Remarks at the end of this book
This book lasted four years and eleven months, and it is finally over.
To be honest, writing a book almost non-stop for such a long time is really tiring.
Don't talk about me as the author, even many friends who follow the update are tired of chasing, and there are many people who leave midway.
I keep updating and don’t supervise. That’s professionalism and there’s nothing to say about it.
Those friends who are able to catch up to this point are all true love. I have to say with tears of gratitude: "Thank you for supporting me!"
Nearly five years is really a long time.
A reader friend said that when he read this book, he was only a high school student, and now he has graduated from college.
There are also readers who were college students before and are now in graduate school.
In these nearly five years, a lot has really happened.
When I was writing this book, I was still single, then I got married and had children, and now I am the father of two children.
Five years ago, my parents were in good health. Now one has high blood pressure and stomach problems, making her stomach feel uncomfortable every day. I have been thinking about how to give him medicine all day long. The other has type 1 diabetes and cannot control her blood sugar even after taking several injections every day. I give her My sugar control almost collapsed.
Don't talk about seeing a doctor.
Not all doctors are professionally qualified.
Last year I took my mother to a large hospital for diabetes treatment. The experts were too lazy to listen to your explanation of the situation. They stopped listening to you after just a few words.
I took my dad to see me for high blood pressure. My dad just asked a few more questions and his face was full of impatience.
Of course, this is just an isolated phenomenon.
There are still many good doctors in this society, so friends who are doctors should not try to match them.
However, it makes sense that a long-term illness can become a cure.
It never hurts to learn more about medicine.
A few years ago, the old couple were still thinking about returning to the countryside to retire in a few years, farming, and raising chickens. In the current situation, I will definitely not let them leave my side.
Five years ago, my grandparents were still alive. Later, my grandfather passed away. My grandmother's condition is also very bad now. She has rheumatoid pain and herpes zoster. She has been unable to eat for several days. Even if it is like this, it has been several days. On my mother's 60th birthday, my grandmother insisted on visiting her daughter. I was supporting her, but her hands were shaking and she had difficulty walking. She forced her daughter to give her 1,000 yuan, saying: I gave my aunt 1,000 yuan and also gave my mother 1,000 yuan to buy some delicious food. When an old man did such an abnormal thing, my mother had a bad premonition, and I also had a bad feeling. It's a good feeling, I'm really afraid that she will leave one day.
How should I put it, five years ago, I felt that I was still very young, a good young man in the new era, and considered carefree.
Today, five years later, I am already middle-aged and have become the backbone of my family. There are elders above me and younger ones below. The pressure is coming like a mountain and a tsunami, making me breathless.
I feel very powerless and helpless.
A kind of helplessness that I can't support this family. This change is really too fast.
Under this change, my writing situation will inevitably fluctuate. The content I write cannot satisfy everyone, so I ask for your understanding.
After all, writing novels is a daily process. Sometimes because of some things, I feel confused and have no inspiration, so I have to bite the bullet and write hard, and the things I write will naturally be watery.
Some friends may tell you that you can ask for leave.
The problem is that if you take too much leave, your attendance will be lost, and readers who follow the updates will also lose a large number. My grandpa passed away before, and I really couldn’t write anymore. I took a few days off, but my subscriptions exploded, from more than 2,000 yuan. It dropped to more than 200, and I couldn’t recover for a long time...
After all, to be honest, I am just a small author who needs to work full time. Reader stickiness is not high, and there are too many people who can replace me. Unlike some great authors, even if they are updated every year, there are many loyal readers waiting for updates.
If I dared to ask for leave every three days, I would be finished in a minute.
Of course, I am not complaining. If I write poorly and make everyone dissatisfied, it is my fault. No matter what reasons I give, it is useless. When you are beaten or scolded, you must stand at attention and stand firm.
I am just explaining some reasons to you, just like chatting with old friends. Everyone is my friend, there is nothing to say.
In any case, this book can be considered finished.
Whatever happened over the years is in the past.
Everything still has to look forward.
Let’s talk about the new book.
The new book should be released as early as next month.
I actually already have an idea for a new book, but I want to take a good rest, adjust my mentality, and think about it carefully.
I probably won’t write about this subject again. After all, three books in a row have the same subject matter, and everyone must be tired of it.
The new book will have a new theme, a new setting, and a new story, which should make everyone’s eyes shine.
I still have the energy.
After all, I am not willing to give in, very unwilling.
To put it bluntly, I have been writing books for ten years and I am not even a fifth-level author and have no achievements at all. How can I be willing to accept this?
Please stay tuned for the new book.
I try my best not to disappoint you all!
Let’s meet again with the new book!
Mu Youcai O, written at noon on November 7, 2024.