Chapter 314 Beautiful Spider Spirit VS Cold Ascetic Monk 18
Dugu Ye came here to solve the puzzle, so he would not hide anything and truthfully told the contents of his dream:
" Mrs. Yu, I dreamed that I appeared in a bizarre world of beasts, and turned into a giant python that has always been extremely dark."
Yu Yao listened quietly, and just listening to the beginning, she knew that Dugu Ye was dreaming About the past life.
She was very confused, wondering why Dugu Ye suddenly dreamed of her past life.
But one thing is certain, this matter must have something to do with him.
Perhaps his own appearance touched the deepest memory in his soul.
After a long time, Dugu Ye just finished narrating the entire dream.
"Mrs. Yu, that's it."
Perhaps he talked too much, Dugu Ye felt his mouth was dry, he picked up the tea in front of him and took a sip.
Then, he stared at her with deep eyes and continued: "Although this dream is a bit outrageous, although the appearance of Madam and the woman from the beast world in the dream are different, their names, eyes, behavior, and way of speaking are all very similar. The feeling of familiarity and various signs make me feel that you are the same person."
"I always have a feeling that there is an unbreakable fate between us, so I came here to ask Madam for advice. , to clear up the confusion.”
He said slowly again.
Yu Yao put down the teacup in her hand and spoke in a gentle voice, but also with a hint of complexity that is difficult to detect: "Master Dugu, what you said is indeed bizarre. However, everything has its spirit, and fate meets it. Maybe there really is some unfinished fate between you and me."
She paused slightly, her eyes fell gently on Dugu Ye, and then said: "Although my name is Yu Yao, I am here. In Lianhua County, I am just an ordinary woman, and all my past is as misty as smoke. However, since the young master has doubts in his mind, I am willing to do my best to solve this mystery for you."
The target of her attack in this life was not Dugu Ye. Although the two had been husband and wife for a lifetime and were extremely loving, it was all in the past.
The past is like smoke, why continue to dwell on it.
What's more, Dugu Ye has no memory of his past life. He only dreamed of a few fragments accidentally, which shows that he has no feelings for him.
From the way he looked at me, we could see that there was something strange, something familiar, something doubtful, something complicated, something incomprehensible, but there was no love.
Under such circumstances, there is no need for the two of them to continue their relationship.
Dugu Ye didn't know what she was thinking. Hearing this, a hint of surprise flashed in his eyes.
He had never expected that the lady would be so candid, nor did he expect that she seemed to know something about her past life.
He leaned forward and asked eagerly: "Mrs. Yu, do you know what the meaning of this dream is? Why did I suddenly dream of those scenes, and why did you appear in my In a dream?"
Yu Yao wiped away the complexity in her eyes, shook her head slightly, and said in a helpless and relieved tone: "Things in dreams are often elusive, maybe they are the reflection of the past deep in your heart. Nostalgic, also Or the expectation for the unknown future. As for why I appear in your dream, maybe it is because we have crossed paths in a certain time and space, leaving an indelible mark."
She changed the topic. The tone became softer: "Master Dugu, since you have been reborn, you should cherish the present and let go of the past. Everything in the past life has become empty. Only by grasping the present can you live up to this life."
Hearing this, Dugu Ye nodded thoughtfully, but the doubts in his eyes did not completely dissipate.
He knew that what the lady said was true, but the inexplicable feeling of familiarity and concern made it difficult for him to let go.
He was silent for a moment, and finally asked: "Mrs. Yu, if it is as you said, we were destined in the past life, can we continue our relationship in this life?"
Yu Yao looked at him with a half-smile, and gently touched her slightly bulging belly, "Even if we were destined in the past life, but look at me now, I am pregnant with another man's heir, you may accept it."
Dugu Ye looked stunned, his eyes involuntarily falling on her slightly bulging belly.
The eyes were complicated, surprised, hesitant, and also showed a hint of indescribable loss and sadness.
She did not miss the hesitation in Dugu Ye's eyes. She smiled sadly, and her heart was no longer entangled, but became relieved.
The man in front of me is Mo Jue, but he is not Mo Jue either.
If it were the Mo Jue from before, even if she was pregnant with another man's child, that man would love her and accept her without hesitation.
At most, when you are sad, you will be sulky for a few days, and then ignore her for a few days, but then you will still love her as always.
Dugu Ye didn't know what she was thinking. He was silent for a long time and then slowly said: "Mrs. Yu, I... I never thought that this would be the case." After hearing his words, Yu Yao's smile became bleaker.
But you can’t blame him, Dugu Ye doesn’t have all the memories and emotions of his previous life.
Duguye lowered his eyes, covering up the surging emotions in his eyes, and whispered: "But this does not affect my doubts about the dream and my exploration of the fate between us."
< br>Yu Yao just stared at him, took a deep breath, and said seriously: "Master Dugu, since you can't accept me like this, even if you pursue the whole truth, what's the point? It's just adding trouble."
Dugu Ye sighed softly: "What Mrs. Yu said is absolutely true. Maybe I am too attached to the illusory dreams and fate. But for some reason, the familiarity and concern in my heart never dissipate."
He stood up and straightened his clothes. A trace of disappointment flashed in his eyes, but then he returned to his usual calmness.
He looked at Yu Yao again: "Thank you madam for telling me frankly today, which made me think more about all this. I will try to let go of the past and cherish the present. But if one day, I I have really found the answer to our fate, or have all the memories of my past life, and I can’t let go of Madam. I hope Madam will give me a chance.”
Yu Yao looked at Dugu Ye, slightly. He nodded, his eyes were undulating, and he said with a complex expression: "Master Dugu, in that case, I hope you can find the answer in your heart as soon as possible. If that day comes, let's talk about the depth of fate."
Dugu Ye is deep in heart. He glanced at her, stopped lingering, turned and left.
Yu Yao sat on the bluestone bench, watching his leaving figure, with a myriad of thoughts in her heart.
Dugu Ye never appeared again after he left that day.
And she also returned to a peaceful life, staying in the house to raise her baby every day, and being taken care of by Aunt Zhou Bo Zhou.
She also occasionally taught Goudan how to read and write, and her life was calm and peaceful.
As if Dugu Ye’s appearance was a dream.
Deep in the back mountain of Wanfo Temple, surrounded by clouds and mist, towering ancient trees, and silence, this is Xuanji's retreat.
This is a secret place far away from the hustle and bustle, surrounded by stone walls carved over time.
There is only a simple stone room in the center, with only a futon, a few volumes of scriptures, and a dim oil lamp.
Gently swaying in the breeze, reflecting Xuanji's handsome and flawless face.
Xuanji is sitting cross-legged on the futon, with his eyes slightly closed and his hands forming seals, as if he is meditating on Zen, but also as if he is resisting the turbulent waves in his heart.
Outside the cave, a few birdsong or the gurgling of a distant stream could occasionally be heard, but they could not break the lifeless tranquility.
However, deep in his heart, there was a turbulent struggle.
Every time in the dead of night, Yu Yao's figure would appear in his mind like a ghost.
Her clear water eyes looked at him tenderly, as if she could see into all his struggles and pain.
Her smile, like the warmest sunshine in spring, can dispel the gloom in his heart.
But it made him more deeply aware of the sins he had committed.
"Amitabha, sin is sin."
Xuanji murmured softly, and fine beads of sweat oozed from his forehead, which was a clear evidence of his inner struggle.
He understood that as a monk, one should have pure six roots and have no desires or desires.
But he fell in love with a monster and even broke the sexual precepts under the poison of charm. What a heinous sin this is.
He tried to purify his mind by reciting scriptures and meditating.
But every time he thought he had forgotten, Yu Yao's voice and smile would appear unexpectedly, haunting him like a nightmare.
Wandering between repression and desire, struggling hard.
Made Xuanji feel very painful.