Chi Mo was silently making tea in the kitchen, while Xu Jike stood at the entrance and watched. Looking at the thin figure in the kitchen, he knew very clearly that he and Chi Mo were not in an ex-relationship. Even now, they were just former romantic show guests. Other than that, they had no connection at all.
He didn't understand why he was so cold in the past, why after trying so hard to find someone, he suddenly broke up with her one day.
Xu Jike didn't want to admit that it was him, but he knew himself. If it was his past self, he would definitely be able to do such a thing. So is it because of him that Chi Mo changed like this?
After bringing out two cups of tea, Chi Mo glanced at Xu Jike at the entrance: "Sit down, I think you have a lot of questions."
"You did have a lot of questions before you came here. , But now I don’t want to ask anything.” Xu Jike looked at the heat spreading from the mouth of the tea cup: “I just want to ask, is it really... impossible?”
"I have changed a lot..."
Chi Mo raised his eyes, "I was very sad when you broke up with me. I couldn't figure it out at that time. We had always been fine. Why did you not care about me at all? Breaking up without warning? "
"At that time, I couldn't sleep all night long, and my hair fell out in handfuls. I still didn't understand that since your love couldn't last, then what happened to you in the first place? Why are you chasing me so enthusiastically?”
“Watch me indifferently as I indulge in the love you gave me, and then pulled away without mercy.” Chi Mo held the cup in his hands, his eyes a little red: “Isn’t that right? For you, love is just a pastime, and it is boring once you get it?"
Xu Jike said in a dumb voice: "I am sorry for you."
"It's meaningless to talk about being sorry now," Chi Mo wiped his face: "Anyway, we have no relationship in this life, and we will never have any relationship in the future."
"Even if you have changed a lot now, but we There will still be no other relationship, and I will not fall down twice in the same place."
"I am indeed not smart and clumsy, but. I know how to learn a lesson, and I will never make the same mistake again."
Xu Jike was silent for a long time before speaking: "I was very panicked when I broke up with you. You are right, I was watching you become addicted. , but later I discovered that you were not the only one who was obsessed with it, but also me."
Chi Mo finally looked up at him, with surprise in his eyes for the first time.
Xu Jike looked at Chi Mo lustfully: "You are a very lovable girl, or no one can escape your charm, and I am no exception."
"It's just that I was too conceited at that time. I thought I could get away in time like before, so I broke up with you. But I didn't expect that I would not live well after leaving you."
"The longer the days go by, the worse my heart will be. The emptier I feel, the more afraid I am of returning to the home where I once had your memory. I am afraid of going back, but I am reluctant to move, because I am afraid that I will never remember you again after I move.”
This time it’s silent. It was Chi Mo. Her fingers holding the tea cup turned white. It was obvious that her mood was not as calm as she acted.
"Later you became a host, and every time I saw people's comments about you being abandoned by men twice, I felt very uncomfortable. But I couldn't muster up the courage to come to you, because I know you, You are a simple and stubborn person.”
"You have a pure mind, and it will be easy to be with you. But once we are separated, you will never look back, even if I regret it at that time."
Chi Mo: "So you shouldn't look back today Come to me, why do you come to me now that you understand my attitude?" Xu Jike reluctantly smiled and said, "I'm not willing to be separated from you. What's more, I'm so greedy that I want another chance. I want to tell you that it was my fault that we broke up. It was because I was too conceited. It was not because of your fault, but because I didn’t know how to cherish you.”
Chi Mo couldn’t hold back her emotions and burst into tears. The ground fell. When she started crying, her eyes and nose were all red, and she just sat there silently weeping, silently but suffocating.
Xu Jike tentatively tried to hold Chi Mo's hand, but was unsurprisingly thrown away by her. Xu Jike smiled bitterly, and in the end he could only sit on one side with his eyes red.
Tan You has never seen Chi Mo look like this, at least she has never seen Chi Mo lose his composure like this after Chi Mo woke up. By the way, if Chi Mo is like this, he won't rekindle his old relationship with Xu Jike, right? Then she really has a lot to say.
After enduring this wave of turbulent emotions, Chi Mo gradually calmed down. She took out two pieces of tissue paper to wipe away the tears on her face, "I know, but just like I know you, you also know me."
"I am indeed simple and stubborn, and those who have hurt me once Man, I will never look back. I am like a snail. Once I am hurt, I will never give others a second chance."
"I know," the extravagant hope in my heart was suppressed. Shattered, Xu Jikeqiang smiled to himself: "I really just came here to tell you that it was entirely my own fault that I separated from you. It was because I was not courageous enough."
"And you will meet Find someone better than me. He will not be as arrogant as me, nor will he be as timid as me, nor will he be as ungrateful as me. You deserve to have a happy love and a happy married life. "< br>
Chi Mo clutched the two tissues: "Thank you for your blessing. When we first separated, I really hated your so-called adult decency. Now I think you are good like this. Let's get together and relax. We can meet again in the future. Say hello politely again."
Xu Jike clenched his fists: "But now I feel that this kind of dignity is not good at all, it is very fake."
< br>"That's your business. If I could get out of here, you can do it too." Chi Mo began to drive away the guests: "It's getting late. It's not convenient for you, a single man, to stay at my house all the time. It's time for you to go back. ”
Xu Jike had to leave no matter how reluctant he was. He knew in his heart that after leaving here, he would never find a reason to see Chi Mo again. She will have a different life in the future, and there will be someone who will take good care of her, and that person will not be herself.
"Oh my God, it's so unfair," Xu Jike muttered to himself after a long silence after returning to the car: "Why can't you let me go back to the time when everything never started?"
But letting him reach the finale in one step left him unable to recover.
Xu Jike had left for a long time before Chi Mo cleared the table in silence. Tan You stood beside her: "You seem to be in a bad mood."
Chi Mo came to his senses: "Ah? It's true."
She smiled: "Xu Jike suddenly suddenly Appearing, it lifted a layer of shackles on me. I finally understood that even if I was just a simple-minded beauty, someone would still love me.”
“It’s just that his love was too obvious. It’s lagging. If he turns around before I come out, maybe I’ll still be with him.”
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