Chapter 12 Supreme Fear
As night falls, the hall of the small courtyard lights up, and the dim light passes through the window lattice and is separated into pieces and falls on the snow outside.
The Guangfeng Building is still full, but Liu Ruhai decided to be a hands-off shopkeeper today and have a good meal with his wife and daughter.
He cooked a table full of food, including the hoof flower soup that Liu Sheng longed for, as well as braised chicken with potatoes, fish-flavored eggplant, and fried a dish of pickled cabbage and bacon using the bacon Liu Sheng brought back.
On Liu Sheng's rice, a large piece of hoof flower soaked in red oil was placed. The fat and red oil seeped into the snow-white rice, which looked very appetizing.
"Try it quickly, your father's craftsmanship has improved a lot!" her father urged with a proud look on his face.
Liu Sheng took a big mouthful of hoof flowers. After being stewed for a long time, the meat is soft and glutinous and almost melts in the mouth. The meat is fragrant with a faint aroma of medicinal herbs, paired with Liu Ruhai's special fragrance. Spicy dipping sauce, you can feel the rich spiciness and mellow gravy in every bite, and paired with a mouthful of rice, you will feel satisfied.
Liu Sheng's mouth was full of oil after eating, and she gave her father a thumbs up.
Her father's craftsmanship is naturally good, otherwise Guangfeng Tower would not be able to open. More importantly, without this craftsmanship, he would not be able to catch up with her mother.
Ling Youlian is good-looking and good at making weapons. Although her family is in decline, she is also a branch of the Guanghai Ling family, a high-ranking noble family. She is still a serious lady from aristocratic families. Those who pursue her can Line up from the entrance to the end of the village.
When the two of them were studying at Changxing Academy, Liu Ruhai understood the principle of "grabbing a woman by grabbing her stomach". Today he gave Ling Youlian the braised bamboo shoot meat he made, and tomorrow he gave it to Ling Youlian who kneaded it into a little rabbit shape. After some snacks, the two of them finally got along, and after leaving the academy, they decided to live together in the Little Green Garden.
Then there was Liu Sheng.
"Eat slowly, your face is all oily." Ling Youlian took out a handkerchief and wiped the red oil on Liu Sheng's face, feeling a little disgusted.
"It's a blessing for my daughter to be able to eat. You can see she's lost weight due to hunger." Liu Ruhai looked at her daughter with distressed eyes.
Then he gave Ling Youlian a piece of chicken with chopsticks. The chicken was first deep-fried until the surface was crispy and fragrant, and then simmered with potatoes until it was fragrant. It was perfect for eating on a snowy day.
"Try this, I removed all the chicken skin. I know you don't like greasy food."
Ling Youlian smiled softly at Liu Ruhai after hearing this.
Liu Sheng wrinkled her nose because of her parents, but she was smiling deep in her eyes.
However, the smile suddenly dimmed.
She thought of "Yi Yu".
For that girl, it seemed that it had been a long time since the family sat together, laughing and eating together.
How can we help "Yi Yu"?
Unknowingly, Liu Sheng changed from thinking about completing the high-dimensional analysis of [Sansi Wuqilu] to wanting to give real relief to "Yi Yu" who was trapped in it.
......
Under the cold night sky, Liu Sheng sat alone on the roof wrapped in a heavy coat.
The higher she stood, the stronger the wind was. Fortunately, she had a full belly to provide her with a steady stream of heat energy.
Liu Sheng looked up and saw the huge divine face in the dark night sky overlooking the world. The divine light danced on his face, and the light illuminated the small green garden pale.
The broad, bright eyes on his face that could see through all things seemed to be looking at her, and the slightly parted lips seemed to be telling her something.
She suddenly had the feeling that if the Supreme God took a gentle breath at this time, he could suck her into his mouth and disappear into His deep mouth without any sense of existence. She would not even be able to breathe. Needs to be chewed.
She is worse than an ant to the Supreme God.
This fantasy made her legs weak. When she looked at the Supreme God again, an indescribable huge fear emerged in her heart.
It shouldn't be like this.
Liu Sheng heard her classmates who were able to communicate with the gods say that when they saw the Supreme God, they could feel a kind of divine magnificence and natural amiability, and they would naturally have the desire to crawl under it and do their best. Draw close to Him, fall into His arms, and belong to eternal peace.
It is not just those spiritual practitioners, everyone in the world believes in the Supreme God. For them, the Supreme God gives the world aura, resists evil and weirdness, and is the supreme power to maintain the order of heaven and earth.
At every important moment, whether it is a harvest celebration or a prayer for disaster, people will pray to the Supreme God devoutly, hoping to receive His protection and guidance.
But for Liu Sheng, the Supreme God is distant and cold, huge and oppressive. She looked up for a long time, and her desire to escape became stronger, but she realized in despair that she was just a small human being trapped on this ground. The Supreme God was always above her, shrouding her, and looking at her coldly. Imprisoning her...
Is it this difference in thoughts that prevents her from connecting with the Supreme God?
In the end, it made her unable to practice spirituality?
However, she must practice.
She wants to participate in the Honghu Project.
Go to the Chinese Academy of Sciences.
Liu Sheng tried to stabilize her breathing, wrapped her clothes tighter, controlled the trembling throughout her body whether it was due to chill or fear, held the Qixuan Ling in her hand, and raised her head He closed his eyes towards the Supreme God and tried to meditate according to the method of communicating with the gods taught in the academy, looking for the faith and desire that were covered by fear in his heart.
In this world, people do not need to use statues or temples to pray to the Supreme God, because the Supreme God takes pity on the world and directly manifests the holy face in the sky where everyone can see it. Then you can tell the Supreme God what you want in your heart.
The night wind continued to howl in the air, but Liu Sheng's heart gradually calmed down.
As her meditation deepened, the Qixuan Ling in her hand became slightly warm, and a faint cool air penetrated into her body through the palm of her hand. Her brain seemed to be much clearer, and her consciousness was gradually immersed in a strange tranquility. , it seemed that the whole world had stopped, leaving only her and the huge divine face confronting each other in the vast dark universe.
She seemed to see not only the divine face, but also the neck under the divine face and the body under the neck. It was an indescribable existence, neither an entity nor an illusion. It was tall and well-proportioned. , crystal white and transparent, shrouded in a faint layer of sacred light.
Is this God?
God is huge.
She is very small.
She was far away from God, just like a mote of dust floating in the air. She was surrounded by the deep and vast universe, and there seemed to be stars twinkling in the distance.
She was terrified and wanted to fall down and surrender at His feet. This was oppression on a soul level.
No.
Another thought came to mind.
Once you surrender, terrible things will happen.
That thought said so.
She felt like she had been in a state of half-dream and half-awake, but when she wanted to open her eyes to see clearly, everything disappeared.
She was still sitting on the roof of her house where the cold wind was howling. In the distance were the dim lights of the small green garden, and the mountains stood silently in the dark night.
That inexplicable connection disappeared.
Liu Sheng has tried to communicate with the gods countless times since she was a child. For the first time, she realized that such a weak connection may be the power of the Seven Mysterious Orders.
But Liu Sheng felt that this was different from the connection with the gods. All she felt was coldness, and even...
And malice.
Once this thought emerged, Liu Sheng suddenly felt chills all over his body.
How could the Supreme God have any ill will towards her?
This should be the warmest and most holy existence in the world.
She must have made a mistake.
(End of this chapter)