Chapter 38 The Dark One
Song Xueyuan's eyes changed a little when she looked at Chu Yan, and she knew that Chu Yan was not a simple person.
"We used to meet on the way to school, and he would line up to buy me breakfast. My favorite was the set meal of taro meat floss buns and soy milk. He always remembered what I liked to eat."
"But there are too many people on the road, so we don't dare to hold hands. We only hold hands quietly when we go to an alley with few people."
"The most common place we go on dates is the library...if studying together can be considered a date."
"I was very happy when he took me to the amusement park. We played from morning until dark, and then we would make an appointment for the next time."
"He is very busy, but he always makes time to spend time with me."
"So that's probably why I fell in love with him."
Gu Chuan stopped on the stairs, staring blankly at Chu Yan's back. He forgot the time and place, and seemed to have forgotten his breathing and heartbeat. He only had her presence in his eyes. At this moment, her figure was in his memory. The eighteen-year-old girl in the movie overlapped.
On the way to school, when she "encountered" him by chance, Chu Yan's eyes lit up and she ran over with a smile.
In the library, Chu Yan would occasionally "accidentally" lean on him in the name of dozing off.
And that day at the amusement park in the night, when they watched the bright fireworks bloom into gorgeous flowers, and as the light faded, they held hands, and he lowered his head uncontrollably and kissed her forehead.
Then she raised her eyes and met his eyes. The eighteen-year-old boy and girl secretly blushed.
Did she remember it?
Gu Chuan's heart, which had been stagnant just now, suddenly began to beat violently again. He took steps uncontrollably, his eyes fixed on her, and the distance between him and her was getting smaller and smaller.
"However, these are what Shen Xing told me." Chu Yan's beautiful eyes showed a little confusion, "I have no impression of the things he said."
Song Xueyuan was confused, "No impression?"
What does this sentence mean?
Chu Yan quickly smiled, "But it doesn't matter if you don't remember these things, because even if I don't remember those things, I just like Shen Xing now."
Gu Chuan's figure froze at the last step. Perhaps the feeling of hostility towards same-sex people reminded him. He looked up at the corridor not far away and saw a figure hiding in the dark.
It's Shen Xing.
Chu Yan's smile became much brighter, "When I woke up from the hospital, when I first saw Shen Xing, I thought he was some kind of bad boy. But the doctors and nurses told me that he was the one who ignored the danger after I fell into the water. He jumped into the water to save me, and stayed with me in the hospital for a long time. He is very familiar with me, but I don’t remember him. To be honest, I feel a little guilty.”
She smiled and said, "But Shen Xing is really nice. He remembers every one of my preferences. He is afraid that I will be lonely. He will also find ways to let me know my old friends. Not only my friends, he also plays well with me." We all know each other, his friends are very friendly, and his family is very friendly.”
"For a while, he was really busy, but he was afraid that I would worry. Before going out every day, he would tell me what he was going to do today. If he had to work overtime at night, he would also call me and ask me to go to bed early."
Chu Yan was a little embarrassed, "What I said seemed to be very small things. They were not as dramatic as Mr. Gu told you, Miss Song. You might think they were a joke."
Song Xueyuan still hadn't digested it, so she subconsciously said, "No..."
Chu Yan asked: "Mr. Gu should be very busy at work. If he comes back late at night, he will probably not forget to call you."
Song Xueyuan: "No."
Chu Yan smiled brightly, "Some people will find these details annoying after a long time, and sometimes they may forget them, but Mr. Gu will always remember these details, so I say Mr. Gu must love you very much."
There was something called happiness on Chu Yan's peaceful face, "Shen Xing must also love me very much." Gu Chuan's throat tightened, his body tensed, and something he didn't even know gradually emerged in his black eyes. Confused.
He just suddenly remembered that he didn't know when he had avoided going home by working overtime. He had reported everything to Chu Yan, but after she gradually became more and more controlling, he He began to feel disgusted with reporting her whereabouts, and then she became more and more hysterical.
They seemed to be trapped in an infinite loop.
Now that he saw the happy Chu Yan, he unexpectedly thought that what Chu Yan wanted all along was a sense of security.
But why?
Why was he able to make a big fuss with the Gu family over Song Xueyuan?
But she didn’t even want to answer a call from Chu Yan.
Because he didn't want Song Xueyuan to think like Chu Yan at night when he wasn't home, so he remembered to call Song Xueyuan every time.
Because he didn't want Song Xuewong not to receive his message, and Chu Yan, like Chu Yan, would suspect that he had another woman outside and have a big quarrel with him, so he would always pay attention to the messages from Song Xuewong.
Because he didn't want Song Xuewong not to be accepted by his parents, and gradually become mean and thorny like Chu Yan, ruining this beautiful relationship, so he insisted that his parents accept Song Xuewong's existence.
He thought that the end of his seven-year relationship was the result of problems between him and Chu Yan. As many people said, they were indeed inappropriate.
However, now he suddenly realized something terrible.
Chu Yan was abandoned by him.
He was the only one responsible for ending those seven years.
Gu Chuan met Shen Xing's eyes again.
The blond young man raised his eyes. Different from the darkness in Gu Chuan's eyes, Shen Xing's eyes were flashing with light, as if someone had lit up the wilderness in Shen Xing's life, and she had brought a A little spark finally turned into a prairie fire, burning his life.
Gu Chuan is on the ladder, he is the superior.
Shen walked in the dark corridor, he was supposed to be a dark and hidden person.
But now, everything is upside down.
Song Xueyuan was in a daze for a long time, and couldn't help but ask: "You said you can't remember the past...do you have amnesia?"
Chu Yan nodded calmly, "Yes."
She is not confused or uneasy, but is very fulfilled. Every morning she opens her eyes will be the beginning of a happy day for her.
And the only person who could make her feel so at ease was Shen Xing.
"Okay, cousin." Shen Xing came over with the medicine, approached Chu Yan from behind, bent down, put his arm on Chu Yan's shoulders, and hugged her, he grinned, "Yan Yan She is very happy now. Just forget about those things in the past. If she remembers something unhappy, I will have to spend time coaxing her. "
Chu Yan looked up at him, "Don't you want to coax me?"
Shen Xing immediately said: "Of course not, I was just kidding, just kidding!"
Song Xueyuan suddenly saw Gu Chuan. Gu Chuan was silent, like a ghost who had lost his life. Song Xueyuan was startled, but when she looked at Chu Yan again, an idea suddenly popped up in her mind:
As long as Chu Yan If Yan doesn't remember what happened in the past, will she not come to snatch Gu Chuan?