Why should it be so? I already have it." Zhu Cunjun said with a smile. "I don't care about the things behind me at all. I won't do anything that violates the bottom line anyway, so why waste that emotion."
"What do you have?" Even though Lin Fan was in distress, he was also moved by him The words attracted attention.
"Medal! You don't think that I, Director, have worked hard for you guys for most of my life in the special office, but I haven't even gotten a medal, right?" Zhu Cunjun changed his leg with a proud look on his face. It's warped, and it's shaking even more.
Director's medal? Never heard of it.
Lin Fan exchanged glances with Wu Yusen when he saw Wen Ji, and asked, "Director, what is your medal?"
"National Medal." Zhu Cunjun didn't know how much he wanted to know when he talked about this. Proud.
“Is that the national medal?!” John Woo said in surprise.
They were just discussing how difficult it is to obtain bravery, and as the highest honor, few people have received the National Medal so far.
In my impression, Zhu Cunjun’s name was not there.
Is it hiding something again? Considering the nature of the special agency, it is very possible.
After the restructuring of the Special Affairs Office, Zhu Cunjun managed the affairs so well, solved numerous problems and hidden dangers, and was very capable.
It seems reasonable for him to receive the national medal.
"But you are different from me. You are worthy of your name..." Lin Fan said.
"What's the difference? What's the difference?" Zhu Cunjun interrupted her and patted the armrest of the sofa pretending to be unhappy, "You are just not confident enough."
"If you think your credit is not enough, then in the future Can't you just roll up your sleeves and work harder to make up for what you owe?" Zhu Cunjun knew that these young people lived a comfortable life and sometimes it was easy to get into trouble mentally.
“You must know that with greater ability comes greater responsibility. This badge is not only a reward, but also an encouragement and a warning. You can’t just see what you think is bad but ignore the positive meaning. How can that be done? " "It's obviously a reward for you, but you only see your own shortcomings. It's obviously a reward and affirmation, but you don't You only feel pressure. Although vigilance makes you feel uncomfortable, it is not another kind of attention."
Zhu Cunjun pointed at Wu Yusen and said, "Don't think I'm giving you chicken soup? , how many people want this opportunity but don’t have it. Ask him if he wants it.”
John Woo was suddenly called by name. After hearing the question, he sincerely expressed his position: "I want it, but haven't I found the opportunity yet?"
He smiled and said to Lin Fan: "I know, this kind of It won't be easy for anyone, but then again, it's mediocrity that's not to be feared. We all know what Xingchen's abilities are."
"So far, the higher-ups have treated you in a certain way. A laissez-faire attitude is called tolerance, but it is also a kind of indulgence. If you are in a high position and face the stars, what would you think? "
"In addition, the welfare in the institute is good. , you have a high annual income, and to put it bluntly, if you want to leave in a matter of minutes, who can stop you? So although this kind of moral restriction is not so pleasant, I think it is the lightest restriction. "
"After all, no one has said it clearly, it just means that as long as you don't violate the bottom line, then this restriction can be regarded as permanent." Wu Yusen advised.
"Actually, it's not like our office doesn't have such things." Wen Ji interjected from the side, "Confidentiality agreements and supervision equipment are actually restricting us to a certain extent. Why don't you feel any resistance to these?"< br>
Lin Fan thought for a while.
It was not that there was no resistance at first, but later I felt that this was normal and I wouldn’t do anything anyway, so it didn’t matter.
“So, doesn’t this mean the same thing?” Wenji spread his hands, “You just treat it as a special monitoring device to supervise your behavior. Not to mention that it is more powerful than a monitoring device. It makes more sense.”
After everyone took turns to persuade him, Lin Fan felt much better. The feeling of being bound slowly loosened.
Yes, there are not so many pure things in this world.
Even her feelings for her parents can't be explained or straightened out. Why do you expect medals to be pure rewards?
After Lin Fan figured it out, he secretly complained about his hypocrisy.
No matter how old you are, you are still as innocent as a child. It's probably because he was affected by the shrinkage and hasn't recovered yet.
"I understand, director," she nodded and looked at the three of them. "I will do what I can do and strive to live up to the honor brought by this medal. Thank you everyone."
"It'll be good if you figure it out, it'll be good if you figure it out. Hahahaha..." Zhu Cunjun knew that Lin Fan had a delicate mind, and was secretly worried, thinking about letting Jin Sichen take action.
Now that I see her, I can figure it out so easily. I feel that her character is indeed very good. I saw the right person.
Lin Fan took the initiative to pick up the velvet box on the coffee table and touched the badge. The cold touch reaches from the fingertips to the bottom of the heart.
Yes, a badge is just a badge, there is no need to give it too much meaning. All she needs to do is represent the award.
Although I am still a little melancholy emotionally, I have completely accepted it intellectually. She slowly closed the lid, touched the bright red velvet surface, and heard Zhu Cunjun say again.
"The leader called me over just now. He has an unexpected mission for me."
He looked at Lin Fan with a deep smile.
“Your new mission is here.”
(End of this chapter)